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[girlbossdean]

One Day You’re Dead (Mary’s Song) - a poem about the original blonde spn girly mary winchester for local blonde spn girlies appreciator ola @mrcowboydeanwinchester <3

transcript under the cut

One Day You’re Dead (Mary’s Song)

One day you’re dead

and the next day you’re “Mom?”

Adult voices don’t call you that. Then again, you’ve been gone.

Because one day your life was snatched up as loot, burnt up in passing like low-hanging fruit.

Was it ever yours though? Was it really your life? Or were you just a concept? The Mother. The Wife.

One day you’re in love after cupid aimed to kill. Casualties? One. Here lies free will.

“You shall have two children”, goes heaven’s decree “And just like their mother They shall never be free.”

Though they will get their mom back when it’s more than too late. To make sure that they know she really wasn’t that great.

One day you’re dead and the next day you rise

As a gift to a man with a toddler’s green eyes.

But this time you’ll be damned if you let it happen again, let yourself be defined by what you are to man.

You’d think “Mother” and “Mary” would be a natural fit but turns out that in death you were much better at it

[cockworkangels]

everything in supernatural is under explored except nick who was over explored and should have stayed dead and i hate him

[shit-happens-bitchachos]

making claire so dean-coded and gay was a very interesting choice

[beybuniki]

samwena,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

[castiellesbian]

you and me baby we wear nothing but flannel

so let's do it like they do on the cw channel

[plentyafish]

I loved the world because of you.

[girlbossdean]

it is a truth universally acknowledged that supernatural is bad and hates women we all know this BUT the decision to bring back mary winchester the ultimate fridged Wife/Mother™ and give her a personality that has nothing to do with the Wife/Mother™-ideal was soooo good

[girlbossdean]

she's a hunter she's raised from the dead she's a dyke (to the enlightened) she cut her hair on a whim she's a deadbeat mom to two adult men mary winchester i love youuuuu

[maxadecillion]

and then they proceed to do nothing

closeup cas mind-palace under the cut 👇

[mlhraiders]

my baddest bitch and my bestest friend forever and ever and ever

[johnwinchesterofficial]

tried looking through dean’s diary to see if he was hiding any cash in there and it’s just a bunch of cut out pictures of patrick swayze. what does this mean

[nikadd]

supernatural can be a kind of a dead wife

[hotgirlcastiel]

[girlbossdean]

no matter how much therapy I've had, if there's one thing about me it's that I will have a breakdown over every single health concern I ever face <3

[backroadcorpses]

[acaesic]

[girlbossdean]

the fact that i didn't get to see dean on his knees sobbing into cas' stomach, trenchcoat bundled up in his fists, while cas is completely stunned and then hesitantly cards his fingers through dean's hair is the biggest hatecrime that has ever been committed against me

[mrcowboydeanwinchester]

imagine the man you love dies and the next day the world around you looks as beautiful as this

[mrcowboydeanwinchester]

everyone saying that he can't see the beauty around him and that it's the final straw on the worst day of his life but no!!! that isn't what this post is about!!! this isn't "the world is beautiful but it's the worst day of dean's life" it's "the world is beautiful AND it's the worst day of dean's life"!!!!! they cannot be removed from one another. there is no way that he cannot see this. it is unmissable. spring colour is awash in the world and the rays of sunlight pour over the lake and it's all gorgeous. dean is feeling an incredible loss AND the world is beautiful. his grief and the sunlight are inseperable. the world is continuing on and it is gorgeous and dean sees it all and cas isn't there to see it with him. do you understand