breathe

hi i'm christy and welcome to my mind

[goodbye--day]

you made the correct choice

you could potentially have a much better life with her than me

i liked you but i was not serious about you

for the first time, i understand that chemistry is not enough

[goodbye--day]

listening to drowning, in the morning and working for it and suddenly remembering september 2025

listening to sadeness and tough and remembering summer 2024

because in the end, love conquers all

[goodbye--day]

you do not want to be part of a toxic asian crew

[goodbye--day]

you said your lucky number is 16… your vball number is 16, your first love’s number was 16, you live on the 16th floor of your first apartment and you work on the 16th floor at your first job… i celebrated my first bday when you were 16 days old…

my first interview was on the 13th, my offer day was on the 13th and you were born on the 13th…

[goodbye--day]

缘分

because if i had just met you two years earlier i would’ve crashed and done everything for you and lost myself entirely in trying to love you and heal you. i would’ve destroyed myself to fix yours.

thank God I’m healed now.

[goodbye--day]

i chose you all three times not knowing it was you

i’m wondering what our 缘分is

i can’t handle another lesson

God, why does this always happen to me

please don’t make me lose all the love I have

[goodbye--day]

fun fact: when i was little my favourite places in the entire universe were fairview library and bayview chapters.

nostalgia will be the end of me

[caats]

[goodbye--day]

sometimes i wish i was 14 and walking around pmall again

[caelestiaal]

“Our finger prints don’t fade from the lives we touch.”

— Judy Blume (via ehstrela)

[quotefeeling]

“To love and lose and still be kind.”

— Warsan Shire

[apoemaday]

Welcome Home

by Warsan Shire

all the girls you’ve ever loved, i think i loved them too. interlude for the grand sonata every mouth you’ve ever kissed was just practice all the bodies you’ve ever undressed and ploughed into were preparing you for me. i don’t mind tasting them in the memory of your mouth they were a long hallway a door half-open a single suitcase still on the conveyor belt was it a long journey? did it take you long to find me? you’re here now, welcome home.

[goodbye--day]

we have to be delusional

[goodbye--day]

damn no vball really do this to a girl

[goodbye--day]

and don't ever let anyone take away your kindness and ability to love

[goodbye--day]

im such a sucker for pretty eyes

[goodbye--day]

baby girl i promise you in one or two years you will be smiling in your nyc apartment, on your way to a T14 law school, being the athletic and fit vball girl you always dreamed to be and you’ll be sooooo damn grateful you took that pill and didn’t have his baby