Hey, Welcome! I am a twenty something year old with no friends and a boring job! Addicted to the Leto brothers but you have to be crazy not too right?... Anyway my mission is to find out they look that good and keep aging... Like fine wine. {I like to add pictures and gifs to my imagines, hope you like them too} ALSO when I write my imagines I don't own the pictures or gifts. The gifs are from tumblr and images either copied and pasted or made by me on polyvore. IF YOU DON'T LIKE NSFW AND SMUT YOU SHOULD PROBABLY PRESS THE BACK BUTTON. x That is all.
Hi guys. I owe you an explanation. A few weeks ago I was taking a break. Since then I have been very busy with my personal life and yesterday I had to put my little hamster to sleep. I will try and start writing again soon. Just give me time. I hope you all understand and are all well. Lots of love x x x
Guys. I started writing yesterday and since then weâve had 7 powercuts. Currently the power is out and wonât be on for a while. Literally going insane lol. So yeah. Canât write anything because there is no internet or power to any electrical devices. Damn. Pray for me đđ x x x
So in a days time I will be off work for two weeks because the schools close for Easter. So hopefully I can write some more. Also here is Theodorâs cage. Freshly cleaned and sprinkled with treats. Donât judge me for giving him so many. Heâs got tumours and is over 2 years old. So heâs considered elderly lol. Iâm treating him as much as he wants đđ my first fur baby. đđ
My main problem as a writer is that I donât write because âI have a story to tellâ. I write because there are worlds I want to visit, ideas I want to explore, people I want to meet, conversations I want to hear, emotions that I want to express, and impossibilities I want to make real.
Are you trying to make me jealous? - Shannon Imagine.
Authors note: Omg, why did I decide to write this, this late. Good luck to me waking up for work in the morning. I havenât proofread it. Literally just written and going to upload. I hope you guys think itâs okay. đ
Word count: 1,444
WARNINGS: Swearing, angst.Â
Shannon Imagine.
Are you trying to make me jealous?
Iâve been friends with Jared and Shannon for years. But since Shannon and I broke up 5 months ago things have been a little off. Jared and I still see each other regularly, but when the three of us are in Jaredâs house itâs always a little awkward, to say the least.Â
I had just finished work and was about to leave the building. Just before my hand reached for the door my phone rang. It was Jared, like every Friday night, heâd ring me to ask if I was coming over to hang with everyone and eat take away, and every time would be the same answer. âYes, Iâll be there at 7âł. Whenever weâd hang out it was more like a mini house party. I walked home, showered and dressed for Jareds. I was ready and out the door by 6:30. I ordered an Uber to pick me up and take me to his house. After a 25 minute drive, we pulled up to the street just before his house so I could walk and smoke. I got out of the car and thanked the driver. I balanced the white stick of tobacco between my lips and lit the end, drew in my first breath and exhaled a cloud into the darkness. I dressed casually for Jaredâs like I did every Friday because after a hard week at work who wants to dress all fancy? Not me!
I stubbed out the last of my cigarette on the pot just outside the house and rang the doorbell. I heard the clanks of the chains being undone on the front door. âHey gorgeousâ Jared cried out. âHeyâ. We hugged and he invited me in. âEveryoneâs here. Donât go in the kitchenâ he whispered. I assumed it was because Shannon was hiding out in there. So I kept my eyes focused on the living area full of Jaredâs friends. I made my way to Emma, who I saw sitting in the lounge, chatting away to some people who I vaguely recognized. âHey Bumblebeeâ she raised out of her seat to give me a hug. âHahaâ I fake laughed. I sat down with her and joined in on the conversation about fashion. Which was ironic, due to the way I was dressed. Jared walked in with a drink for me followed by Shannon and a girl that was attached to his hip. Shannon leaned against the giant fireplace with her still attached to him. My eyes left the conversation to gaze over at my âreplacementâ She was beautiful, a supermodel probably. Bright blonde hair, chiseled cheekbones and not an ounce of fat on her. Emma rubbed my leg âAre you okay?â she whispered. My eyes slowly filling up with tears. âYeahâ I cleared my throat. âIâve got to go to the bathroomâ. I saw Shannonâs gaze meet mine as I lifted myself from the seat. For a second I thought he was going to follow me. Which I kind of wish he had done. I just needed a hug. Even if it was from him. I missed him so much. I got to the bathroom and locked the door. I sat on the toilet seat and let the tears fall down my face. I could not shift the feeling of hurt. Thank goodness Iâm only wearing mascara. Waterproof mascara. Once I calmed down I ran the cold tap and splashed my face with water. After Iâd dried my face I made my way down to the seat I had left 10 minutes ago and tried to take my mind off of him and the beautiful blond next to him by rejoining the conversation. Every so often Iâd glance over. Why would he stand right in my eye line and flaunt her right in front of me? At one point they took a cute selfie. Â
âFuck this, Iâm going for a cigaretteâ I told Emma. I found my bag and rummaged around for my pack of cigarettes and my lighter and walked to the door leading out into the backyard. It was beautiful. There were a couple of other people smoking by the house so I made my way down to the back of the garden where it was dimly lit but I knew there was a table and chair set here somewhere. The stars shone so beautifully out here. There were no street lights to block out the twinkling orbs in the sky. I sat down and lit up my cigarette. I let my head fall back onto my shoulders so I could look up at the night sky. I closed my eyes as I brought the tip to my lips. âAre you having a good night?â a familiar voice asked me. My eyeâs stayed closed. âNot really no. Iâve already cried in the bathroom and had about 5 drinks in the space of 45 minutesâ I admitted. âMind if I join you?â Shannon asked. âYes actuallyâ I spat. He sat anyway and lit up his own cigarette. âWhy are you doing this Shan? Are you trying to make me jealous? Is that it?â I swallowed the hard lump in my throat. âOh yes, Y/N. Thatâs exactly why Iâm doing this. No! You broke up with me rememberâ his calm demeanor slowly disappeared. âYes because you didnât love me. Or at least thatâs what you were telling everyone. Saying I was just a reboundâ. âYeah well I was stupidâ he yelled. âYeah well⌠I agreeâ I yelled back. Then we both sat in silence. I stubbed out my cigarette and pulled out another. âChain smoker are we?â Shannon teased. âFuck youâ I replied. âSorryâ he breathed out. âFor what?â. âEverything. I never wanted to lose you. I was just being immature. I didnât want everyone knowing I was in love with you because I wasnât sure myselfâ he admitted. âShannon, youâre about 5 months too fucking late for an apologyâ. I laughed. âPlus what about you new blond friend inside?â I added. âThatâs all she is Y/N. She a friendâ he looked over at me. âWhy is she clinging to you like a sloth on a tree?â I sarcastically asked. âBecuase she wants to be more but I havenât let that happen. Not with her. Not with anyoneâ. I gave a slow round of applause. âOh well done. Shan the ladies manâ. âLook. Iâm not asking you to forgive me. But I am asking for another chance. I fucked up big time before and I miss you so much. When you first broke up with me I cried myself to sleep for the first monthâ he took my hand. âI still cry myself to sleepâ. âExactly, you miss me I still miss you. They were the best 3 years of my life with youâ. âThree years of me being a rebound you mean?â I replied sharply. â Fuck Y/Nâ he screamed. âSorry, but you donât know how much you hurt me. I miss you every single second of every single day Shannon and then I see you with some girl. It just chips away at me more and moreâ tears are once again falling down my face for the second time tonight. âY/N please, just let me show you how much you mean to meâ. I thought about it. Actually, before this night I thought so many times about what Iâd say to Shannon if he asked me to be with him again and the answer was always no. But truth be told. When we were together they really were the best 3 years of my life too. âI want to say yes Shan, I really doâ. âButâŚ?â he asked. âI donât knowâ I replied. âJust let me show youâ tears started to fall from his golden eyes. He closed the gap between us a brought my lips to his. A soft kiss sparked all of the memories I had locked away because they were too painful to re-live. All the good times and all the bad times. He pulled away. âPleaseâ he begged. I stood and though. âIf I say yes, you have a lot of making up to do, and were not going to pick up from where we left off. You have to take me on a dateâ. âBaby I would take you to the moon and back, are you saying yes?â a look of hope in his eyes. âIâm saying maybe. But youâre gonna have to tell the blonde insideâ I giggled. âDealâ.Â
âIâve missed youâ he Eskimo kissed my nose. âIâve missed you too Bearâ.
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