✮⋆˙Panka's online diary˙⋆✮ @gobsmackedturtle - Tumblr Blog

Introductions

Soo, hi. (ᵕ,•ᴗ•)

I'm really nervous about this posting thing, I've never posted anything anywhere, so this all new to me. Not like ppl will probably see it...

Anyways!

My name's Panka :) I'm from hungary so pls forgive the spelling and grammar mistakes, I'm trying (ᵕ ´ ∇ ˋ ˶)

I'll probably just post about my interests, books, movies, etc. Maybe pics or moodboards..? I'm not sure, as I said I haven't done this before so I'm just figuring stuff out as I'm going.

Warning!!! I'm a total nerd. There's gonna be a lot of hyperfixations. And I'm pretty socially awkward too... But! My intentions are always good, and that's all that matters. 😌

There'll probably be personal rants too, cause why not. It's healthy to write out your feelings, and maybe someone even relates. ʅ ( ․ ⤙ ․) ʃ You never know.

That's all for today! I hope this is good (I don't know what I'm doing)(╥ᴗ╥)

Byeee!

#introductory post #about myself #personal #first post

ghiblifilm

Spirited Away (2001) dir. Hayao Miyazaki

Maribor, Slovenia

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#travel moodboard #slovenia #maribor

This gem I found at the train station :3

Oh, how I love living in Hungary

#personal #shitpost #random #funny

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Mandala coloring book :))

Honestly, this turned out so good, I'm really proud of it ^v^

#mandala #coloring #pattern #artwork

This might be really controversial but.. Can ugly ppl genuinely get into relationships with pretty ppl? I mean, yeah, someone is always gonna be prettier, and beauty is relative and all that. But if you're genuinely chopped, just straight up ugly, what do you do? I bet you still wanna date a pretty person, cause to be honest I don't believe when ppl say they don't care about looks at all. For sure you care about it at least a little, right? So how the fuck do ugly ppl date? Do they just have to settle for other ugly ppl? That's just not fair...

I don't wanna offend anyone, I'm just really concerned for myself. I've never been in a relationship, and I missed out on teenage love. No one ever really had a crush on me. I've got a great personality and I think I'm quite funny, but ppl never even give a chance to ugly ppl. Especially ugly girls. Or not conventionally attractive ones.

I'm pretty introverted and shy, so I might just be overthinking it all. I know a lot of ppl say it's not about looks but charisma and confidence. But I don't really have any of that. How can you be confident if you genuinely don't find yourself beautiful? And I'm not saying that as self-pity. I don't really care about it. It's not like I could change it. 🤷 But still.

I think this generation, or this society (that is so heavily influenced by the internet) places so much importance on looks. That's all ppl ever talk about. That's the number one factor of everything. And it's not right. Beauty really isn't on the outside, but on the inside. Their personality, and what they say and do, and how they act. That's what makes a person really beautiful.

And the stuff you see on the internet isn't really how it is. It's just a bunch of liars. Don't believe anything you see!!! You're gonna feel really bad about yourself, if you compare yourself to those false standards. 💗💗💗

#shower thoughts #mental health #questions #debatable #controversial #conflicted

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