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Wow so niehter of us have posted on here forever! It's crazyyy! So um lets see...random post but we going to the hockey game soon and I can creep Pyatt! Maybe we can post a random picture after that game on here but lets not get carried away lol. Then its off to Hawaii for me! So excited!!
xxJess
Purpose
What is my purpose here? I know I'm still young and I have to figure out why I'm made to be here. Right now I just want to fulfill that purpose because I'm so close to giving up. I'm so tired. Why is this happening? I know He has a reason, sometimes it's just too much - I can't handle it anymore. I've been trying to hold back the tears but sometimes they just come streaming down. I know I have to be strong, but how long can I hold on?
I know it was my fault why things turned out this way but I thought you would fight for it, I guess I was wrong. You miss me? If you did, you would have tried your best to talk to me again.
Sigh everything feels so off. I feel so disconnected from everything and everyone around me lately and I don't know why.
xx Jess
Is everything falling apart?
I feel like everything is crashing down on me, its probably just me overreacting... Please help me get through this, I know I have the strength but I don't to break down and cry. I guess I'll just make myself busy so I don't have to think about those unnecessary things eh? Well let's just see how this goes.
Take Care and God Bless :) Dani.
Why look?
I know this has happened at least once to someone. I want someone right now, to talk to, to cuddle with, to hug and all that. I'm torturing myself, listening to Christmas music, talking to this guy who is adorable! I'm pretty sure I don't like him, it's just how he talks is cute haha. So anyways, I tell myself why look for someone who will love you when there is already who have loved you even before you were born. I try and try to tell myself that but it just feels different. Sigh. Well I'm sure this will past but I just want to let it out :)
Take Care and God Bless Dani.
As you grow...
Sometimes nothing will happen if you don't make a move. You can't wait for everything to appear right in front of you.
So.
Neither of us have posted here in a while eh? So here is a random post to say yaaay I survived monday!
Tomorrows Game Day :)
xxJess.
Here I Go
So my phone is being a stupid little annoying piece of crap! I've been charging it the whole night and guess what??! I woke up with it being low batt. I swear I just wanna throw this phone, it's no use; it's broken as F! I NEED to get a new phone! HELLLLPPP MEEEEEE :(
God Bless, Dani.
La La Land
Feeling so lonely =[ Jess is out in a concert, Selena Gomez Concert. Jess is everywhere, mostly in Rogers Arena Haha. That's like her 2nd home. Anyways... Here I am at home, should be studying in a class I totally don't understand; but failing really REALLY bad! Sigh.
I wanna go SHOOOPPPPINNNNGGGGGG!
FAIL!
I'm not sure if I mentioned about my Aboriginal class before but it's the class I do NOT like at all. Well I just can't get my head to work on this class, and I just don't feel interested about it at all :/ So anyways, we had this short essay and I BS'd it. We got our marks today and I failed -.- Isn't that lovely? Well I wasn't expecting a good mark but dammm I flunked! I guess I gotta force myself to work in this class. Take Care and God Bless. Dani.
Me and Him.
I decided to tell him the truth...
Me: You probably won't read this but w.e at least I tried. you wanna know the truth? I'll tell you. I'm SCARED. I know you know this already. It's not about the guys in the past, it's cause of my parents. I've already told you stuff about them, but today just hit it home. My mom left, I don't know if it's temporary but she's mad. I dont want to end up like my parents. I know you've told me before you won't do those things or hurt me; but really how long will those words last? I know everyone exits from your life. We can't help it. So yeah I guess that's it... Thank you for being a part of my life, even for just a little bit. You made me smile and helped me go through the tough times I'm going through. Thank you.
Him: i dont want us to end never did still dont you mean to much to me for you to just go away. Maybe Ive been mad since i havnt seen you in awhile or I havnt seen you not lift your head up because ur to tired all I know ive been frustrated all this past 2 weeks the girl that I have fallen for is 2000 miles away and I can't even say ill be there for you I love you Danielle...I really really love you. Why? Because my heart says it. My heart beats fast when I think about you everytime even now What to do? :/
Happy Thanksgiving :)
Dani!~~ Can you believe its been 6-7-8 years? LOL i lost count already! gosh we are old. :P Anyways,
Thank you for being there for me no matter what happened, for supposrting my insanely unrealistic dream to marry Tambellini, as well as stalking the players with me all the time. Thank you for letting me convert you to a hockey fan especially lol. But also thanks for being an amazing friend through thick and thin. Thanks for being the only one I could turn to in dark times. (kay that sounded cheesy lol. Im not good at sappy as you know)
Thanks for the great memories. Ps we needa hang so I can buy you all the fries you want ;) p.p.s they just scored on my bb schneider :( lols
I'm just scared
The worst thanksgiving I've ever had.
My mom left, I don't know where she's going but she left. She's mad. She's tired. I guess you could say she gave up. I don't really talk about my family, many people think that our family is awesome, chill and all that; but in reality we're a messed up family. Mom and Dad have been fighting a lot, I can see them separating. They're still together but there's nothing there. Never thought that this would happen to my parents. I've always told my mom I'm scared of divorce, that's why it's hard for me to say "yes" to a guy. I always push people away because I know when they're inside my bubble, they'll just leave. Sigh. I don't know anymore. Please pray for me? Thank you. Take Care and God Bless Dani.
Happy Thanksgiving :)
Jess. What can I say? Hmmm. I can't believe it's been 6-7 years already! Thank you for being there for me, I know we weren't really close back then but thank you for all those fun times I spent with you. Thank you for listening to my problems, especially about him. Thank you for accepting me for who I am, from my good days to bad days. Thank you for not judging me, I know I do/say some pretty stupid things but you know what I really meant without explanations. Thank you so much :) You're the only one I can turn to.
I still cant stop thinking of you at times, even though I know its pointless.
We used to be like best friends but we havent seen eachother since summer ended and you lie and make up excuses for everything.
Sigh nothing is going right, least I always have Dani :P
Everybody hurts a little too much?
Hey guys! How's it going?
The start of my weekend was amazing :) Our YFC Chapter was having a camp and I was one of the Prayer Warriors, I was pretty scared but these wonderful brothers and sisters that surrounded me helped me through it. The camp went very well, it was such a blessing :)
And now I'm home, redoing my notes but I'm always interrupted by people. I'm so annoyed of my sister! Yesterday she wanted me to buy toothpaste and I forgot, so today she went all up in my face about forgetting the toothpaste. I bought her one anyways and when I got home she wasn't even there, she could have bought it herself! Gosh such a PRINCESS! I let it pass though. I'm trying to forgive and erase all those negative feelings I have towards her by writing this post. I shall pray about this later.
One more thing, I talked to him today; but it was quite confusing. I don't even know what happened. All I remembered was asking him if he wanted space and he said yes so I told him I won't talk to him unless he talks to me first. Honestly though I miss him, but that's all too late now right? Well I'll just wait and see what happens. I know God has a plan for me :)
Thank you Take Care and God Bless Dani.