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Need to get this all off my chest.

On Friday, December 14th, I went to the bar I frequent 4 times a week. I’ve been going to this bar well over two years now. A few of my best friends happen to be bartenders there(which is why I frequent so often). Well the night was like any usual night there for me, I had 3 Budweiser’s and 2 Tito’s with sprite. This amount is honestly less than an average night of drinks. Come bar close 2am, my friends and I were leaving. My DD drops me off at home, I crawl into bed and suddenly feel like there’s an elephant sitting on my chest. Next thing I know my breathing is off and unusual. Shortly after that I notice my throat, tongue, lips, and mouth go scary numb. I instantly become dizzy. I sit up in bed and start sweating terribly right after that I’m freezing. I’m starting to get real nervous at this point. Then it hit me, I’m about to throw up. I was vomiting for a solid 20 minutes straight. Still confused as to what’s going on.

Not once did I leave my drink/glass anywhere. The only thing outta the norm was when I ran into a coworker at the bar. We talk a second she leaves and hugs me. As I’m hugging her someone bumps into us. There was no need for them to hit us. The bar wasn’t packed. There was room to move. That’s when it hit me, I was drugged. But I never “blacked out” or became “unconscious”. I remember coming home and getting into bed.

The next day I wake up, finally feeling somewhat normal. No hangover bc again that’s less than what I normally drink. But I did feel as if I was hit and ran over by a truck. My entire body hurt. I was incredibly groggy and blah. Now today, two days later I’m still feeling poorly. It just doesn’t make any sense to me. I feel like it wasn’t roofies. The “numbness” makes me think it was coke. But even then I feel as if that’s a weird thing to put in someone’s drink. All I know is sense this has happened to me I’ve emotionally not been okay. I’m a mess. I have no idea why bc let’s be real the situation could have been a lot worse. But I feel like no one believes what happened and what I experienced. I’m not okay right now and don’t know how I should feel about everything.