Lost Girl

Hopeful Pessimist

[just-a-little-lilium]

I’ll be there🖤

*Original art *

[ashstfu]

i would hate to be a cat like what am i going to do with nine lives i don't even want one

[child-of-addiction]

@wistfullylost please take my argument into consideration

[gothicsoldier]

@child-of-addiction no

[cassandraclare]

Since the (sold-out) Last Hours calendars are starting to arrive on people’s doorsteps, I thought I’d share the final December artwork by @charliebowater! Will and Tessa circa 1903 on the roof of the London Institute. Tessa wears the pearl bracelet Will gave her for their anniversary. Behind them, London in winter. Happy holidays, all!

[gothicsoldier]

Be still my heart 😭

[ryanestradadotcom-deactivated20]

[theserif]

Oh hey it’s back on my dash perfect!  I was just thinking of this the other day!

[historiaantiqua]

OHOHOHO wow the Korean alphabet is awesome. The people who designed it were geniuses and were obviously incredibly schooled in the morphology and phonology of their language. HNNGGG

[ask-feather-dae]

wow

[eriwsreve-deactivated20140504]

여러분 모두 한국어 쓰세요 한국어 좋음  

[lee-go-eun]

한국어, 한글은 보면 맨날쓰는거지만 볼수록,쓸수록 예뻐요..참으로 곱구나’3’♥

[vane-bnt]

ㅇ어머 (감동

[gottacallthissomething-deactiva]

짱 이쁜 한국어 쓰세요 여러분

[henamyung]

굳

[doldoldol]

신기하게 가르치는군요 보고 신기했다 

[what-the-kenfuckey]

FUN FACT!

IT WASN’T JUST ANY OLD DUDE WHO DECIDED, “HEY I WANT TO CREATE A KOREAN ALPHABET.”

IT WAS KING SEJONG, WHO ORDERED HIS ROYAL SCHOLARS TO CREATE THIS ALPHABET SO READING AND WRITING COULD BE ACCESSIBLE TO EVERYONE, EVEN THE PEASANTS. IT WAS PURPOSELY DESIGNED TO BE EASY TO LEARN.

SO SHOUT OUT TO KING SEJONG, WHO REALIZED BEFORE MANY OTHERS THE IMPORTANCE OF UNIVERSAL LITERACY.

YOU GO KING SEJONG, FOUR FOR YOU KING SEJONG

[ayellowbirds]

Wow, I wish I’d given it a look before. Korean is actually the most sensible, reasonably constructed writing system I’ve ever seen, and I’m the kind of person who casually browses http://www.omniglot.com

[mooncustafer]

reblogging for later

[7thedisasterdyke]

Hangul has always been the most interesting alphabet out there for me, and I’m disappointed in my past self for not learning it

[krystal-prisms]

This is dope

[official-portugal]

twitter

[belldomar]

A quick translation:

Dude: OK, guys, let’s assign the disasters. Hum, tsunami. Who wants the tsunami?

2004: Yeah, I’ll have the tsunami.

Dude: OK, 2004 has the tsunami. 2012, do you still want the asteroid?

2012: Nah, no need.

Dude: Cool, let’s schedule that for 2030. OK, 2020, I have-

2020: FIRES.

Dude: OK, we can do fires, no problem-

2020: NUCLEAR TENSION.

Dude: Fires and… nuclear tension?

2020: PANDEMIC.

Dude: 2020, you can’t just- just have EVERYTHING-

2020: KOBE BRYANT DIES IN A HELICOPTER ACCIDENT.

1986: Wh-who’s Kobe Bryant?

1347: Heli-what?

Dude: So, you’re asking for fires, nuclear tension, a pandemic AND the death of basketball legend in your year!?

2020: TILL MARCH.

Dude: C’mon. Guys, help me with this.

1986: I would say something, but… CHERNOBYL! Oops, am I right?

2014: At least you still have the twin towers.

2000: Wait, what do you mean?

1347: I agree that 2020 is pushing it-

1945: YOU’RE LITERALLY- You’re the high point of the Bubonic plague!

1347: Oh, much apologies, Sir TWO ATONIC BOMBS!

1945: It’s ATOMIC, you f*ing medieval-

1347: Who are you calling medieval, G.I. Joe. Go play with your-

1945: Here we go again-

2000: Now, seriously, what-

1: Y’all want BREAD?!

1347, with a funny accent: Look at me! I have ME.DI.CI.NE.

[dayscrazed]

GUYS GUYS GUYS!

Fairytale in London Photo! Let’s discuss

1. Practically naked Will

2. Non-traditional Shadowhunter wedding ring

3. Non-traditional Shadowhunter wedding bracelet (Tessa’s referenced in COHF)

4. Traditional Shadowhunter Wedded Rune

5. Tessa USING A STELE

6. Wedded Rune adjacent to and touching the FADED PARABATAI RUNE

7.  Practically naked Will

[parakeet]

‘i wanna be a yo-yo man’ he cried ‘make me a yo-yo man’ but the yo-yo master did not answer he just kept on yo-ing

[child-of-addiction]

@gothicsoldier excerpt from my autobiography

[gothicsoldier]

@dark-blade-wonderland but your autobiography would include breaking more things 😂

[child-of-addiction]

That’s in the next chapter 😂

[gothicsoldier]

@dark-blade-wonderland I look forward to reading the final copy 😂

[parakeet]

‘i wanna be a yo-yo man’ he cried ‘make me a yo-yo man’ but the yo-yo master did not answer he just kept on yo-ing

[child-of-addiction]

@gothicsoldier excerpt from my autobiography

[gothicsoldier]

@dark-blade-wonderland but your autobiography would include breaking more things 😂

[mijomii]

Sometimes I say self loathing things to my therapist and he looks at me dead in the eyes before saying “You fucking moron.” and tbh same

[mijomii]

Me: I think I don’t exist.

Therapist: Listen, you do exist, and if you didn’t, someone would have to create you because the world would be a much sadder place.

Me: Jerome, how dare you saying something so sweet when I’m dissociating.

[mijomii]

Me: Honestly, (thing that is totally fucked up for any ‘sane’ person) is normal, right?

Therapist: No.

Me: Wow.

Therapist: You’re just a fucked up bitch.

Me: I do agree with the fucked up bitch part.

Therapist: That’s a start!

[mijomii]

Me: I guess he’s still my friend?

Therapist: Considering what you told me and how much you wanna beat him to death, he’s not. You pretty much hate him despite knowing him for years.

Me:

Me: Why did I need to come here to realize that.

Therapist: Because that’s my job to help you to understand some stuff. Also because you’re way too kind and you would let someone punch you in the guts and still consider them as your friend while they stab you.

Me: I don’t need that kind of call out, Jerome.

[mijomii]

Me: Hey, I brought you coffee. And croissants too, but I ate them. *puts Starbucks coffee in front of him*

Therapist: Oh that’s nice!!... Oh my name is on it!!

Me: Yeah!!

Therapist: It’s wholesome but... *very confused and silently*... How do I drink it?

[mijomii]

Me, not being able to come to my appointment and having to call him: I’m sorry, it’s all my fault, I’m so so so sorr-

Therapist: I dare you to say sorry one more time. I dare you.

[mijomii]

Therapist: Hey I wanna show you this super funny image I found the other day.

Me: What-

Therapist: *turns his screen and show me THIS* 

Me: 

Me: Jerome.

[mijomii]

Therapist: You went to the gaypride?

Me: Yeah, I went.

Therapist: Was it something you enjoyed?

Me: Mh. Yeah. Sorta.

Therapist: Did you see some bears?

Me:

Me: Jerome wh-

Therapist: That’s the only term I know outside of the LGTB one, I wanted to use it. 

[mijomii]

Therapist: Are you sure you’re not becoming roommate with (name) because of pity? Kinda sacrificing yourself?

Me: No, I want it!!

Therapist: Finally, you’re not forcing yourself for the others! And you’re doing something you want! I’m proud of you!

Me: You’re more of a dad than my own father.

Therapist: That’s not very hard.

[mijomii]

Me: I always wondered, are you queer?

Therapist: I am not.

Me: Ooh.

Therapist: Or am I?

Me: Ooh!

[mijomii]

As an update, Jerome gave my appointment to someone’s else today so we were both in the waiting room, confused and he walked in, patted my head and said sorry but honestly it was hilarious.

The secretary came to tell me that Jerome actually forgot to write me down on the appointment list.

This is a 100% normal situation with Jerome as my Therapist.

[mijomii]

As an addition, more than half of my friends want Jerome to adopt me and refer to him as “Therapist dad”.

He’s aware of it and think it’s hilarious.

[mijomii]

Me, after complaining for the 25 times about my birth father: Idk if you noticed, but I’m full of anger against him.

Therapist: Oh, really, I never noticed. You know, you should turn that anger into indifference. It would help you.

Me: Unholy gods, I wish it was me.

[mijomii]

Therapist: You know, people will still love you even if you don’t offer them things all the time. You don’t have to do that.

Me: What??

[mijomii]

Therapist: Why don’t you send a mail to your psychiatrist when you have a bad mood swing?

Me: Like what? ‘Hey Joël wassup, I’ve been very suicidal lately last night I wanted to die. Hope you have rad vacations and the weed is good save some good kush for me, kissy kissy.’ ?

Therapist: Exactly.

Me: You’re as bad as me with human interactions Jerome, y’know.

[mijomii]

Me, heavily dissociating: I don’t exist-

Therapist: Can I touch you to prove you that you do?

Me: Dinner first.

Therapist:

Therapist: Damien, you moron.

[mijomii]

Therapist: You need vacations.

Me: I’m broke.

Therapist: Oh yeah.

Therapist: You still need vacations tho.

Me: Jerome, I am still broke.

[mijomii]

Me, by text: Hey, you just walk by me!

Therapist, by text: Oh sorry. I didn’t see you.

Therapist, by text: Wait. Were you at the tattoo shop?

Me, by text, totally at the tattoo shop: You have no proof.

[mijomii]

For a bit of context here: Around two months ago I went to a friend’s who happened the live on the same street as Jerome, which I didn’t know. He was really surprised to see me and came to check on me, asking me why I was here with a bit of concern on his voice. And this take place earlier this month:

Therapist: So your friend lives in the same street than I?

Me: Yes. Town’s short I guess.

Therapist: Were you really going to your friend...?

Me: Yes?? Why else would I be here?

Therapist: A lot of drug deals happen in this street and I see often teenagers and young adults coming and buy stuffs. I was a bit worried for you.

[mijomii]

Me, at 2pm: I’m sorry I’m going to be late!

Therapist: Your appointment was this morning at 11:30am, Damien.

Me:

Me: What.

[mijomii]

Jerome is still not aware of his fame and idk how to announce him.

[mijomii]

Therapist; What’s up with you and wanting domestic rats.

Me: I’m gonna get a rat and call him Jerome just to piss you off.

Therapist:

Therapist: How dare you.

[mijomii]

Therapist: Weed doesn’t do much on me and I must admit I’m kinda disappointed.

Me:

Therapist: Do you smoke?

Me: Jerome.

[bread-n-bed-n-head]

On hard days I wonder how Jerome is doing

[mijomii]

He’s doing fine, last time he shown me his fav pic of a red panda which is this one

[whatinrandamnation]

I FOUND IT I FOUND IT I FUCKING FOUND IT AAAAAAAH YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HAPPY THIS MADE ME FEEL

[mijomii]

It’s really amazing how happy people get when they find this post omg

[aethera-secat]

Always reblog Jerome.

Is he now aware of his fame?

[mijomii]

After months, he is, and he just told me “Haha, this is funny. I’m happy it’s helping people!”

I think he doesn’t realize that he’s known *worldwide*

[monkeywiki]

Reblog to die instantly

[changelings]

it’s me, sophie. i know how to help you now!

[gothicsoldier]

🥺

[gothicsoldier]

Stay,” she panted. Tears leaked from her eyes. “Stay till the end.” 

“And after,” he said. “And always.”

“I want to feel safe again. I want to go home to Ravka.”

“Then I’ll take you there. We’ll set fire to raisins or whatever you heathens do for fun.”  “Zealot,” she said weakly.

“Witch.”

“Barbarian.”

“Nina,” he whispered, “little red bird. Don’t go.”

Leigh Bardugo - Crooked Kingdom

[child-of-addiction]

I wish you'd give up on me so that I can finally give up on myself

[gothicsoldier]

Never

@dark-blade-wonderland

[halfsavages-deactivated20200621]

i wholeheartedly believe i deserve a sword. i am true. i am loyal. i despise treacherous men. what else do you need? knight me already

[candiikismet]

Me

[kirby-appreciation]

Sometimes I’m tired of being nice. One day your femur will be mine

[kirby-appreciation]

WRONG BLOG WRONG BLOG

[kirby-appreciation]

GUYS STOP REBLOGGIING THIS

[bitchy-diary]

[child-of-addiction]

How much longer do I have to walk through these memories before I can finally walk past it?

[wistfullylost]

However long you walk, however far you walk

Know that you are not alone

If you would only reach out a hand, you would find one grasping yours

Anchoring you, not to the past

But to a future so bright it rivals the night sky

You are not alone

@dark-blade-wonderland 🖤

[child-of-addiction]

There are things I will never be able to speak of

There are things you will only hear the surface of

Catastrophes that live on in my mind

Merging without taking shape

Denser with each incident

I find myself sinking

Crushed by its weight

Forced to relive it again

With new insight

That only poisons this sea

...

Further and further

I begin to lose myself

Fading into the darkness

This is simply what it means to be me

...

So I sink alone as I must

Because I know a dam

Will intensify the inevitable flooding

I know that your hand will attempt to pull me out

But I must dwell in the grief all it is

To accept the changes bringing the now

To let go of all that has been lost

So much

So much has been lost

I must endure the unbearable ache

That makes me cling to my chest

I must endure the cries

That deflate me to nothing

I must endure the mourning

That burns like purgatory

And I will endure this torment

Even when hesitant

...

I cam grateful that you are with me

Still, you shouldn't worry

This will tear me apart

As it always does

But once I hit the very bottom

I know how to kick back up

[gothicsoldier]

I will not wrench the words out of you

I will not demand more than you can handle

You are so much more than the fractures of your mind

Remember you are not Atlas, you don’t need to shoulder the world on your shoulders

I am here

 You may lose yourself, but you will find the best pieces of you in my memories

You are so  much more than your darkness

You shine through with so much  light that it astonishes me

 As you sink, remember

You are not alone

I will be the wall that holds off the dam

If you need your time, I will not pull you out

I will hold your hand in the darkness

Remember

You are not alone

I am here

You will come out of this so much stronger

You may have lost

But you have gained as well

You have made friends and guardians and banes

When you go through this, remember that

You are strong

You will endure this because you are not alone

You have been my anchor, I will be your lighthouse

However grey my light maybe

When you lie in pieces, remember that I will hold your fragments in my memory

When you hit rock bottom, remember that you do not kick alone

I will give you as much strength as I have

I would not have it, if not for you.

So I will chant these words over and over again, "You are not alone. I am here."

Because you were one the few people that made me believe that.

@dark-blade-wonderland 🖤