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We now live in a society where people get offended for other people. (source)

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This question was recently asked in our Psych2Go Facebook Group and I thought I share it here because I think the responses can really help a lot of people.

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I find it interesting that i see this just after telling someone ive been in love with for years that if he cant be there for me outside the bedroom then i cant be there for him inside it because im tired of the sleepless nights from crying myself to sleep. I love him and i will always love him but i cant do it anymore. It kills a piece of me every time he does this to me and i dont have enough of me left to keep hurting like this.

I fucking hate depression. Im literally crying for no goddamn reason

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Watch: Kristen Bell opens up about the mental health double standard and how she manages her own struggle.

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Hit reblog on this so hard

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Does anyone want to share their thoughts?

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Do you ever just know those people that you dont even have to see them because their voice is just so sexy it makes you melt?

TRIGGER WARNING*mild graphic content*

In 8 days it will be 4 years. 4 years since you used me. 4 years since you damaged me. To this day i still have nightmares about you. To this day i cant be intimate with someone without the risk of seeing you, without the risk of hearing your voice. I still have to warn anyone i consider being intimate with that i might cry, and that is your fault. It is your fault that i cant have sex without panicking, without crying, without being frozen in fear. Its been 4 years and i remember every detail of what happened. I remember every thing you said, everything you did, every way you touched me and every way you tricked me. I am angry with you because i thought i could trust you. I am angry with you because you knew just what to say. You played the part of someone needing fixing because you knew id want to be by your side to help. You made yourself interesting with the hint of danger. I WAS FOURTEEN!!!! Didnt you see that what you were doing was wrong? Didnt you think you could be changing my life? I dont know what its like to have someone make love to me, because my only reference is you, the trickster, the liar, the demon that posed as my angel to get his way with me. All i know is sex is hate. Sex is anger. Sex is violent. Sex is not gentle because gentle means you care. Sex is not pure because purity requires honesty. Sex is easily confused for love but because of you love to me means i am something to be used. It means i am a means of pleasure. Its not genuine. Because of you i cannot voice my sexual desires because thinking too much on them makes me panic. IT IS NOT NORMAL TO CRY WHEN READING A BOOK THAT HAPPENS TO HAVE A SEX SCENE! i cry because reading this causes natural bodily reactions, but those reactions happened when i was with you and it was all a lie so how can i trust my own body??? I cannot satisfy myself because of you. I feel the sensation and my mind jumps to the way you touched me. I HAVE SCARS BECAUSE OF YOU! I pushed myself into a violent sexual lifestyle at 15 because all i knew was that i was meant for pleasure. I was meant to be used. I pushed myself to accept pain as pleasure because that is what you caused. I rushed into something i didnt understand to process what you did and got hurt as a result.

I am afraid to live my life because of you. I am afraid to love because of you. I am afraid of sex because of you. You hurt me. You scarred me.

#MeToo #i was raped #rape #hurt #scarred #trigger warning #help me #i shouldnt feel this way

So im in obx...

And i just found out that if you had a boat you could literally island hop from kitty hawk all the way to myrtle beach... and apparently myrtle beach is on and island because of the intercoastal waterway..