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ricky, world posting, plus shit i like, im ill just block me and move on

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im ricky gonna be real in the pinned post i am a fictive heavy alter and this is where i post my memories cause why not

I will not post my source it probably is easy to figure out via context, and that is whatever idrc, if you know me from my previous blog that is cool,

I just dont want people who followed for x post to get y post on my other blog so im using this one

There will be other posts on here since I am yknow a person and not my source i gotta be normal sometimes lol

Also this is a shared blog with my other alters or whatever but they dont really come on here i left their posts up and they r free to make more if they want

It'll probs just be theri and maybe Taylor but they'll tag the posts with their names lol

[kristina100000]

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Fighting the urge to just start sobbing at my job bc I like.. miss Hector. Like ok man I get it ur sad but we r at WORK think abt him when we get home? U can be sad at home not rn mannnn hashtag the period is getting 2 me i think . Emotional regulation? 0. Ricky ? Upset. Sigh emoji I wish I could be nermal

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Love that ricky made this a blog 2 post... whatever the fuck and then does not make said posts

[04-myang]

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I feel so ough. Cant tell if like. There is someone else in my head but I do not feel like myself so ! Probably someone else here but fuck if I know <3 like can I just chill by myself for one day in my life. I am tired

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Hate when im trying to do my job and my brain keeps jump starting my world. I do not want to hang out in there rn ok I am busy. Leave me alone !!!!

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It was my birthday a few days ago and my dad forgot <3 live laugh love my life

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Why did I just get home and my usually goofy energetic dog is just laying with me on the couch its like girl u dont wanna run for 10 minutes and the go on a walk?? Ik i had a bad day but we can still do stuff lol

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I have to write a police statement or whatever and I remember quite literally nothing from the event. So that is cool. Dunno what to do there.

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My brain feels like soup again. Thumbs up emoji. Fighting the brain demons to not speak in third person. People find it unsettling.

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My peanits felll off uhh odggjh

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I wish we did not live in such a camera heavy world. I am so afraid of someone putting me online. It feels like common courtesy is so quickly dwindling. It does not seem very difficult to Not take a video of someone. I have never done it, and I feel it is quite easy to not do that. But alas poor yorick society or something.

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I gaze at bitches like I am Patrick Bateman a real L the hoes think I am unsettling I pull no bitches I have no friends but uknow. That's ok ig

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I feel like a tube of those cinnamon rolls you buy at the store. One little rustle and I will explode. I do not wish to talk to my coworkers. I may just "bug stare" at them.

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Something insurmountable must have happened in my life recently. I do not have any memory of the last four months. We just are not handling anything huh? Whatever. I'm not digging through months of my own abysmal life to figure out what I am missing it is what it is so to speak. I personally think I should kill myself but that isn't allowed. I personally can not wait for my coworkers to come in and there's a chance I do not know who they are. That's always fun. I hate being like this. It is so convoluted. It would be so nice if we were just normal.

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I am so fucked up rn lmfao idk what is going on i hate rereading other posts and realizing there's a new alter or what the fuck ever it is so tiring being like. Aware of this oh my gd