I just realized how clear my thoughts are about some people.. the sad part is that the people I miss the most are the one i've been with the less and the one I'll be able to be with the less while the people i could possibly staying my whole life with are just a group of people I don't care anymore about. It's sad thinking about me living my almost perfect life here to go back to that place i used to call my only home where people are rude, stupid, selfish and they don't care. it's also sad thinking about me leaving the people I love here to go back to people i dont really care bout. to go back to that life which once was MY life but which now it's just a bunch of memories I'd rather forget because there's nothing worst than thinking about all the mistakes i made, all the stupid things i was thinking about, all the time i wasted with the wrong people while other, better people were telling me what i had to do.. it's really sad thinking that i had the answer to my proble right in front of me but i didnt care because i though i was right while i wasnt. now im just too happy to have met the people ive met here and to have left the people ive left. now i know, i really nowwhat to do and as a friend told me, im the most determined person i know and if i want to do something ill do it no matter who or what so, people beready cause i wont stop untill ill have what i want and it will take a long time probably but im sure i wont waste anymore time with the wrong people













