ᵈᵉˢᵗʳᵒʸᵉʳ ᵒᶠ ʷᵒʳˡᵈˢ

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#𝐆𝐑𝟏𝐅𝐅𝐍 :     independent and mutually exclusive 𝑪𝑳𝑨𝑹𝑲𝑬 𝑮𝑹𝑰𝑭𝑭𝑰𝑵 of cw’s the hundred.     canon divergent out of sheer spite.     𝖆𝖓𝖙𝖎 𝖏 -𝖗*𝖙𝖍.     exploring tropes such as :     a child shall lead them,     anti-hero,     break the haughty,     living legend,     my god, what have i done?,     young and in charge.     forced to relax by caroline ( 21+, she/her, gmt-3 timezone )

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BETTY,     CAROLINE,     FEYRE,     HAILEY     &     MULTIMUSE

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clarke has been temporarily moved to my new multi @sulits

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clarke has been temporarily moved to my new multi @sulits

[spiridakos]

HAILEY UPTON CHICAGO PD, S10E22 | “A BETTER PLACE”

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hello

[forbaesmoved]

here lies caroline forbes. she was seventeen, and she had a really good life.

[rose-larkin]

1x1 | 1x6

↳ THE NIGHT AGENT

[gr1ffn-a]

work has been bananas this week but thankfully tomorrow is my last day so i can finally hop on my laptop to write 🥰

[lissasmemes]

𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐭

various quotes from netflix's the night agent, episodes 1+2. feel free to change pronouns as needed.

"you gotta tell me this." "the doctor says i gotta do one good deed a day." "someone raised you right." "how many are dead?" "that's the guy!" "a year ago, i couldn't get tickets to one of these." "it's hard to tell the good guys from the villains." "you're so sweet." "i'd like to show you something." "here comes the big finish." "listen, i really appreciate everything you've done for me." "i guess she thought i needed to know." "i did throw a penny in that fountain for you." "i cleaned the house for you." "you didn't need to do that." "you're not a guest. you're family." "we'll talk about it over dinner?" "am i destroying what's here or not?" "why do you have a gun?" "why aren't the phones working?" "who's outside?" "code, please?" "i need to keep this line open." "they told me to call you." "i'm gonna help you." "it's too late." "it's okay, you're safe now." "we don't know what's safe right now." "right now, we have to get through the night." "why did i call you?" "do you get a lot of calls like mine?" "twenty-four hours ago i thought my life was over. now i'll do anything to go back to then." "i wish this wasn't happening." "she's hiding something." "we're on the same side." "you didn't tell them what you saw?" "it's only my life at stake." "so that's it? just goodbye forever?" "when it falls apart, let's look like we have a fucking clue what we're doing." "i think he didn't like me sitting in his chair." "it's not gonna make me sleepy, is it?" "i let a friend betray me." "can you have breakfast with me tomorrow, when you finish work?" "are you sure you wanna do this?"

[avadcniels]

THE 100

1x12 ⇢ 2x09

[forbaesmoved]

                    my name is caroline forbes, and i am a good vampire.

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👑

[leneemusing]

CONFRONTATIONS

“  you have to talk to someone,  eventually.  it doesn’t have to be me,  but.  you need to.  ”

“   i’m not leaving until you tell me what’s going on.  ”

“  you may like to pretend,  but i don’t.  something is wrong and you’re hiding it from me.  ”

“  you can’t even say that and look me in the eyes.  you’re clearly lying.  just tell me the truth.  ”

“  everyone else might be buying it,  but i don’t.  what’s wrong?  ”

“  you’re not fine.  you’re clearly not fine.  and you don’t have to keep saying that you are.  ” 

“  you can talk to me,  you know.  whatever you have to say,  i’m not gonna judge you or do anything.  i just want to listen.  ”

“  you can’t run away from this forever.  ”

“  i can’t keep acting like i don’t see something is wrong with you.  ”

“  you keep acting like if you let down your guard the world will end.  ”

“  stop brushing me off.  i know something is going on.  ”

“  hey— look at me.  you can talk to me.  ”

“  i don’t know if you think you’re being strong or protecting me,  but i don’t need you to keep painting on smiles when you’re clearly upset.  ”

“  why don’t you trust me enough to let me in?  ”

“  you think if you run around taking care of everyone else,  no one will notice you’re falling apart.  ”

“  you keep acting like you’re looking for an excuse to leave.  ”

“  stop.  just stop trying to avoid this.  shutting me out isn’t going to fix the problem.  ”

“  you do realize you don’t have to do this alone right?  ”

“  you think you’re handling this on your own but you’re not.  that’s not how it works when the people who care about you can see you’re suffering but refusing to ask for help.  ”

“  you don’t get a choice this time.  i’m helping you.  ”

“  why do you keep lying to me like i don’t know ever time you try it?  ”

“  i don’t know why you seem to think you have to hide your pain.  ”  

“  i don’t know why you thought i wasn’t going to notice.  but i see right through you.  ” 

“  i know you’re having nightmares again.  ”

“  why are you acting like this?  ”

“  don’t change the subject.  i saw you crying.  ”  

“  you fucked it up.  ”

“  what the hell is wrong with you?  ”

“  just tell me what the fuck the problem is?  ”

“  did you just flinch away from me?  ”

“  i trusted you. why can’t you trust me too?  ”  

[leneemusing]

comfort starters

WORDS:

“  i’ve got you. it’s okay.  ” “  stay the night with me?  ” “  i’m here. and i’m not going anywhere.  ” “  shh, it’s okay. i’m here now.  ” “  talk to me.  ” “  i wish i knew how to talk about it, but every time i try i just— the words won’t come out.  ” “  i’m afraid if i start crying, i just won’t stop.  ” “  i don’t wanna be alone tonight.  ” “  you don’t have to say anything.  ” “  do you want me to stay with you?  ” “  we’re okay— everything is gonna be okay.  ” “  it’s over now.  ” “  it’s okay if you need to cry. it’s just me. let it out.  ” “  i don’t wanna have to do that ever again.  ” “  i’m so fucking scared.  ” “  i won’t let you go through anything like that again.  ” “  you don’t have to deal with this alone.  ” “  i just need to feel something.  ” “  i don’t wanna talk about it. i don’t. i just need to forget.  ” “  whatever you need, i’m here.  ” “  please, just tell me what you need.  ” “  lay back down, you need to rest.  ” “  here, i made you some tea.  ”  “  drink this, it’ll help you relax.  ” “  let’s go for a walk. sitting here all cooped up will only make it worse.  ”  “  i can’t breathe. i can’t—  ” “  just breathe. breathe with me.  ” “  look at me. hey— i’m right here. you’re not alone.  ” ”  i feel so sick.  ” ”  i’m just so fucking tired.  ” “  what can i do?  ”  “  i need you.  ” “  i’ll always be here when you need me.  ” “  i was so worried— i thought i’d lose you.  ” “  i’m really worried about you.  ” “  actually i’m…i’m really not okay.  ” “  i keep telling everyone everything is fine and each time someone else asks i get closer to just. breaking.  ” “  you’re not fine. and you don’t have to pretend that you are with me.  ” “  everything hurts and i want it to stop.  ” “  i know it hurts now. but it gets better. with time. the pain gets a little less until it’s more of an ache rather than some big overwhelming lump in your throat.  ” “  just tell me it’s gonna get better.  ” “  i heard you crying— what’s wrong?  ” “  everyone keeps asking how i’m doing but— you’re the only person i really feel like i can talk to.  ” “  i can’t promise you it’ll get better. but i can promise you i’ll be here with you.  ” “  i just needed to see you.  ” “  i just need to know you’re okay.  ” “  get some rest, i’ll be here the whole time.  ” “  i’m afraid to go to sleep.  ” “  i can’t stop seeing their faces every time i close my eyes.  ” “  i sleep better in your bed.  ” “  i won’t say sorry because that just, falls flat. but if i could change it. i would.  ”   “  as long as i have you, i think i’ll be okay again.  ”

ACTIONS: 

1. for our muses to cuddle after one of them has a nightmare 2. for one muse to invite the other to get under the covers with them 3. for one muse to come to the other in the middle of the night to crawl in bed with them 4. for one muse to hold the other while they cry 5. for our muses to spend the night together after a traumatic experience 6. for one muse to help the other clean blood off of themselves  7. for our muses to take a bath together to help one or both of them relax after something traumatic  8. for one muse to show up at the other’s doorstep in tears  9. for our muses to have sex as a means of comforting each other  10. for one muse to make the other’s favorite meal to help them feel better 11. for one muse to wipe the other’s tears away 12. for one muse to gently take the other’s chin to get their point across while comforting them 13. for one muse to fall asleep on the other after breaking down 14. for one muse to carry the other to bed and stay with them  15. for one muse to confess something traumatic to the other  16. for one muse to make the other finally open up about something  17. for one muse to stay the night with the other to keep them from hurting themselves  18. for one muse to take care of the other who is drunk  19. for our muses to drink together after a shared traumatic experience 20. for one muse to confess their love for the other after experiencing something traumatic

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send   ‘ does that hurt? ‘    for your muse to patch  /  clean a wound on my muse

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just remembered that i have a whole ass blog for divergencies. i’ll never be able to top that level of pettiness ever again

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it’s writing time, babyy!     like / comment on this post if you’d like a quick one-liner from clarke (could be a canon quote, some t-swift lyrics or a random sentence meme).     if you’re a multimuse, don’t forget to specify the muse you want the starter for!