silliness

𓏲ּ𝄢 “her fabulous loving machine” 𓏲ּ𝄢 matching with my beloved gf @cutesycannible

[goldfishontheceiling]

INTRO POST <3

hiii! im marz/goldfish/silliness/matthew, and this is my blog where i post stuff about my interests!! which, at the moment, is mainly:

✰ danganronpa

✰ total drama

✰ steven universe

more about me:

i originally had bullet points for this but i don't want to do that again so you're getting a paragraph this time!!

so, i have a LOT of interests, you'll see my list of fandoms in a second, but other then those i like reading, making bracelets, researching things, drawing, writing, roller skating, and theater!!

i have a broad taste in music, but mitski, will wood, RIProducer, dazey and the scouts, olivia rodrigo, tv girl, alex g, and MARINA are some of my favorite artists. i love tone tags i appreciate them so much please use them when you talk to me. i mainly use he/xe/star but i LOVE almost every neopronoun feel free to experiment. i'm also autistic and the host of a system, but i doubt anyone else will be posting on this blog besides me. because of this, i'll be using i/me/myself (will wood reference) most of the time.

i'm a yumeshipper, trans masc, queer, an age regressor (sfw), and multishipper. i'm strictly anti-harrasment, but i don't identify with the definition of proship more commonly used nowadays (people who ship illegal things).

stamp credits

stamp credits part two

blinkie credits

blinkie credits part two

blinkie credits part 3

can you tell i really like blinkies

more blinkies

FANDOMS

— Total Drama

— Danganronpa

— Invader Zim

— MHA

— Steven Universe

— Cookie Run Kingdom

— Don't Hug Me I'm Scared

— RC9GN

— My Little Pony (Gen 4)

— Dandy's World but in a way where I don't play the game anymore because Qwel deserves nothing fuck you for trying to silence the victims

— ATLA

— Tetro Pink/Blue but in a distant "these characters deserve so much better" way because Von is a piece of shit pedophile

— Death Note

— WALL-E

— Doki Doki Literature Club

— Heathers

— Inside Out

— Ouran High School Host Club

— Captain Underpants

— The Owl House

— SpongeBob

— Bojack Horseman

— FNAF

— Hetalia

— The Lego Movie

— Dog Man

— Baldi's Basics

— The Drowsy Chaperone

— Harry Potter but in a way where I mainly indulge in the fanfiction/fanart because JK rowling is a piece of shit terf and I'd rather die then give her money

— Moral Orel

— They Both Die at the End

— TAWOG

and many more!!

PLEASE INTERACT IF YOU'RE IN MY FANDOMS!!

basic dni (racists, homophobes, ableists, etc,) but i have a few specific people i don't want interacting as well:

✰ endo systems/pro endo accounts

✰ people who hate furries, alterhumans, kins, therians, etc

✰ anti-recovery people who encourage others to also not recover

✰ pro-contact paraphernalia or any stance similar to it

✰ radqueers

✰ proship accounts

✰ trump supporters/maga

thin ice (what does this mean?):

✰ people who say "you're not real"/"im not real"/"nothing is real"/"your life isn't real" as a joke

✰ anti recovery, but doesn't promote it/recommend it to others

✰ people who tell other people to kill themselves/hurt themselves as a joke

✰ people recovering from a paraphilic disorder

I WILL BLOCK YOU IF YOU CROSS MY BOUNDARIES, PLEASE DO THE SAME IF I UNKNOWINGLY CROSS YOURS

[maplesleaves]

not all angels have wings, but this ones got jorts to compensate

[citrusacidic]

cough errm. yeh

[cadiethemultifandomist]

first time uploading one of my animations here :))

[citrusacidic]

“you caught me under false pretenses, how long before you let me go?”

[citrusacidic]

oh nowen dont end those flops

[rainbowppl]

[metamorphosisofthespirit]

That’s the same guy what the actual fuck.

[aquatixwitch]

Whoa what the fuck.

Reblogging to save a brother. Jfc.D:

[thisblogded-deactivated20220319]

stay safe

[safitheartist]

REPORT THIS PIECE OF SHIT AND GET HIS MEDICAL LICENSE REVOCED!

[naaaaaaaaaah-deactivated2020112]

when they think we’re mutilating ourselves to the point that they pose as SRS doctors and literally mutilate us for their agenda. cis ppl don’t forget this

topsurgery.net is a site with lots of before + after pics categorised by surgeon. I encourage everyone with other resources on srs surgeons and their results to share them here, for mtf/mtx surgeries too please

[fezaroonie]

hello pearl nation, I come bearing gifts

[el10t1n4]

my headcanon, peridot watching total drama

[goldfishontheceiling]

sometimes i think about the idea of steven being born with pink diamond's gem placement instead of rose quartz's. would pearl be forced to tell the truth early? would ruby and sapphire get back together on their own? what about amethyst? how would greg feel, just as shocked about the revelation, but with nobody to learn on? how would steven be affected by all the tension he would grow up around? hypothetically, if steven somehow ended up turning himself in this timeline, would the trial even happen? would the diamonds be quicker to accept steven as "pink diamond," and would they be deeper in denial that steven is his own person? somehow, if white diamond ended up trying to pull out his gem in this timeline, would she be unable to? would she hesitate? i have so many questions

[goldfishontheceiling]

started watching steven universe recently and AHHHHHH S1 EP28 IS MY FAVORITE SO FAR!!!! I LOVE PEARL SO MUCH AND SEEING HER EVERYTHING HERE WAS SO GOOD!!!!

[goldfishontheceiling]

pearl hyperventilating when rose's bubble broke... i know what you are

[goldfishontheceiling]

i love you garnet

[goldfishontheceiling]

okay so wait do they just have infinate weapons?? pearl pulleed out a second spear in ocean gem, and now amythest pulled out a second rope thing when she lost her other one. does this mean everyone can have Garnet Gauntlets. or can only the corresponding person use it??? does this also apply to fusion weapons??? so many questions... /pos

[goldfishontheceiling]

started watching steven universe recently and AHHHHHH S1 EP28 IS MY FAVORITE SO FAR!!!! I LOVE PEARL SO MUCH AND SEEING HER EVERYTHING HERE WAS SO GOOD!!!!

[goldfishontheceiling]

pearl hyperventilating when rose's bubble broke... i know what you are

[goldfishontheceiling]

i love you garnet

[goldfishontheceiling]

started watching steven universe recently and AHHHHHH S1 EP28 IS MY FAVORITE SO FAR!!!! I LOVE PEARL SO MUCH AND SEEING HER EVERYTHING HERE WAS SO GOOD!!!!

[goldfishontheceiling]

pearl hyperventilating when rose's bubble broke... i know what you are

[goldfishontheceiling]

started watching steven universe recently and AHHHHHH S1 EP28 IS MY FAVORITE SO FAR!!!! I LOVE PEARL SO MUCH AND SEEING HER EVERYTHING HERE WAS SO GOOD!!!!

[fawnpalmer]

quarterly reminder that if i reblog something ai-generated it is 110% and always an accident and for the love of god please tell me so i can delete it from my blog

[goldfishontheceiling]

okay wait new mikesys au idea

picture this: post all stars, the button wasn't real and everyone is coming out of dormancy. pretty typical stuff right. BUT. there's a new alter in the system, who holds onto the trauma from being on total drama. and it's someone that nobody would ever suspect.

CHRIS

MCLEAN

now, if you don't know, there's a type of alter called a factice, which is a type of introject based on a real person. i would highly recommend doing more research on did if you're interested. it's fascinating and allows you characterize mike better! plus, it's good to be educated on how other people live their lives

anyway back to mike.

so everyone is FREAKING OUT. how source connected is he? how's he gonna react to being in a system? will be lash out? how is everyone's dynamic gonna change? how are they gonna work though his trauma? AHHHHHHHHHHH

take this as seriously or as jokingly as you want, but the concept of chris coming into front JUST to watch himself on tv is really funny to me. i mean yeah, he holds onto traumatic memories about almost dying 20 billion times, but the idea of having him around amongst everyone else is really funny to me. the potential dynamics... ough

anyway i made some silly comic stuff to play with their dynamic a little. ignore how i don't actually remember the height difference between chris and mikesys.

ALSO SHOUT OUT TO MY FRIEND CUPID FOR COMING UP WITH THIS IDEA!!!! <3

[radioactivescott]

assorted ROTI headcanons because I can

(if i forget to mention a character in this list uhh idk Also if one of these have been proved not canon or the canon is diff I will change that too)

Staci has never been truthful about anything she says about her family (on the show, at least). She just wants to be more interesting.

Zoey has only ever had 2 friends excluding the ones she made on total drama, and she doesn’t remember one of them due to how young she was. It kinda eats at her, but she tries to get over it.

Lightning genuinely believed that color was invented in like 1990 and that the world was turning/ turned gray simply because of how much war went on from the past like 200 years. He got laughed at by Jo and Scott for a solid 20 minutes when he said that.

One of Mike’s favorite alters to talk to is Svetlana. They have lovely conversations. Think tea parties, But with a feminist Russian athlete and a loser teenage boy.

Sam’s parents are divorced, and he primarily lives with his mother. He has nothing against his father, his mother is just who he decided to live with most days. His dad is also the one who gave him his first gaming console, so they bond over gaming frequently.

Dakota had a parakeet. She really liked it until it learned to yell the word “DADDY” very, very loudly when it was angry. Like mother, like parakeet I suppose.

Brick loves playing uno. Nobody really knows why, but he really likes it. He doesn’t even win most of the time. What a good sport.

Jo participates in her school track team. She’s absolutely crushed if she doesn’t get first though. Also yells at everyone for the loss.

B really wants to get a cartilage piercing. Dawn hypes them up, and he eventually does get it. It’s a pretty simple one, but they end up really liking it.

Anne Maria uses hairspray as a (cheaper and more ‘tv friendly’) alternative to pepper spray. If asked about the times she’s sprayed people with hairspray on the show, she responds: “if I had pepper spray on me I woulda’ used it too but the producers took it away”.

Dawn, contrary to popular belief, isn’t a vegan nor are they on any strict diet. However, they did struggle with poor eating habits due to beliefs of themself not ‘utilizing the flow of energy throughout nature as the earth mother intended’ for a period of time. They have since mended their relationship with eating. Yahoo!!!

Scott, despite being a total asshole, cares for 2 cats. They are higher on his priority list than possibly anything. Food, water, sleep, you name it, Scott will ignore it in favor of the cats. It’s a sweet sentiment until you realize what that could indicative of mental and physical health wise. (Credit to alaskan-wallflower for the cats. I just really really like that hc)

Cameron skipped a grade. While most of the other contestants would only be juniors in high school during ROTI, Cameron was going into senior year.