[gogolsbf]

introduction...

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Jayden ☆ he/him ☆ 18

Nikolai Gogol (BSD) selfshipper non-sharing ♡

basic dni criteria (racism, homophobia, ableism etc.) + proshippers/comshippers dni❕

[5trials]

selfshipping is so fun bc wdym I can feel so loved without having to worry about being hurt?? sounds like heaven to me

[nightingale-of-roses]

Imagine you and your F/O in the pool and they crouch down in the shallow end and pretend to “drown” so you’ll “save” them.

Bonus points if they absolutely and totally need mouth-to-mouth resuscitation…you know, because they did so much “drowning” and all.

[pining-prince]

Imagine your f/o thinking about romantic scenes between you two, coming up with date ideas, giggling like a school girl…while killing their enemies violently -_-

[nanamisbakery]

Your f/o patting your head when you complete your tasks

[i-love-the-villain]

Imagine your F/O being in an important meeting with their team and while others start chatting, your F/O starts doodling very silly and cute chibi drawings of you (and depending on their skill, maybe very bad doodles too loll) all over a napkin or a piece of paper, until their Second in Command finally notices what they're doing, and snaps at them to focus on business and rags them a bit in front of everyone for being such a sucker for you - their beloved partner.

Honestly, besides their right hand person scolding your F/O for being distracted, everyone else just thinks it's so sweet how much your F/O is in love♡

[starrynightimagines]

It's imperative you imagine making your f/o laugh. Think about what they might sound like, how their eyes crinkle up with a smile, if they try to stifle it, or let out full bellied cackles. They might slap their knee, even. And, don't forget the gasping breaths when they finally stop, wiping a tear of joy from their eye if you got them particularly good .

[loversaw]

Imagine you and your f/o dressing up fancy for a gala, ball or party.

Maybe it's their first time in proper fancy clothes. Helping them zip up their dress, tie their tie or putting on fancy shoes and matching their outfit with yours. The whole night you both laugh about how silly the two of you look, but your f/o can't wait to see you like this again.

[vergils-beloved]

imagine you and your f/o going through a revolving door, and they're lost in thought or conversation and get confused on where exactly they are in the door, so they try to get out too soon and walk straight into the glass

[soft-and-silly-imagines]

Imagine your f/o encouraging you to do that 'childish' thing you are too worried about doing. Watching that movie/series, playing with LPS or action figures! They won't judge you and are happy to participate!

[nanamisbakery]

Your f/o noticing you’re overstimulated and helping you regulate

[citlali-lover]

imagine . . . your f/o tweaking (pos) over you like you do over them. they collect all your favorite things , they stim every time they see you , they make playlists and homemade merch just for you !!!

(i feel like this has been done before ... .... . .. this might not be an original idea)

[finalgirlscreams]

⋆˚꩜｡ Imagine your slasher/horror f/o scaring you for fun. They might've done it on accident or even planned it, but regardless they find it very hilarious and very cute. The face you made, the noise or lack thereof, it's all fun to them, so make sure you keep your guard down for their own fun ❤️

[thevastmultiverse]

Making your detective f/o some miniature mysteries to solve at home, it’s enrichment for their enclosure

[starrynightimagines]

F/os who might not often say “I love you” but show it in other little ways. Gifting you things you mentioned you wanted in passing, cooking you something after you’ve had a long day, surprising you with flowers or a treat just because it’ll brighten your day. Even just acting the slightest bit softer with you... consider the little ways they might show their care for you .

[bittersweet-n-smilin]

Disabled selfshippers, reblog to have your F/O hit an ableist in the face with a lead pipe and then take all the money from their wallet to give to you.

[mrs-goemio]

Your f/o doesn’t wish you were better at masking. They don’t wish you acted “more normal” or blended in more with everyone else. They know that sometimes you stand out without meaning to, and that it can leave you feeling awkward or like everyone is judging you. But when they look at you, they don’t see someone who needs to change. They see someone who’s genuine, lovable, and worth being proud of. They’ll always be happy to stand beside you, hold you close, and love you exactly as you are…never asking you to become anyone else.