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Ioanna |21| Athens School of Fine Arts °Art is life °Foodporn °Acting °Good music °Makeupjunkie °Wanderluster °Boys whatever/Cats forever

[anxietyproblem]

[rahaf-ft]

Little things mean the most, always.

[syntacked]

[fatefuly]

[slo-dan]

[psychedeliki]

Να περιμένεις την Παρασκευή που θα φέρει το Σάββατο και την Κυριακή για να ζήσεις. Κι ύστερα να μη φτάνει ούτε κι αυτό, να χρειάζεται να περιμένεις τις διακοπές. Και μετά ούτε κι αυτές να είναι αρκετές. Να περιμένεις μεγάλες στιγμές. Να μην τις επιδιώκεις, να τις περιμένεις. Κι ύστερα να λες πως είσαι άτυχος και πως η ζωή ήταν άδικη μαζί σου.

Οδυσσέας Ελύτης

1911-1996

Ποιητής

[adrenaline]

[cyber-yeezuss]

I wanna be 14 again and ruin my life differently… I have new ideas

[john-maroon]

[klausbausch]

What is your ex's name?

I forgot

[quotemadness]

“What matters most is how well you walk through the fire.”

— Charles Bukowski

[dartgt34069-deactivated20170516]

[connoraustin]

My hobbies include

-overeating -oversleeping -overreacting

[goodbad-girl]

Person: You look unapproachable

Me, removing third layer of metal armor complete with spikes: what makes you say that

[sow-ay]

For years, I’ve been drowning my anxiety and depression into work. I saw several doctors but they said I had no reason to have anxiety so that must be temporary. It wasn’t. I worked more so I couldn’t have time to do nothing. Because doing nothing is overthinking. Doing a full comic book in 2 months beside my full time job ? No problem, I can handle it. I actually couldn’t. Doing my comic was no longer a pleasure. I burnt out. Suddenly, I couldn’t do anything. I spent days crying in bed without knowing why. Why couldn’t I just get up ? What was the point anyway ? My comic book was pointless. I was pointless.

I then remembered what Jonny from Hope For The Day said. “It’s okay not to be okay“. Asking for help is being strong. So I went to the doctor again.

[goodbad-girl]

me: what could possibly go wrong though?

anxiety: i'm glad you asked.

[sonnet97]

I’ve reached my last resort 😂