its better to burn

im decaying hbu

[abnormall]

i hate myself. so so much. i hate my personality, i hate my body, i hate my voice, i hate how im lazy, i hate how i cry myself to sleep. i hate the things i say, i hate the things i eat. i hate how i have no ambitions, i hate how i want my life to be better but i dont want to get better. i hate how i want to die, but cant bring myself to do it. i hate myself. i loathe who i am and its not going to change.

[coffee-kisses]

When I see a pretty girl and stare at her I never know if I’m being gay or being anorexic.

[unnmodelled]

Why is this me

[sadtit-deactivated20160618]

*cancels plans* sorry i can’t come i’m ugly

[waaytoopoor]

I just want to leave like I never existed.

I don’t want anyone to remember me,

I don’t want to hurt anyone.

[bluethinly]

Is anyone else really excited to see how their face gets more defined with weight loss?

[slavery]

I feel unlovable and it breaks my heart daily 

[brainpunkd]

it’s scary how when i think of the future my mind immediately jumps to “youre gonna kill yourself soon anyways so you dont have to worry about it”

[yesbpdbabe-deactivated20210115]

i’m very sad tonight so i’m going to isolate myself and i think that’s very sexy of me

[sheispoetrying]

-(a.e.)

[djklmnx]

[heartshop]

Anne Sexton, ‘The Addict’

[delusionalmisfortune]

I can't stop thinking about ripping this body apart. Cut it open. Burn it. Poison it. Numb it. Make it throw up. This body doesn't feel like my own. It never did. I feel trapped in this cage of flesh and bone which is holding so many painful memories. It's been used, wasted, in many different ways.

[ojibwa]

[ojibwa]

[weavemama]

HAPPY INDIGENOUS PEOPLE’S DAY!!!!

[pglang]

my type: people who get excited about rainy nights

[golden-apathy]

this might be a dumb question but does nyquil have calories