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__________✧ THE SUPER SPY DOES NOT LIKE TO DWELL IN THE PAST. there are few bright days there, yet she remembers the days spent in ohio, the year slipping by where she could almost forget what she had been there to do. it was real to me too. hadn't she assured yelena ?? ( at least she thinks she spoke the words. some days it is tough to sort through what is real && what is left over from the red room ) ❛alexei ?? alexei shostakov ?? ❜
✧__________ WORDS ARE HESITANT AS SHE TRIES TO PLACE THE FACE. hunting him down had not been simple, some people simply don't want to be found. but she has seen flashes between the so-called memories in moscow as a BALLERINA ever since she had reformed into existance. she hopes he may be able to quell the sinking feeling that she is not all she thinks she is. i am one of twenty eight bolshoi ballerinas. i am the best. no … no that's not right. i am one of twenty eight widows. i was raised to be deadly. ❛ i think you might know me. i have a few questions. ❜
HE HEARS HIS NAME AND IS ON EDGE IMMEDIATELY. HE knows that voice. This isn’t the first time he’s thought he’s heard her, seen her, but when he turns to face the woman he’s almost knocked off his feet at the sight. This isn’t a passing glance in a crowd. She’s there, standing right in front of him. Not a DREAM, not a trick of the light. Perhaps he’s finally lost his mind. He feels like he has been lately. Things have been challenging since the blip, to say the least. Trying to reclaim your life after five years of not existing...well, it’s somehow more difficult than trying to reclaim your life after twenty years in prison.
❝ Natasha... ❞ Alexei blinks, trying to process seeing her there in the flesh still as he also tries to process what she’s saying. She approaches him like a stranger and her words...well, he can’t bring himself to care at the moment. He’s too happy to see her. ❝ We thought you were DEAD. ❞ He ignores the stinging of the wetness welling up in his eyes as he pulls her into a huge hug. He has mourned his daughter, buried a casket with no body inside. ❝ Я так рада тебя видеть, наташа. ❞