Project #3 Performance Art & Artist Statement
I won’t lie I kinda struggled with this project. I continued to start new projects and ideas that I got half way through and felt unhappy with and scratched it all. I decided the main thing I wanted from this project was to express my emotions from all the craziness that’s taken place over the past few weeks. To do this I wrote a poem that encumpasses a lot of what’s been going on around the world and used that as the audio of the project. For the film portion I took various videos of all the shops and restaurants on south broadway that have been boarded up. Growing up these establishments have been a deep part of my culture so seeing them boarded up and shut down brings a deep sadness to my heart. However, I feel hopeful seeing all the wonderful art that has been put up in their place. I recorded myself speaking the poem in my garage, and recorded all the video on my iPhone 6 using the splice editing app so it’s not the best quality but I’m also posting my poem to read if you have trouble hearing me. Enjoy!
Day by day blending together
Blending fruits in my diet so I can live forever
Never thought I’d see the world in such disarray
Hoping my loved ones and I make it till May
Maybe we’ll be okay and I can stop all this stress
But my grandmas 83 and alone through this mess
An introverts dream is what my brain keeps telling me
But after week three all I can think is fuck being solitary
Only so many dramas I can watch on tv
But each news stations coverage has me ready to scream
I get so much satisfaction from the bubbles and suds
Washing away dirt but leave my hands cracked with blood
what kills me the most is the those left to lie in dread
Who the fuck wants to die alone in a hospital bed
Please don’t get it twisted I’m keeping high hopes
Love how even in distances we’ve all grown so close
Let’s keep that mentality even when this is all over
And meet at restaurants and bars that have been boarded for closure
I know that right now life seems dark dim and damp
And we all feel our houses are getting too cramped
But use this time wisley to improve your mental being
Do yoga, make art, write down everything you’re seeing
Because eyes can wander and our minds can get lost
In the stresses of things like how much will rent cost
But If there was ever a time to value things other than wealth
Spring 2020 is where we finally realize we should treasure our health