giggles falls from the elder’s parted lips. two months ago he probably would’ve avoided offering valerie a bed for the sole reason he wouldn’t be able to trust himself. two months ago, he was holding back just as much as he is today. the only difference is, christian doesn’t have to. more than anything, he wants their relationship to be something that aids in her growth. if things doesn’t work out, the last thing he wants is for her to spiral out of control again. his grandmother once told him, leave people better off than when you met them. it’s something he has lived by. “if that’s something that you want, i’m fine with it.” he hums in agreement. his stomach starts to do somersaults at the mention of her friends, of brad. obviously he doesn’t want to take her away from them, but fear does brew at the thought of her being back in the environment. the elder reminds himself it’s all about trust. “mmm, well, once amanda is back from maternity leave. it’s soon and it makes sense. i think we can go a few more weeks, don’t you?” he wonders, a playful smile on his face. he’d miss the morning make outs, the evening office visits, but he knows it’s for the best. “what are you interested in getting into after you leave me?” the man mockingly pouts, bringing her hand to his lips to lay a kiss upon it.