Tiffany @glennncocoaa - Tumblr Blog

I felt this weird wave of sadness when I came back home yesterday. The drive home, I was up and happy and my brain was just full of ideas, I felt positive...great...happy.

But as soon as I got home & laid in my bed, the rush of sadness came and I felt like a zombie the rest of the night.

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I'm so crazy lol. I gusss that's just how I am.

I watched this Jim Carey documentary on Netflix, and it was really inspiring. He may be slightly slightly cooky I think. But he's always been on another level since before the fame.

Being weird & different is a blessing.

At 1st u may think it's this curse. But once u figure it all out, being weird & dif is like... a special weapon.

I want to master my special weapon.

Moving out my parents house again.

I love my parents, I do. But they don't understand me, my career path, or my taste in...anything. I can't say they don't try their best though.

If I listen to them, I won't get to where I wanna be. It would get me to where they want me to be. But, Not where I wanna be. I want to do wat I love. I may not know how to get there, but I know a hell of a lot more than my parents would.

I've been putting in work with networking & these photoshoots & my acting career. N they're slowing me down. Living here is slowing me down. If they want me to shine, they must let me go.

Regardless...I'll be leaving anyway.

I've already found a spot.

But this one hurts. Just like I knew it would.

I learned a lot while dating him.

I learned a lot about me . I learned a lot about him. I learned a lot about life. I learned a lot about love. I learned a lot about friendship. I learned that special relationships,like wat we had, was very rare.

He's the 1st guy that I've I dated where I actually meant it wen I called him my best friend .

Finally taking a break.