i wish i could go back in time and tell my younger self “hey just kill yourself now. there’s no hope and the future is worthless”.

if i look back, i am lost

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i wish i could go back in time and tell my younger self “hey just kill yourself now. there’s no hope and the future is worthless”.
Having friends is nice and all, but seeing them achieving things in life while I'm stuck, yeah that just fucking hurts. Don't get me wrong, I am happy for them and all, but like I wanna feel that too yk.
*trigger warning*
It’s sad but honestly, if it wasn’t for the fact that I know it would completely crush my mom and dads hearts if I died, I would have killed myself a long time ago.
The only thing keeping me around.
This doesn't even do it for me. I truly believe everyone would be better off without me.
The only thing stopping me is if I was to fail again I don't have insurance to cover anything and the fear of that bill stops me.
“If this is how my life will be, give me strength myself to kill”
— (via killed-long-ago)
I want to die again and this time I have no fancy way of saying it. I'm not going to beat around the bush anymore. I want to die. I want to sleep and never wake up again.
The sad thing is no one really cares
The version of you right now is deserving of love. Not you two years ago when you had more of your shit together, or the five years later version where you’ll surely be thriving. The version of you right now. The one that might just be okay, or is really struggling, or is bored and unproductive. That version deserves love. Having trouble accepting this is fine, but actively denying it is not. Your value is intrinsic, and finding confidence in that is mandatory.
I'm big sad, yo
The saddest moment is going to self harm and realising you have to look for clean skin to cut...