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people talk about how we need to bring back "don't feed the trolls" rhetoric for modern internet ragebait and I agree but also I think the most useful thing from the Old Internet that I miss is LURKING

be a lurker. just read things and think about them without feeling the need to weigh in or call out or disseminate everything you encounter. it's so nice and so freeing and it's a good way to learn things.

I have frequently regretted getting involved in shit that didn't involve me online but you know what I've never regretted doing? Lurking. literally lurk moar

been writing the lorenzo/ness occult fic finally and everyone who has read the draft likes it but i'm like 99% sure no one else will even read it when it gets posted lmao

it'll be in three parts and part one is already >7k and it is basically for me and my tiny cult

#gloom bs

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happy kaiser day to those who celebrate

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sometimes i like the roughs better than the finished art

#gloomtown art #loreness #no one needs to see this lmao that's the only tag you get

happy kaiser day to those who celebrate

#gloom bs

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i had great plans for this doujin, and for nskins week, and to go to my in-law's this morning, but instead i am apparently sick

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i was whining that i needed a drink and my husband produced one of the bad apple monsters and gave it to me and we solemnly agreed that bc it has a lot of b vitamins, it is a good thing, actually

then later i whined that i wanted nuggies and he doordashed them from wendy's bc they had a BOGO deal but wendy's didn't understand how the coupon worked so instead of getting 20 total, they saw two orders (one full price and the second free bc of coupon) and just put two more 10 pieces in, so we ended up with 40 nugs??

after a slug of dayquil, i almost feel human again so now it's time to try to sleep off the rest of this and be functional enough to drive to new york tomorrow

pray for me

#gloom bs #also pray i can get some art/writing done #it's always a toss up but maybe i'll get some good work done while they do lego #both my husband and his mom got each other lego sets for xmas #no clue what i get it is a mystery

found this again on the back of a page in the doujin sketchbook

#bllk #blue lock #gloomtown art #bllk art #alexis ness #bllk ness #bllk kaiser #michael kaiser #kainess #nesskai #i want to finish this but lmao i am so miserable rn #this and a million other things #oh well

i had great plans for this doujin, and for nskins week, and to go to my in-law's this morning, but instead i am apparently sick

#gloom bs

at the urging of my husband and several friends, i have cut and dyed my hair like kaiser and now also wear red eyeliner which isn't the point itself however

i have started to get a weird amount of privilege that i assume is some variation of pretty privilege and idk how to feel about that

like earlier we went to the local knockoff christkindlmarkt so ofc i did my makeup and then i had a girl stare at me and process everything i said really slowly, pour a measured shot into my hot chocolate, then just throw a long pour over the shot before splashing in some hot chocolate and totally sealing off the mug with a mountain of marshmallows

or the other night when we went to a concert and i had willcall tickets from a second-tier friend who worked the venue and when i walked up the person at the door just immediately started rummaging and saying 'you're on the guest list? name?' and i had to be like 'no, willcall, not guest' multiple times and then point to my name scribbled in pencil on the willcall list and say 'this is me' bc they were incapable of processing what i was saying or smth and they just let me and my husband in without ever checking my ID

actually, the bartender there did similar, husband ordered us midori sours and she threw an extra pour of some type of liquor on top and gave me two cherries when i asked if i could have one

i'm just so... idk, confused? like why does skinwalking michael kaiser result in people treating me like a different class of person