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Adding three new muses! (two coming from old blogs somewhere else!)

- Elizabeth Afton (FNAF) - Cassidy (FNAF) - Deliah Brown (OC)

Hey y’all! Gonna be archiving these blogs for now, just cause I wanna make these two muses more accessible in my brain space, so please follow me over @musesofthemoon please!

#endoskeletons: ooc #psa

burnt-basement-bunny:

If William had an inkling that Cassidy wanted him pain and was angry that he wasn’t, he would have laughed until he fell over. Living like this…it’s better than being dead. So much better. But that doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt.

It’s a shame that she doesn’t buy his explanation. It’s completely true, but Cassidy of all people has a strong motive not to believe him. After all, if he’s willing to restrain himself now, why didn’t he save himself all this trouble and restrain himself from killing her in the first place?

Because at the time, he thought he’d get away with it.

A freak. William chuckles. “Said the ghost to the cyborg.” Maybe it’s a good thing that her creativity wanes. He’s lived -and died- through what she can do with it.

“I did figure something out. I figured out that I-.” It’s difficult to admit, even to someone who’s seen everything. “I never want to go back to my security office again. Compared to what you put me through, holding back is a price I’ll gladly pay. But if you have nothing better to do with your afterlife than watch me, then you’re right. I can’t stop you.”

It’s almost funny to think about. That it’s now that he decides he’s going to change. Just because one little girl had decided that he was going to suffer for his crimes. Certainly, she’d done a lot to the man. a lot that could be feared. But such a penchant for destruction didn’t lead to anything else. Now, there was nothing more for her to do than just watch and wait. Whether he was lying about restraining or not, she didn’t really mind. She had reasons that exceeded his life now.

That isn’t the point she comes up with, however. He may be willing to spill the truth with her, but she was not so forgiving. Instead, she goes with something else that might make sense, even if she was allowing him his truth. “Well, that’s just the thing, isn’t it? You will for now, sure- Because you know what’s going to happen when you don’t. In most situations, controlling it is easy. But when something happens, as it inevitably does, and you break and don’t even realize what you’re doing? Ehe, maybe I’m feeling generous. Maybe I’ll be able to stop you before you do something stupid.”

She assumed it wouldn’t be the case, really. If he had gone this long in the real world without even thinking about it, what would be the problem of just letting him be, sending him back if it was necessary? Maybe she’d grown obsessed with playing with that old man like a toy. Maybe she just wanted herself to suffer. She... Didn’t know anymore. And honestly? She didn’t care much either.

#i have seen everything: ic #the rot and the ache beneath your skin: security breach verse #burnt-basement-bunny #MESS! MESS! MESS!

animatronicabundance:

Slowly the tears stop , though if that’s intentional or the young boy just cried himself dry would be hard to say. It’s a minute before he can find his voice again but Evan feels he needs to explain his reaction. Explain who he thinks it was that had been inside the pizzeria tonight.

“C-C-Cass I….I th-think that was my brother.”

Evan had told her bits and pieces of his death, nothing intentionally left out but death by head trauma makes remembering hard, and who was the cause of his demise. He tells the story every time like an accident, but even hearing it made it obvious Mike’s intentions were no accident that day. He had purposefully stuck his brother into the bear’s jaws and that meant he technically was his younger brother’s killer intentional or not.

Evan hesitantly leaves Cassidy’s arms because he needs to pace, more a float as their ghosts in some void inside a shared yellow suit, he needs to think because he’s not sure what he wants.

She feels herself starting to understand... That must be hard, huh. She knew that it had been this brother’s fault that Evan died, but to what malicious extent she had no clue. Something so complicated was almost out of her wheelhouse. Although she’d want to smack the shit out of that guy, to show him what was what, it wasn’t her call to make. It was his trauma, not hers. She had no stake in this, so it would just be cruel to deny the dead boy his wishes. At least he was better, though. At least she knew.

“That’s... Hard. Really hard.” she replies, her brow wrinkling in thought. There’s so much that she could say... Jeez, why couldn’t she just know the answer right away? Why couldn’t she just be smart about stuff like this?

Either way, she tries to explain it, trying to be kind about this. “Personally, I’d just want to give the guy a big scare and be done with it, but I’m not gonna do anything you don’t want me to do. It’s what happened to you, not me. But if you want me to do something, just say the word bud, I’m right here.” She offers a smile, even if she’s not sure if that was something she should even say. She’s trying her best, she promises.

#i have seen everything: ic #red string of fate: threads #clutching a broken crowd of fire: main games verse #room for just one; but two in a cell: goldenduo #animatronicabundance

feralreason:

Her words are a twisted knife in his chest. He hates being reminded of who he actually is, and what he has been forced to do. The years of clawing at the bleeding pit for an escape. ❝ I— ❞ William has never been one to conceal his emotions well, but he will recover from this hesitation. He will speak with confidence. Easier now, when the spirit girl continues. ❝ See, that’s the problem. Y’don’t see how I was helping you. I was doing you a favour. ❞ She wasn’t trapped, not really. His work was good. He was being useful, a benefit to these souls. He was doing the right thing. Honest. She simply can not see it and he has to show her.

She twinges with disgust at his words. A benefit? Useful? It’s revolting. It’s even worse than possibly hearing that she had meant nothing at all. That her death had just been the whims of one strange man. Some freak that pretends to be something they’re not to her face? To boldly lie, even to themselves? Now that was the face of a true monster. Someone who would never be able to stop. It was repulsive, and she didn’t even want to hear of it.

“You did me... A favor? Do you really think all of THIS? WAS A FAVOR?” her voice raises in anger, fueling her even further. “I wanted to grow up. I wanted to move away from this shithole town and be somebody. I wanted to have friends. I wanted to have a life. But you took that away from me. And though I can’t speak for everyone, I’m sure there’s at least someone who’d feel the same.”

She moves closer. She hopes he can really see how she feels. She could feel white-hot tears sticking to her face, even if she never would have while alive. Even if she wasn’t supposed to feel anything now. Now? What did it matter that she felt everything? She was stuck as a little kid forever, and she had every right to be upset.

“So tell me then, sir... How do you see THAT as a favor?”

#i have seen everything: ic #i am the fallen one: verse unknown #red string of fate: threads #feralreason #she is one upset kid honestly she has so much rage in her tiny body

burnt-basement-bunny:

Cassidy doesn’t look any more thrilled to be here than William is to see her. It must be so difficult for her, to not be the most immediate cause of his suffering.

It was, perhaps, ill-advised of William to lash out in such a manner. To make demands of someone without the ability to back them up. He does fear Cassidy more than he hates her. But not by much. It ‘sucks?’ That’s all she has to say? William would scowl if it weren’t already his default expression.

For all that Cassidy’s dismissive attitude rankles him, there is a silver lining in it: It demonstrates that her thirst for brutal, ceaseless vengeance is not as strong as it could be. Cassidy hasn’t taken him back yet. The question is how best to prolong that state of affairs.

And then she gives him the answer. With a rather strong caveat. “You find it that difficult to believe that I’d prefer to live? I am willing to restrain myself for such a clear and direct benefit.”

It almost is miserable, to see that man continuing to adapt and overcome everything he’s given. It’s... Infuriating. If only she could make it harder, but did she really want to cause more bloodshed on her own hands. That was just... Unfair, really. And although she wanted that man in pain, she at least had some morals to retain. They were dubious, certainly, but they were there.

Such a nonchalant response was only fitting, now wasn’t it? He wanted something more of her, but it’s not like she’d care. Caring about what scum like that had to say wasn’t something she’d done before, and she certainly wasn’t about to start now. Of course, she was ready for the long game. And his response doesn’t seem to stop her, really.

“Yes, I do actually. You’re a foolish freak who’s been playing with things you can’t understand for as long as you’ve been alive and dead. Even if you have a willingness to live, you’d figure something out, I know you. So that’s why I’m staying here. It’s not like there’s anything you could do to stop me, anyways-” It would be foolish, to spend an eternity doing this. But it gave her purpose, a reason to not just die. And the endless being of nothing... The concept was frightening.

She feared that more than any harsh words or excuses that might come from him.

#i have seen everything: ic #red string of fate: threads #the rot and the ache beneath your skin: security breach verse #burnt-basement-bunny

animatronicabundance:

@goldenburn asked: “ sshhh, come here… “ To Evan maybe?

Evan’s eyesight was much worse then Cassidy’s, and thus she had to communicate to him what was going on outside of the suit. When she described the new nightguard that just left…..well Evan’s ghostly cheeks couldn’t get any paler. While the description does match his father it did also match another Afton that took after their papa.

“M-Mikey…?”

The nickname is whispered with shaky breath, and then comes the screaming and the crying. Why? Why here? Why now?!Wh̨y wh̵y͞ ẃh̵y͟ W̷H̀͠Y̡ ̢WH͡Y̴͡ W̸҉H̵̶͟͞Y̸̛͞!

Gentle arms pull him back out of his swirling thoughts and he sobs into Cassidy’s shoulder.

Cassidy had never thought of herself as an amazing comforter. She was more of the person who beat up whoever was against you. But in this situation, it was difficult to brawl with someone from a limp golden bear suit, so she had to improvise. And having Evan cry... She didn’t want that either. Maybe she was getting soft, or maybe she had grown some care for the boy she shared her prison with.

Either way, she pats his back as he cries, hoping this was as helpful as she thought it would be. She’s not used to softness... But she can try, for the sake of the other.

“It’s gonna be okay, alright Ev? I promise it’s going to be...” she keeps her voice quiet, though there’s still a firmness to it, one that she can’t get rid of. It may just show her resolve, however. She may not know what to do to make this better, but once she did know, she’d do it. She’d very well do it. “Whatever you want me to do, I can do it... Just say the word, bud...”

#i have seen everything: ic #red string of fate: threads #clutching a broken crowd of fire: main games verse #room for just one; but two in a cell: goldenduo #animatronicabundance

@burnt-basement-bunny said: “I don’t want you here, just go”

Angst Starters

“Sucks for you then, doesn’t it?” she replies, her expression showing boredom with her work. Knowing how, while the man doesn’t seem to have changed, he is being put through the wringer no matter what she did. Good, excellent. But she didn’t trust that the man would really just stop because he was scared of her finding out. She needed to make that threat known. One wrong move, one slip up, and she’d send him right back, and she could watch him forever. Not like there was anything else she needed to do.

“Thing is, I don’t trust that you’re gonna behave, and who better to chaperone you than the terrifying little girl who trapped you the first time?” It’s certainly a strange plan, especially considering how boring it would be. It wouldn’t really be a form of suffering either, since she didn’t have control over it to mess it up. It was mildly annoying at best, but that was just the way she liked it. “So neither of us get what we want. Life just sucks sometimes, doesn’t it Afton?”

#i have seen everything: ic #red string of fate: threads #the rot and the ache beneath your skin: security breach verse #burnt-basement-bunny

@feralreason said: “You should move on, I did.”

Angst Starters

"That's rich, coming from you-" the girl laughs, though it's a laugh holding anger behind it. Of course, he could move on from things because he wasn’t the one who had truly suffered. He wasn’t the one who had their childhood stripped from them because they were in the wrong place at the wrong time. He had no right to tell her to move on, at least in her eyes. And it was compounded by the idea of him still being here, that there was something he wasn’t really moving on from either.

“You don’t seem to have moved on, now have you? People don’t just keep working in a place like this if they moved on, especially if they’ve tried to get a place closed down,” she shrugs, though it’s merely an assumption on her part. “And just a tip? Maybe you shouldn’t tell the kid you murdered to “move on”. I’m not moving on, not as long as you want me to do it-”

Malintent clouds her features. She wants him to suffer in whatever ways possible. He killed her, and while she didn’t get the chance to kill him herself? She could still make his afterlife a living nightmare for as long as she could.

#i have seen everything: ic #red string of fate: threads #clutching a broken crowd of fire: main games verse #feralreason #hope this works :D!

leneemusing

some angst idk y’all i like crying

“ i don’t want you here. just go. ”

“ you ‘didn’t mean to hurt me?’ yeah you did. like it or not, i know exactly who you are. ”

“ why won’t you even look at me? ”

“ i’m not angry at you. i’m angry with myself for trusting you. ”

“ i wish you’d stop trying to destroy yourself in some misguided effort to feel worthy. ”

“ i know it’s not fair to say this, but i don’t have anything without you. if i don’t have you i have nothing. ”

“ you can’t love me. not the way i need to be loved. ”

“ i’m broken. and i don’t need anyone to try to feed me white lies about it. something inside me is broken and it isn’t just going to be put back like it was. ”

“ sometimes being broken isn’t about trying to put things back together like they were before. it’s about picking up what pieces are left and building something new. ”

“ okay, so you’re a monster. so am i. lets be monsters together. ”

“ because of what they/you did i’m damaged. ”

“ what the hell is wrong with you? ”

“ what the hell is wrong with me? ”

“ i can’t fix you. you can’t expect me to know how to fix you. ”

“ yeah, i’ll be here. i’ll be here when you’re ready to stop running. ”

“ my world is just falling apart. it’s like everything is just crumbling around me. i don’t know what to do. i just want it to stop ”

“ you’re the only thing that makes sense right now. everything else is just— the world is so loud. and the only time it feels quiet is when you’re here. ”

“ i don’t know how to talk about shit okay? it’s too hard. but i do care. i need you to trust me that i care. ”

“ stop punishing yourself. you wanna make up for what you’ve done? get off your ass and do something about it. ”

“ whatever it is you think was going on between us, you’re wrong. ”

“ it didn’t mean anything to me. ”

“ you should move on. i did. ”

“ i feel like i’m one bad day away from becoming everything i’ve fought against. ”

“ stop pushing me away. i’m not going anywhere, asshole. and as soon as you get that through that thick skull of yours, the better. ”

“ i don’t need you in my life. i don’t want you in it. ”

“ i can’t trust myself. if i let myself get comfortable enough, when i try to be happy, people get hurt. ”

“ people like me don’t get to have peace. ”

“ i’m not the person you want. i know you think i am. but it won’t take long for you to realize this is a mistake. ”

“ you want the truth? the truth is when i love people it burns inside me like a poison. it infects every part of me until it feels like they’re in my goddamn soul…and then i fuck it up. and it’ll destroy us both. ”

“ i’ll always choose you. that’s the worst part of it all. i’d choose you over and over, even though i know you wouldn’t do the same. ”

“ you never had to be perfect. you just had to stay. ”

“ will you please just stay for once. just. don’t walk away. ”

“ if i loved you less, i might be able to talk about it more. ”

“ just tell me something real. tell me something i can remember no matter what happens to us. ”

“ when you look at me, i feel seen. i feel like you see past everything i’ve always surrounded myself with to try and protect my heart. no one has ever looked that deeply at me. ”

“ how can you uncover so much about someone, make them let their guard down and lay themselves bare to you. and then just throw it all away? ”

“ if you walk out that door don’t bother coming back. ”

“ why are you so afraid of trusting this— trusting us. what’s making you hold back? ”

“ will you still be here? will you stay even after you’ve seen all the ugly parts of my heart. ”

“ i don’t care how willing you are to die for me. i want you to fucking live with me. live for us. ”

HURT/COMFORT

[ DISCOVER ] for one muse to find the other crying alone.

[ COMPANY ] for one muse to sit with the other so they don’t have to be alone while they’re upset.

[ EMBRACE ] for one muse to suddenly hug the other one for their own comfort.

[ OFFER ] for one muse to suddenly hug the other one to comfort them.

[ SETTLE ] for one muse to comfort the other and end up cuddling.

[ SHOULDER ] for one muse to rest their head on the other’s shoulder while they comfort them.

[ CARRY ] for one muse to find the other injured and carry them to safety.

[ SECURE ] for one muse to carry the other to bed after they fell asleep.

[ STRUGGLE ] for one muse to resist being hugged but then break down and crumble against the other.

[ CLEAR ] for one muse to wipe the other’s tears.

[ BREAKDOWN ] for one muse to ask the other if they’re okay prompting them to finally stop bottling things up.

[ BRUSH ] for one muse to run their fingers through the other’s hair while they open up or cry.

[ NURSE ] for one muse to tend to the other while they’re recovering from injuries.

[ TRUST ] for a scenario where sender’s muse is the only one receivers muse will let close.

[ COAX ] for scenario where receiver’s muse knows they’re the only one sender’s muse will let close.

[ CALM ] for one muse to subdue the other during an outburst.

[ CLARITY ] for one muse to help ground the other back in the present (i.e. after nightmare, breakdown, battle etc)

[ PREVENT ] for one muse to stop the other from going too far during a fight.

#reaching out for a hand: memes

Definitely wanna spin the wheels a lil more here but I’m also sitting here like I may. Unfollow Some People. Make myself more moots only if you will. I always worry way too much about my stuff being okay and I’m just like. I need to be more normal like weh

#endoskeletons: ooc #just thinkin too much

dolliedroid-a

Temp promo for an Elizabeth Afton blog. Send me a like or reblog if you’d like to interact with her, and I’ll check your blog out!

#curses were they lifted: self promo.

poohsources

🐝 * ― 𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃 𝐅𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐘 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒. ( found family is one of my all time favorite tropes so i’ve decided to make these starters , including both fluff and angst. feel free to adjust to better fit your muses. )

❛ you’re like the family i wish i had. ❜ ❛ i trust you with my life. ❜ ❛ please don’t ever leave me. ❜ ❛ you’re the only person i have left ! ❜ ❛ you’re more than just a friend to me. you’re family. ❜ ❛ i don’t want to be alone anymore. ❜ ❛ you’re the closest thing to a brother / sister i have. ❜ ❛ come on , give me a hug. ❜ ❛ i love you , [name]. ❜ ❛ you’re my favorite person in the whole world. ❜ ❛ thank you for always being there for me. ❜ ❛ this means more to me than you can imagine. ❜ ❛ i care about you and i will always care about you. ❜ ❛ you’re acting like my mom. ❜ ❛ shut up and let me comfort you. ❜ ❛ i’ve never been part of a group before. ❜ ❛ you have no idea just how important you are to me. ❜ ❛ i seriously regret letting you move in with me. ❜ ❛ can you just hold me for a while ? ❜ ❛ i couldn’t ask for a better friend. ❜ ❛ is this what family is supposed to be like ? ❜ ❛ i wish we had grown up together. ❜ ❛ it feels like you’ve always been part of my life. ❜ ❛ you know me better than anyone. ❜ ❛ just leave me alone , okay ? ❜ ❛ this place is the closest thing to home i have. ❜ ❛ i’m so lucky i got to meet you. ❜ ❛ if you ask me , this whole ‘blood is thicker than water’ thing is nonsense. ❜ ❛ you’re making me feel a little less lonely. ❜ ❛ just face it , you’re stuck with me now - whether you want to or not. ❜ ❛ i want to grow old with you. ❜ ❛ you’re the first person who has accepted me for who i am. ❜ ❛ i’ve finally found my people. ❜ ❛ will you still love me even if i tell you my secret ? ❜ ❛ no matter what you do or say , i’m not leaving you. ❜ ❛ you don’t have to deal with this on you’re own. ❜ ❛ i want to help you , but you have to let me in. ❜ ❛ this is the nicest thing anyone has ever done for me. ❜ ❛ i’m here fore you. today. tomorrow. every day for the rest of you’re life. ❜ ❛ if you need me , i’m just one call away. ❜

#reaching out for a hand: memes

Salem chuckled, "Just saying hello. Nothing else."

"Well, alright then-" she replies finally, shrugging.

#i have seen everything: ic #do you remember me?: answers #weird fnafaus askblog

Salem hummed, "Well, hello, Cassidy."

The girl's smile turns somewhat mischievous at the sight of the other. Although she doesn't have much in the way of trouble to make around him in particular, it would be boring just to respond to him in a normal way.

"Oh? And for what do I owe you the pleasure?" she asks, her tone dripping with laughter despite how falsely serious she was trying to show herself as.

#i have seen everything: ic #do you remember me?: answers #weird-fnafaus-askblog