1. You left your old t-shirts at my house. They still smell like you so I wear them to bed pretending it’s your arms that are wrapped around me and not just the cloth.
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2. I’m got drunk at this party and I have to drive home.
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3. I saw you at the supermarket with your mom today, I ran because I couldn’t bare looking at you a second longer.
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4. I kissed someone last night and he pulled away. I think it was because he could still taste the remains of you, I haven’t had the courage to wash you away yet.
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5. I miss you so fucking much it hurts.
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6. I’m scared because the voices are back and I can’t stop it. You used to help me fight them off, you used make them stop.
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7. I think I left my favorite CD at your house, what did you think of track 5?
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8. I took my smokes out and all I could hear was you saying, “you need to put those cancer sticks away. I won’t kiss you if you light that thing.” I put them away instantly hoping you’d come kiss me.
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9. Fuck I stained the sink red again. The blood won’t come out this time and my arm won’t stop bleeding. I’m really scared, I don’t know if I can do this on my own.
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10.I still wait for you to come back. My bed feels too big for just one person.
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