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I don't think Yue Qingyuan believes that Shen Jiu can do no wrong -- I think Yue Qingyuan is actually far too accustomed with how much wrong he can do and therefore believes that what Shen Jiu does is wrong even if there isn't any proof (brothels + Liu Qingge).

Mostly I believe this due to the fact that Yue Qingyuan is overrun with guilt for not being there for Shen Jiu that he accepts that Shen Jiu turned out horrible because of him. And instead of correcting the behavior or doing something to stop it, he welcomes it as his own punishment. This is probably a massive part on why Yue Qingyuan is so quick to defend him, but so slow to believe him.

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Shen jiu, but instead of hating wasting food he hates eating all of it.

Okay, okay I sound crazy so please hear me out.

Ever since he was a child he had to eat disgusting amalgamations of rotting foods to get by as a street rat and he learned to get used to picking around the food to find what was somewhat safe for him to eat. That stuck by him for the longest time up until Yue Qingyuan found him again. Now, he is a rich head disciple and suddenly he notices that the rest of the disciples can afford to throw food away. He hates it of course, I mean don't they know how much he would've struggled for their scraps? But he also feels the insane need to raise himself up - even if it would hurt him.

So no matter how good the food is or how hungry he is he refuses to eat all of it because now he has the luxury of throwing things away and being hungry without it being a life or death situation.

This leads to more misunderstandings and others think he just hates everything and thats why he's so underweight, when it's really just his incredible pride and self loathing that's sabotaging him.

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Let's talk about Yuri from DDLC!

When I first started playing the game I loved her - not as much as the others, but she was still special to me. Then once I started to unlock the side stories I realized that she was getting on my nerves. Specifically in respect (the side story between Monika and Natsuki) because she seemed incredibly biased the entire time and didn't seem to grow from it like Monika did. It frustrated me because it was hard for me to understand how she couldn't see how she was being hypocritical because she always talks about how she wants people to respect her interests, but doesn't want to do the same for Natsuki.

I knew that disliking her for this was sort of stupid, but I couldn't help myself (I have a friend like that who I'm pretty sure likes treating me like shit for my interests so it hit harder for me). However, after I unlocked the side story reflection I realized that I actually did like Yuri and just wanted her to grow the entire time. The beginning of reflection was pretty rough, but I was really happy to see Natsuki figuring out her own hypocrisy and realizing she could've worded things better. Then in part 2 of reflection all the love I ever felt for Yuri came back full force and I exploded. The entire story helped me remember that Yuri and Natsuki are parallels of each other and both experience a similar array of emotions. Like how they both get defensive, how they want respect, and how they were bullied for their interests. I really like Natsuki so Yuri being mean to her in the side stories made me mad at her, but after reflection I realized that disliking Yuri would be like disliking a slightly different Natsuki.

I'm not going to include any of what happened in the main story because most of what happened there is because Monika increased all of Yuri's worst character traits (not in act 1, but I would just be sort of repeating myself if I brought that up). Yuri is a good character like a REALLY good character. The fact that she's hypocritical sometimes, but genuinely grows from it after a bit of back and forth makes her feel human. Anyways yeah this is mostly about me rekindling my love for Yuri after a few weeks of not liking her very much.

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MiziSua art that came to me in a dream!

Omg this took me SO long. I made so many mistakes when making this specifically with drawing in the correct layers! I drew two backgrounds, but I couldn't tell if either was good so I just went with the first one lol.

Anyways I love u Mizi and I love u Sua🥹🫰

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Liujiu, but even after falling in love they still mildly hate each other.

Like cats out of the bag and LQQ realizes he was lowk in the wrong and apologizes, but no matter how sincere he is he still can't stand the guy and SJ hates him more now that LQQ is trying to apologize.

LQQ, kowtowing and bringing several dead demon carcasses to SJ door: "I'm sorry, I was wrong. I swear on my honor that I'll fix this."

SJ: "Get off my peak."

LQQ: "omfg."

This goes on for a while and they still get into fights (somehow more frequently) and to SJ the fact that LQQ still manages to treat him the same even though he knows his "weakness" actually makes SJ start to like him a little. LQQ starts getting interested too because he lowk always was interested, but he was too emotionally constipated to figure it out.

Then like a couple years of situationship later they manage to fumble themselves into a marriage and almost nothing changes except for the fact that they understand eachother better and love each other.

LQQ, apologizing for something (he doesn't know what, but it upset SJ) : "I'm sorry, I love you, but what did I do?"

SJ: "Disgusting, get off my peak."

LQQ: "omfg."

Bonus points bc this would tie into how they show affection because they suck at anything romance so it genuinely looks like they're about to get a divorce, but they are actually very happy.

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Another drawing of my OC Loralei!!!!

Honestly, I think it's pretty good for my second time drawing digitally! I did have trouble with all the tools and rendering tho lol.

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Here are some of my svsss omegaverse headcannons!!

Luo Bingge/Binghe: Enigma

Shen Jiu: I was stuck between alpha and omega, but decided to go the normal route and make him a dominant omega who uses a ton of scent suppressor.

Shen Yuan: Beta

Liu Mingyan: Alpha

Ning Yingying: Omega

Liu Qingge: Alpha

Yue Qingyuan: Alpha

Su Xiyan: Alpha

Tianlang-Jun: Enigma

Zhuzhi-Lang: beta

Mobei-Jun: Alpha

Shang Qinghua: Either omega or beta, but I'm more beta leaning for him.

I categorize mostly off of how much control they want, but there are some exceptions!

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Another drawing done!!! This is Goliath btw!

It's a little messier than I'd like, but it was a good workout for me since I haven't really drawn a pose like this before!

Any tips are appreciated😋

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Hiii! This is my first time posting art anywhere so I'm kinda nervous!

The frickin' camera messed up my colors yo😭

These are my oc's Loralei and Sue! I got this pose idea from Pinterest so Sue isn't that small and Loralei isn't actually a vampire. I love my girls🥹.

Any drawing tips are appreciated!

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Steven Universe rant!!! Specifically about Peridot!!

Okay, so I love Peridot, she has definitely earned her place as my third favorite character, but I also feel like I liked her "evil" version better. She was such a threatening villain and incredibly smart and well put together that she just seemed like the realest threat we have had in the series for a while. I also really liked when she started her redemption arc and continually made various offensive mistakes to show that she wasn't fully redeemed. Especially the occasional switch to a more goofy, relaxed side of her when she was doing something she liked. My only problem is that that goofy part of her became one of her only characteristics, like if you put past Peridot next to today's Peridot I would have a really hard time seeing that they were the same person. Don't get me wrong, redeemed Peridot is cool and all, but I miss her cool, analytical side. It's basically when you have a boss fight and when they lose and you recruit them they lose a huge chunk of their power so that it would be easier for the protag. Essentially, I just miss old Peridot.

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Watching the entirety of doctor who because my dad is a total geek about it and has been in love with the show since he was 10-11 (He's 53 now) and I can confirm that the show is absolutely peak.

I'm on the 13th episode and everything about it is SO good and even the parts that aren't as good are funny to look back on and I love it. I ADORE Barbara she's my glorious smart queen, her hair is the size of her brain.. But she is my second favorite because of the doctor HELLOOOO😍. The doctor makes me incredibly mad sometimes (when he accused Ian and Barbara and does things without thinking), and I think I have a love-hate relationship with him, but even if I love or hate him I would STILL crack him. That man is too pretty.

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Every single ship where Shen Yuan is put in as cucumber is actually hilarious to me. Like wdym scumcum and cumplane?? Whoever came up with that is brilliant <3.

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I feel like the song that sums up how Tianlang-Jun and Su Xiyan fell in love would probably be Never Getting Rid Of Me from the musical waitress. I have never seen the musical, but I vividly remember the animations I would make in my head about them to this song. 'Cause like Tanlang-Jun just pulling up and acting stupid (amazing and brilliant) and forgetting he doesn't have any money next to an exasperated and amused Su Xiyan will never not be funny to me. THEY NEED MORE SCREEN TIMEEEEEEEEE.

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An angel is fucking OBLITERATED when someone tones Shen Jiu down into a "traumatized little meow meow who has never done anything wrong in his entire life and is ALWAYS the victim!!!"

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That feeling when you're minding your own business and all of a sudden a wave of disgust and guilt rushes over you for no particular reason and you're stuck feeling like shit for the next 10 minutes.

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Fun fact about me I LOVE cycle of abuse characters. It's just so fascinating on how someone could be treated a certain way and turn around and do it to others, since it's the way they were taught and sometimes they don't even know they've become exactly like their past abuser. Can you tell I love characterization and morally grey characters as well?And yes, this is mostly about Pink Diamond and Shen Jiu. (GIVE ME RECS PLEASE I LOVE ANALYING THESE TYPES OF CHARACTERS FEED MEEE)

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Can we as a society stop making Shen Jiu seem like the most pure and innocent person in the world? That man has a tragic backstory, is justified for SOME of the things that he's done, and is innocent for some of the stuff he is accused of but he's still AWFUL. Local man abuses children and is mean, but people still want him to be a saint or a carbon copy of Shen Yuan so they just ignore it or make excuses for him 💔.

(Coming from a Shen Jiu lover btw)