Cas leaned back against the door, arms folding across his chest as he watched her. He wondered what she was up to, a small smirk forming as she spoke and was it okay? He had time to come to terms with change. It would still be lonely and sudden, but maybe if he mentally prepared himself - ugh, Jesus, he would have to clean up after himself again. But, yes, it was okay with him. “Of course.” He raised a brow, looking at her sidelong, “You know I’m not going to toss you out.” A thoughtful hum of a laugh escaped, “Well,” He fumbled in his jacket pocket for his cigarettes before taking it off, “you should know by now.”
Moving to the couch he sat, procuring a cigarette from his tin, “Hey!” He lit the cigarette, smoke pouring from his nostrils as he spoke, “I’ll have you know, that bull and I became very good friends!” Truth be told he was still a little sore about the hole that had been ripped in his favorite flannel that day. As he sat back he chuckled, thinking about what he must’ve looked like running across the field.
The couch shifted beside him and without thinking he inspected her wrist, “Sometimes,” He exhaled, “I forget.” A thumb ventured across, tracing a spot of skin that had just been broken. All of a sudden he seemed to realize himself and he released her - wasn’t he just thinking the situation was delicate? “Dean hasn’t been very-” He cut himself off, searching for the right word, “open to the idea of letting anyone into Camp that’s….” He trailed off, stubbing the cigarette out in the ashtray, “Different?” He almost laughed at himself, different? That was being conservative given Dean’s view of late, “Well, you know.”
His gaze fell to the table, admiring the flowers Astrid had brought in with her. Kick her out? No, he shook his head, no he would not be kicking her or Manya out. “I’m not sure how many times I have to tell you,” Cas kicked his boots off, “and Manya,” The feline meowed in response from the back of the couch, “I’m not going to kick you out.”
Pushing himself from the couch he went to the kitchen, “Did some scavving this morning,” He opened one of the drawers, “and I was extremely lucky to come across something like this.” The distinct rustle of plastic packaging almost gave him away, “Half the women in this camp would kill you and me for this.” He sighed silently, “I was going to save it for a special occasion or something but,” He shrugged, “I figure we can celebrate your good news.”
Cas returned to the couch and sat, facing her, his fists obviously each trying to hide something. “It’s a little bit old, but,” Quickly he turned his hands over, “we’ll probably never see any again.” Two chocolate bars that had seen better days lay in his palms face up, “I don’t even know if you like the stuff-” He shook his head at himself, this was silly. He was silly. “It’s stupid, I know. But-” He shrugged, “I don’t know, you do a lot of nice things for me.” He didn’t elaborate, simply left it at that. She would either like his shitty gesture, or she wouldn’t.