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shiloh goodsmeller // 25 // they/it/he
blogger and illustrator, dedicated to being funny and chilling . i like cats, food, and having fun
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looks at you like this
im so obsessed with this gif its unreal
anybody else feel like this all the time
trying to jerk off but every time i reach into my pants its just sand. sand slipping through my fingers...
Jesse, you’re forgetting that Dragons are not just beasts, they are inherently magical and they are of the element they embody, Jesse. An ancient white dragon would create an icy tundra wherever it built its lair merely by existing in that place over time. It is the surrounding animals that have adapted to the cold to even exist in the landscape of a dragon, Jesse.
how it feels to be stressed out almost 100% of the time
portraits of random tiktok and pinterest people (2025-2026)
I got a job at a gas station across from a casino and a guy keeps coming in to buy whole cartons of cigarettes and talks in the third person calling himself "snake eyes pete" and every time I tell him his total hes like "tell ya what if old Pete rolls a snake eyes why dont you give it to him for free?" and he rolls the same set of loaded dice on the counter and it does not matter how many times he rolls snake eyes I will not give him the cartons for free he gets so mad
Snakeyes Pete is from Toronto he gave me a button once that said "Canadians have the best luck" and i said i thought that was the Irish and he said "I fucking hate the irish" and i said okay
When you have no filter for who gets to speak
so, im a system (big shocker, i know) and im actively unmasking. and i kinda realized what fakeclaimers dont get about people who self diagnose did or osdd; a lot of us dont realize were systems just based on personality changes. my discovery started with realizing i dissociate.. a lot. and really what my unmasking process has been doing is revealing what happens between those gaps in memories, being able to recognize switches and stuff. its not that i didnt notice gaps in memories before or dissociative moments, its that i didnt attribute it to anything. like, most people who fakeclaim go off on tangents about how the personalities aspect can be attributed to other stuff. and if i told someone who didnt know me well that i suspect i have did, then they might brush it off as mood swings or me being a teen and not having a fully formed identity. but really what adopting the label system means to me (us?) is that i can finally put a label to why i lose track of my thoughts, why i habitually ask myself at the end of the day what ive done and even then i still forget stuff, why i start derealizing the moment i even think about systemhood. ive been hiding this from myself my whole life. im not going to say "oh, i think i have did but idk" because thats just fucking stupid. i have actual proof of traumagenic systemhood, and for some reason if i choose to say that i know a thousand people will rush to say im wrong.
idk i guess my point is, dont listen to what people whove done maybe one google search say about actual stuff youve experienced. if you experience amnesia (even grey amnesia, emotional amnesia, or amnesia thats more gradual than others'), if you dissociate (or derealize, depersonalize), and if you have headmates, you're a system. even if you dont fit the stereotypical idea of a system (full blackout amnesia, distinct parts, etc), even if you have a lower or higher headcount than what is common, even if you have low amnesia, even if you cant believe it yourself. and especially even if you arent diagnosed. plurality doesnt start at diagnosis