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A Victorian Vape-Off
DEAREST ! / DON’T YOU SEEM FAMILIAR ?
RADIO, JAZZ, LIQUOR, CLUBS: SIN CITY IN CHICAGO where the land had become LAWFUL / LAWLESS. Utter chaos and bought up men in blue; all streamed and broadcast through airwaves and ink, filled up their mind with a terrible, beautiful BUZZ. It never stopped, never. THE WORLD DOES NOT SLEEP NOR DO I: EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE, RECORDED. STORED. LISTENED TO. REVERED. Broadcasts from every corner of the world with radio towers; a flood of INSTANT information that circulated better than any newspaper. MEDIA ! MEDIA ! MEDIA ! MASS MEDIA ! They were GLOWING: skin radiated colour and sound like a SPOTLIGHT had been trained upon them; jazz babe turned moll, turned broadcaster: CITIZENS OF CHICAGO, THANK YOU FOR TUNING IN TO THE MIDNIGHT HOUR ! Tonight, we’ll be talking about all the clubs underground you need to know about, and how a special someone has decided to visit me again. CLICK ! A jazz symphony to sing the city to sleep, to keep it dancing till DAWN: save the BREAKING NEWS for the early hours – their attention was needed elsewhere. Spotlight on him, always for him: light cutting through smoke and sound, patrons and showgirls alike caught in a HOLY SEE of eyes and eyes; none that mattered more than theirs. HAVEN’T YOU HEARD? DON’T YOU KNOW, DARLING? I’M UP ON THEIR MOVIE SCREENS TOO, SOON I’M GONNA GET A LOT SMALLER, I’M GONNA BE IN THEIR HOMES. A secret lingering in that BLEACHED smile: I KNOW SOMETHING YOU DON’T: EVERYTHING ! Laughter that rang from that terrible mouth and roared with the voice of MILLIONS. Jazz age had rendered them art deco: cold and sure, understanding of their purpose and just how large it would become. REPORT THE TRUTH AND SPREAD THE LIES: make them laugh, watch them cry. Didn’t matter, so long as they were DEPENDANT on that terrible, beautiful, ENCOMPASSING voice. “My name isn’t dollface, L-A-W.” Manicured finger extended; tapped against his nose while other hand fiddled with pearls, with ERMINE. A sing-song voice that crackled with STATIC, sighed out the notes of yet another love song. “My name isn’t HONEY, either; but it could be if you added a ‘my’ before it. If you did that, I’d let you call me anything.” AIN’T MISBEHAVING / I’M SAVIN’ MY LOVE FOR YOU ! Eyelashes fluttered; irises back to a brilliant blue after centuries of INK; pursed that KISSABLE mouth and blew SMOKE AND MIRRORS into the face of the Law himself! KING PIN COME HOME TO RULE THE ROOST: profit coming, profit going; fire and vandalism and men in uniform that turned a blind eye to it all. HE ALLOWED IT ! He partook in it: this club was their domain and after all this time, after so many battles, they would not concede it. Practically a SACRED space: enraptured gazes and sultry voices; homages to opera and bards of old played out on a rickety stage while far more important lines were being spoken in a booth.
Fingers fiddled; curled into shirt collar, into the lapel of his jacket and tugged. Slid closer in small enclosure though that hungry gaze was fixated on yet another CHARLESTON appearing on stage. The latest craze! OH, IT WAS DELICIOUS. The few years since The Great War had been kind to him; they always were. Found their thousand-eyed stare dragged back to drink him in, to remember him. JUST AS I’D LEFT YOU, DARLING. Hard and feral, riddled with bullet holes, SHELL SHOCKED. Twined their fingers together and clutched: he was still warm. They, colder now. I have a secret. I have a secret. Shall I make it public domain?
“I don’t think I’m asking for much, mister. Really, just a head’s up for lil’ ol’ me? For old time’s sake.” A giggle, a pout; CHERRY RED lips stretching into a grin despite the way they batted those pretty pleading eyes. “You’ve got all the cops, all the mobsters, in your pockets. I should know. I RUMMAGED THROUGH THEM.” More laughter; their breath flavoured with MOONSHINE. “What’s it to you, sending a runner to warn me? Unless you wanted to come and save me yourself, darling. MY HERO.” Toying with him, teasing the law; their name hovering upon their lips and it’s all they can do not to BURST with it. “Heard anything new on the RADIO lately, dar-ling? Unless you’re too good for me now.”
𝑬𝑿𝑻𝑹𝑨 ! 𝑬𝑿𝑻𝑹𝑨 ! 𝑹𝑬𝑨𝑫 𝑨𝑳𝑳 𝑨𝑩𝑶𝑼𝑻 𝑰𝑻 ! the law himself , dizzy with a dame , sensationalism has no place in the world of news — the only staples: relevant or irrelevant to events. we hold these truths to be self evident ( all facts can be considered news. ) finger’s clasped around their company’s fingertips pressed to the crook of elbow and bicep. pacific ocean broad palms dwarf them. his shoes leather and SCREAMING — in another time they would have dripped blood from the soles , left lingering crashes as his foot tapped against the floor. he HUMMED and in the deep bass of it could be heard a thousand voices chanting. MARCHING BOOTS FOR A LULLABY the sound of stomping in time , chanting swelling , rising , screaming in a hundred thousand voices , a discordant harmony to sing him to sleep. MARTIAL LAW — enforced curfew , black out curtains , a voice crystal clear over radio ! SAY DOLL , DON’T I KNOW YOU ? there’s a hum in the air. a weight as light as glass , bubbling and champagne golden , settles over his shoulders , straightens his spine.
his voice — his SMIRK — no , no , a voice croons. NONE OF THAT ! — obstructing justice ! distribution of CLASSIFIED information. brain washing / mind control ! what they see , what they hear , what they read , all sifted through a set of pale fingers , agile and graceful , sharp knuckled and soft palmed. what they know and what they believe filtered through the joined hands of two gods , censorship and free knowledge , a delicate balance that shifts on a dime. never touching , passing on piece by piece. he feels like he's stepped into a role he wasn't meant to play and yet the audience comes back every night and the show goes on. and on , and on. THEY ALWAYS DYNAMIC / always moving , changing , growing , that can’t be you can it ? when’d a god like you get so big ?
he tilts his entire frame toward them , judge and jury and attention , eyes flutter at the soft touch of hands over hair and skin , he smiles and it's soft , gentle , the wrong place and the wrong trial for that expression , the wrong genre , made for dramas and romances not the hard cut of news ( but oh the radio can’t broadcast a look ! ) arms encircle , hands enclose , oh so THOROUGHLY MODERN ! cigarette smoke cast a shroud , the jazz was a wall , privacy screen for the fat cats and the big boys in the booth , swigging gin and knocking back moonshine instead of heads. ALL EYES ON THEM the singer croons and their voice , thick and sultry , heavy with the heat of something on the edge of indecent. his voice a rumble , their’s a purr. dotted i’s and crossed t’s. somewhere there’s a signature on a dotted line and like the spark of gunpowder. the WHIZZBANG of a bomb something clicks.
fingers dig into flesh grown colder by degrees , lips trace the shell of an ear. “ tell me doll,” voice lazy , a drawl , NOTHIN BUT TIME “ you think this makes up for the good ole days ? “ fingertips walk up the expanse of their spine , a slow crawling thing , not quite savoring , too teasing to be much of anything at all. THERE’S A NAME HERE. presque vu , pressed to the tip of his tongue. remember france ? the dancing ? the beheading ? EXTRA ! EXTRA ! READ ALL ABOUT IT ! ink smudges across the page , the ring of condensation soaking in and blurring words. indistinct. somewhere in his mind he remembers — fingerprints.
TEETH BARED IN THE DIM LIGHT / smile this side of feral , smoke and the sharp smell of alcohol , the pounding of shoes as the dancers fill the floor. the spotlight remains firmly on their corner of the world. a cop shakes the don’s hand. whispered words and lips that read omerta. another swigs down a shot , remember , coppers get in free of charge. porcelain lined maw closes around the delicate shell of their ear , teeth leaving half crescent marks as if to say: there , i am here , i have made my mark. he breathes a warm sigh “ oh , but , why warn you ? makes it easier to take you by surprise. “
Daily News, New York, December 18, 1930
FALL OUT BOY LYRIC MEME // DO NOT REPOST
a little less sixteen candles, a little more touch me.
“I confess, I messed up.” “Hey kid, you’ll never live this down.” “I’m just a boy/girl who’s had too many chances.” “Why don’t you just drop dead?” “I don’t blame you for being you, but you can’t blame me for hating it.” “So say, what are you waiting for?” “I set my clocks early because I know I’m always late.” “You said you’d keep me honest.”
immortals.
“I’m bad behaviour but I do it in the best way.” “I’ll be the guard dog of all your favourite dreams.” “I try to picture me without you but I can’t.” “live with me forever now.” “Sometimes the only pay off for having any faith.” “I’m still comparing your past to my future.” “It might be your wound but they’re my sutures.”
sophomore slump or comeback of the year
“Are we growing up or just going down?” “It’s just a matter of time until we’re all found out.” “I swear I’d burn this city down to show you the light.” “No matter what they say, don’t believe a word.” “I’ll keep singing this lie if you’ll keep believing it.” “The best part of “believe” is the “lie"” “Take our tears, put them on ice.”
nobody puts baby in a corner.
“Come spit on bridges with me.” “I keep my jealousy close ‘cause it’s all mine.” “If you say this makes you happy then I’m not the only one lying.” “Nothing comes as easy as you.” “Can I lay in your bed all day?” “I’ll be your best-kept secret and your biggest mistake.” “Keep quiet.” “So wear me like a locket around your throat.” “I’ll weigh you down, I’ll watch you choke.”
tell that mick he just made my list of things to do today.
“Light that smoke, that one for giving up on me.” “To my favourite liar.” “I could have died with you.” “I hope you choke on those words.” “Said I loved you but I lied.” “just ‘cause they’ll kill you sooner than my expectations.” “Breaking hearts has never looked so cool.” “Your makeup looks so great next to his teeth.”
❥ NON - SEXUAL ACTS OF DOMINANCE .
feel free to edit or elaborate as you please . ( add ‘ reverse ‘ to your message if you’d like to see how my muse would perform the action ) . otherwise , send in one of these for my muse’s reaction to …
[ lit ] your muse lighting a cigarette , spliff , etc. for mine .
[ order ] your muse ordering for mine at a restaurant or bar .
[ guide ] your muse putting a hand on mine’s back to lead them .
[ pay ] your muse paying for mine at a store , bar , restaurant , etc . ( you can specify where or for what . )
[ open ] your muse opening a door for mine .
[ dry ] your muse drying mine off with a towel after a shower , bath , swimming , etc .
[ instruct ] your muse giving mine instructions / telling them what to do .
[ groom ] your muse adjusting mine’s appearance , such as straightening a tie , fixing their hair , or buttoning their shirt for them , etc .
[ direct ] your muse taking mine by the chin and telling them to look yours in the eye .
[ disagree ] your muse sternly telling mine ‘ no ‘ .
[ rest ] your muse resting their arm over mine’s shoulder / s .
[ clean ] your muse cleaning a smudge of something off mine’s cheek , forehead , etc . feel free to specify what and how .
[ answer ] your muse answering a question meant for mine .
[ coat ] your muse holds mine’s coat out for them while they put it on .
[ pilot ] your muse taking mine by the arm , hand , shoulder , etc . to lead them .
[ stare ] your muse staring mine down .
[ placement ] your muse telling mine to sit down .
[ teach ] your muse taking control of mine’s hand , arm , hips , etc . to make sure they do something correctly .
[ patience ] your muse telling mine to be patient .
[ tears ] your muse wiping away mine’s tears .
[ swat ] your muse swatting mine’s hand away from something they’re not supposed to touch .
[ jewelry ] your muse clasping a piece of jewelry for mine , such as a necklace , or earrings .
[ enough ] your muse commanding mine to stop talking .
[ retrieve ] your muse requesting or ordering mine to retrieve them something .
[ invite ] your muse inviting mine to sit on their lap .
[ lean ] your muse inviting mine to lean into their side while they’re sitting or laying together .
[ calm ] your muse telling mine to ‘ just breathe ‘ .
[ scold ] your muse scolding mine for something .
[ comfort ] your muse pulling mine into a reassuring hug .
[ approval ] your muse complimenting mine on a choice they’ve made .
[ beckon ] your muse beckoning mine to them without speaking .
[ laces ] your muse lacing , tying , or zipping something for mine , such as shoes , a dress , or a jacket , etc .
[ stay ] your muse telling mine to stay in the car .
[ defend ] your muse defending mine’s reputation , dignity , or safety for them .
[ feed ] your muse feeding mine something , feel free to specify what .
[ volume ] your muse demanding mine speak louder .
[ read ] your muse reading something to mine .
[ refill ] your muse refilling mine’s glass for them .
[ possessive ] your muse resting their hand on mine’s leg or the small of their back while they’re sitting beside each other .
“One of the hardest things you will ever have to do, my dear, is to grieve the loss of a person who is still alive.”
— Anonymous (via wnq-anonymous)
* / 𝑾𝑯𝑬𝑹𝑬 𝑻𝑶 𝑭𝑰𝑵𝑫 𝑵𝑬𝑬 !
MAD SWEENEY: @ lepracant
SOCIAL MEDIA: @ fuckstarz
* / CONTINUED FROM HERE / @armourhound
𝑩𝑳𝑰𝑺𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑪𝑶𝑳𝑫 𝑺𝑳𝑨𝑺𝑯𝑬𝑺 𝑨𝑪𝑹𝑶𝑺𝑺 / winter had settled over the north the way night had blanketed the sky , it had been slow at first , creeping , eking across land , through canopies and brush. leaves had fallen as though in love with the frozen soil , it had come a slow inexorable march. and then , suddenly , she’d awoken to a snow covered ground and the end of all warmth. THE SUN A COLD LIGHT , shining across the expanse of white , reflecting into her eyes , the fires , hard to earn had been the only comfort. THEY , SAVAGES / they free , whatever was thought of them , they understood , by some measure of man. there was a primitive animal instinct to them all. NOBLE CAMOUFLAGE their knights , their armour , their honor , however they painted themselves , words could not wash the dye from their hands. THE RED STAIN OF BLOOD STILL SPILLED.
girl / frozen , girl / free , unlined , unwrinkled , she is not so young , not untried , their world is harsh , cut through with battle and hardship. safety is but a word , known by those who have not yet lived. DID HE THINK HER INNOCENT ? that cornflower eyes had not taken in the darkness of night and all the things that had come baying , howling , tearing out of it ? the blood staining his hands is not frightening , TO LIVE IS TO KILL. the young flesh will keep them breathing , keep their blood beating. she dare not reach for him , sure , in all his gruff manner that he’d push her aside. fur brushes her nose , so cold as to ache , as she shifts , breathes ghosts into the air. “ you seem lost. “ a statement , uttered flat , no inflection to hitch her voice , to drag it to the floor. something like amusement surfaces , daisies blooming from beneath the snow. “ what time am i wasting ? “ arms spread , gestured to the blank landscape staring them in the face. “ no kings , no ladies , no knights. all we have is survival. i’ll skin the rabbit if you want to take a turn being the nice one. “
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POISON IVY ! ( DASH ONLY )
‘FRAGMENT OF CHAOS: THOUGHTS AND HOPES FROM LOST PLACES AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN’ POETRY SENTENCE STARTERS // poetry collection by lux irvine available for purchase on amazon: here
“ i’ve had countless ideas ”
“ help me face the monsters under my bed ”
“ i’ve got stories to write ”
“ maybe it’s finally time ”
“ your story is worth telling ”
“ it’s like you put the stars in the sky ”
“ i don’t mean to make a cliche ”
“ lately everything i seem to say sounds like an apology ”
“ i wasn’t strong enough to pick up the broken pieces ”
“ i want to sleep with you ”
“ i won’t let them get to you ”
“ from within your pain, comes glory ”
“ how many nights did we spend wishing for things that never came true?”
“ what does that make me? ”
“ how much does one sacrifice for others before they lose themselves? ”
“ i needed you to break me so i could find myself ”
“ don’t ask me what i’m doing because i don’t always know ”
“ your body is convenient ”
“ i’m sorry that it had to come to this ”
“ it takes all of my efforts just to not drown ”
“ you were underestimating my strength ”
“ what does it mean to be okay? ”
“ you can buy sex but you can’t buy love ”
“ there is a symphony in me waiting to be sung ”
“ perhaps there was part of me that still needed you ”
“ you’ve mastered the ways of breaking your own heart ”
“ i have always been quick to love and quick to break ”
“ i wanted to plant flowers in the empty spaces of my body so maybe i could find something beautiful to appreciate ”
“ i am sorry i am never there when you need me ”
“ i gave you my body and my heart and now i want them back ”
“ i woke up wanting to love you only to realize that you were no longer mine to love ”
“ you told me that you loved me ”
“ you are new flowers blooming after a spring rain ”
“ i guess i forgot what it was like to burn ”
“ ask me what it’s like to lose yourself ”
“ everyday is halloween for me ”
“ please tell me why missing you feels like pushing a mountain ”
“ there are cobwebs in the corners of my room ”
“ our hearts break in different ways ”
“ i should have been loving myself before loving you ”
“ you deserved better than what i had given you ”
“you came and I was crazy for you and you cooled my mind that burned with longing”
— Sappho, Fragment 48 in “If Not, Winter: Fragments Of Sappho” [translated by Anne Carson]
* / 𝑾𝑯𝑬𝑹𝑬 𝑻𝑶 𝑭𝑰𝑵𝑫 𝑵𝑬𝑬 !
MAD SWEENEY: @ lepracant
SOCIAL MEDIA: @ fuckstarz
And in that moment I swear I still didn’t give a shit
if y'all haven't seen my new theme you're missing out thanks for attending my ted talk
𝑨𝑹𝑬 𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝑻𝑹𝒀𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑻𝑶 𝑺𝑯𝑨𝑴𝑬 𝑴𝑬 ? 𝑻𝑯𝑨𝑻 𝑺𝑯𝑰𝑻 𝑾𝑰𝑳𝑳 𝑩𝑳𝑶𝑾 𝑼𝑷 𝑰𝑵 𝒀𝑶𝑼𝑹 𝑭𝑨𝑪𝑬.
GODLYGROUND ( noun ) : an american gods based multimuse feat. laura moon
personals don’t interact !
“(…) are you breathing just a little, and calling it a life?”
— Mary Oliver, from Have You Ever Tried To Enter The Long Black Branches? in “New And Selected Poems: Volume Two”