— 𝒾 never wanted to be your weekend lover
sunghoon x female reader ⊹ ࣪ ˖
synopsis: after your relationship with park sunghoon ended, it was known on campus how much sunoo, the sunshine on campus and his best friend, disliked you. the feeling was mutual only sunoo wasn’t disliked by you because of association, but because he knew the truth.
wordcount: 1551, content: mention of ive’s liz & all of txt, implication of insecure reader, hint of possessiveness/jealously
you hadn’t been in deceli's library since your breakup with sunghoon. it used to be your go-to spot for studying every wednesday and friday. you remember the nights spent reviewing histology slides and case studies together. nowadays, you’re found in the kitchen with beomgyu and hueningkai, who would loudly argue about drug metabolism, turning the silent study sessions with beomgyu into chaotic debates you were forcibly involved in.
but tonight was different. beomgyu had been extremely persistent about getting you to study with him and hueningkai at the library. he was desperate to keep him out the house after he drank all of his sodas. “please just come! i don’t want huening back here. it won’t be weird; just don’t get all nostalgic and sappy. bring wonyoung and yunjin,” beomgyu pleaded. you finally caved after he insisted on buying this week's groceries if you went. beomgyu had also invited yeonjun, soobin, and taehyun to complete the group and make it into a huge study session to ease your emotions. you were now sitting between beomgyu and wonyoung, who knew how to keep you on track with the loudness of the boys.
you barely had time to feel sentimental because the noise around you was overstimulating and there was so much to catch up on. wonyoung was at the top of all her classes, so studying with her was always beneficial. yunjin was also supposed to bring a smart friend along, but they were running late, which wasn’t new for yunjin.
you tried to push away any lingering thoughts about sunghoon when the boys finally quieted down. but, once you glanced back to the corner table where you both used to sit, the memories came rushing back. you remembered how the librarian would shush and side-eye you both when sunghoon laughed too hard at your incorrect answers. the most common answer you’d mix up was elastic and hyaline cartilage. every time you confused the two, he would laugh and say he had memorized them before you.
“this is too hard,” beomgyu whined. next to you, he rubbed the sides of his neck while staring at his laptop screen. you briefly glanced at his notebook, which had no notes on the fresh page.
“you haven’t even done anything,” hueningkai pointed out, his eyebrows furrowed as he motioned to the empty page.
“so what? i’m just a baby,” beomgyu replied casually, his fingers tapping away on his laptop.
“you’re gross,” soobin added with a frown.
after about thirty minutes of silence, everyone focused on their work, beomgyu suddenly stood up to stretch his legs. at the same time, yunjin and her friend finally arrived at the table, clearly out of breath.
"my legs hurt," beomgyu pouted, looking at you for sympathy.
"hi, guys! sorry we're late; her car broke down," yunjin panted, wiping the sweat that was on her chin. next to her stood a beautiful girl, you couldn’t help but drop your jaw slightly as you very obviously stared at her.
“hi, i’m liz!" the stunning girl introduced herself with a beaming smile, pulling wonyoung in for a quick hug before greeting everyone. wonyoung whispered that they were childhood friends as liz made her way around the table, shaking hands with taehyun and yeonjun. she was so undeniably well-mannered.
you glanced over at beomgyu, who had settled back down and was finally writing something down in his notebook. smiling to yourself, seeing him so focused. you wanted to see his expression when liz reached him; a feeling of possessiveness and jealously washed over you. you didn’t want the pretty girl to know about your gyu. once she shook his hand, he gave her a small, unimpressed smile that made you unclench.
finally, it was your turn to say hi. as she smiled and shook your hand, you noticed her expression shift as she blurted out, “this might sound weird, and i know it’s totally inappropriate, but did you date park sunghoon?” the friendliness on her face didn’t match the jealously that was probably evident on your face as you gave her a nod. you didn’t want her to know your sunghoon either. was she the girl that he’d been rumored talking to? you felt your stomach twist as her smile faded.
“wony? can i take your seat for a sec?” liz asked wonyoung, who nodded and arranged her things next to the seat to yeonjun. liz quickly sat down next to you, feet angled right at you as you turned in your chair.
“completely out of boundaries, and i know that. do you guys still talk?” liz questioned, resting her bag on the leg of the chair. you shook your head, a frown creeping onto your face.
“i don’t mean to gossip, i promise. but another one of my friends is talking to jake right now and mentioned sunghoon.” your eyes shot to hers as she brought up his name again. “it’s something about a girl wanting to talk to him, basically.” she paused, voice dropping a bit as she leaned in closer.
“she thought he was cute and wanted to get his number, but another girl stopped her, warning her that he’s really toxic and controlling. i just wanted to say that I’m sorry. i’ve never experienced a toxic ex, but i can only imagine how you felt. girl to girl, he isn’t all that either way. i think the one next to you is cuter than sunghoon.” her words lingered between the two of you like the heat from sunghoon’s apartment.
you felt like your shirt was strangling you, the fabric of your socks not being thick enough for your shoes, and your jeans were too baggy at the waist. you stared at her, mouth gaping open in disbelief. you didn’t even know where to start. you blinked a few times quickly, hoping she would disappear with each blink, but there she was, still sitting in front of you with that stupid, understanding smile still on her face.
a girl mentioning sunghoon made you feel like you were going to throw up all over liz’s polished shoes. sunghoon being controlling? at times, he could be, but it was more you than him, and she thinks beomgyu’s cuter? you gulped hard enough that you were pretty sure beomgyu could hear it from behind you.
“sorry! i didn’t mean to drop that on you so quickly,” she apologized, her tone apologetic as she reached for your hands, wrapping them in her warm grasp.
you blinked a few more times, this time hoping the heat spreading across your body would go away. “it’s... okay?” you managed to stutter, still processing her word vomit. her smile felt softer as she let go of your hands and got started on her schoolwork, clearly focused as if nothing just happened.
you slowly turned back to your chair, your dark laptop screen staring back at you like it was beomgyu’s empty notebook. with your mouth still hanging open, you zoned out, staring blankly at the keyboard now.
the time on beomgyu's phone read nine-thirty, and on cue, everyone started to pack up and say their goodbyes. liz had given you a side hug, which you believed was out of pity. now it was just you, soobin, beomgyu, and a few freshmen left in the library. the sound of soobin zipping up his bag and pushing in his chair broke the uncomfortable silence, snapping you out of your trance. for the past five hours, you stared at your dead laptop, replaying every memory you had with sunghoon.
beomgyu placed his hands on your shoulders as he stood behind your chair.
“do you want to come over? we can play league, plus no classes tomorrow,” beomgyu asked soobin, giving your shoulder a massage.
soobin glanced at his watch before nodding. “yeah, is y/n okay with it?” he gestured toward you, who was still zoned out. beomgyu crouched down, tilting and leaning his face close to yours.
“what?” you mumbled, noticing that everyone else had already left.
“can i come over…?” soobin asked hesitantly while awkwardly adjusting his glasses. you quickly nodded, shaking off beomgyu’s hands as you started to gather your stuff. “yeah, just don’t drink beomgyu’s sodas,” you answered, trying to seem as normal as you could.
beomgyu yawned behind you as he picked up both of your bags off the floor, holding yours open so you could place your stuff inside. “what’s wrong with you?” he questioned, his tone shifting to something concerned as he looked down at you zipping your bag. you shrugged, getting up from your chair and pushing it back in it’s original place.
as you three made your to the exit, beomgyu instinctively grabbed your hand, sensing something wasn’t okay. you said your goodbyes and thank you’s to the front desk ladies as beomgyu fixed his posture to carry the weight of both your bags. soobin started to complain about his math elective as beomgyu responded with “you literally picked them, dude.” giving him a teasing smile.
as you reached the library doors, the left-side entry doors swung open, and in walked sunoo and sunghoon. sunoo was talking about a new skincare product as sunghoon nodded beside him. you glanced back and caught sunghooon already looking down at your hands interlocked with beomgyus.
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a/n: had a macbook wired headphones and a dream with this chapter 😂✌️ yes WE all listened to lacy when liz was introduced😕😕 went from poor sunghoon to poor yn quickly cuz that’s my queen. And she does no wrong. and this is no hate to my queen liz. i lobve her😭😭😭😭this is jsut a tiny taste of sunghoon’s rumors after the breakup heh they’ll be reoccurring now 👀👀👀🤔🤔
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