Sarki

I'm stressed, depressed, and obsessed xoxo

[gmuffinhead]

some w.i.ps 😭

[sskk-manifesto]

Strong opener I'll give them that.

[sskk-manifesto]

[s1lentpine]

“Fuck that guy” —B!Akutagawa probably

[inamagicalhallucination]

the cat rule applies to both atsushi and akutagawa; if one of them falls asleep on the other, the other can NOT move

atsushi: sorry i cant hang out; akutagawa's sleeping on my shoulder

junichiro: dont u hate that guy? he tried to kill u the other day

atsushi: yeah :/ but u know, he's sleeping so

junichiro:

atsushi: if i wake him up, he'll never fall asleep on my shoulder again, or well until he forgets

junichiro:

/

akutagawa: u foolish jinko, i am leaving

atsushi, yawning, and leaning into him to go to sleep:

akutagawa:

akutagawa: i am leaving in exactly 3-9 hours, depending on when u wake up

[egonkula]

practicing my hot weather affirmations. You are not evil, you are just sweating. You do not hate your friends you are just walking down a street with no shade. You aren’t anger incarnate, you just need a glass of water.

[hannigramislife]

Happy Father's Day to the two icons raising Akutagawa to be a respectable member of society:

[candiedfright]

stray dog

[hannigramislife]

I know Dazai is mentally ill as fuck, because his response to meeting Akutagawa should have been, "if anything happens to this kid, i'll kill everyone in the room and then myself."

[that-one-raccoon]

my take on the fem! dazai appearance timeline!

[twoltwol]

got bored and made this

[chuuyaskennedy]

Akutagawa knows he deserves it

[wittq]

I think the funniest part of Yin & Yang is that Akutagawa did NOT mean to leave that much of an impact on Atsushi.

Akutagawa started their whole thing by trying to kill Atsushi, not thinking much about it until Dazai started to rub Atsushi in his face. Of course Akutagawa eventually came to somewhat like/appreciate Atsushi I’d say mainly through his influence on Kyouka, but still Akutagawa doesn’t particularly care that much about making an impact on Atsushi. He didn’t want to that much nor did he try.

And then we have Atsushi who has been clinging onto every single word this man has said to him since they met. It is actually insane how much Atsushi cares about Akutagawa’s opinions. At first it was because he sort of reminded him of the headmaster and Akutagawa took the tormentor role in Atsushi’s life and then I’d say it was the guild arc when Akutagawa became something separate and since then Atsushi looks for Akutagawa in pretty much everything he does. That man has an OBSESSION with Akutagawa’s character.

It was already there before Akutagawa’s sacrifice but then that happened and it got even worse. Now he’s clinging onto the dead man who never had a single actual positive moment with(beyond Atsushi’s own mind in which he started to sort of view Akutagawa as a comfort or grounding person) and questioning literally everything about their relationship.

Then Atsushi literally SACRIFICES HIMSELF for Akutagawa and TURNS BACK TIME WHEN HE LEARNS THAT HE DIED AGAIN.

Seriously that move cannot be explained to be for literally anyone else since Akutagawa was the only one who actually died by Ame-no-gozen.

Akutagawa did NOT mean to be this important in Atsushi’s life to the point WHERE HE TIME TRAVELS FOR HIM.

THIS IS NOT NORMAL MAN.

Point is Atsushi gained an emotional attachment to Akutagawa unhealthily fast when that was not in Akutagawa’s murder plans and now Atsushi is willing to bend reality for this guy and it’s arguably hilarious.

[gmuffinhead]

Why do they kinda

[thoushaltnotlive]

Beast sskk my beloved.

Such a perfect depiction of how someone 'aggressive in nature' can be kind and how someone with a 'gentel soul' could be just as cruel as the worst of them.

Nature Vs Nurture PEAK right there.

[lasutotu]

i know that coat stinks

[kyouka-supremacy]

I really enjoy sskk's “I can fix him” dynamics that are perfectly involuntary. Like Dazai brings Akutagawa to Atsushi to “fix” him and Atsushi is like “Ewwwww no way he can go rot as much as I care” but then he just keeps fixing him and fixing him while being like “Stop I didn't mean to do that wait go back–”