if any of you have a problem with me not writing anymore then you can keep it to your fucking self ??? i don’t care ???? the only reason i didn’t delete this blog is so people can still read my works, that’s all. if i keep getting harassing messages because people thinking my reasoning of:
-working and going to full school time with a double major + pre-law track
-the trauma of facing homelessness
-one drug addicted parent and the other parent recently incarcerated with a sentence of 10 years
-having to raise and support my younger sibling as a result
-my constant battle with my wobbling mental health
-and the almost constant negative interactions with you all
-not having a laptop and typing all of these on my phone
isn’t valid enough then i will delete.
i don’t care if you don’t like that i lost motivation to write because of the hate i got + the lack of a response from any of you + nothing in my life is ever going right for me. i have not published every ask i have ever received for all the people saying i am a crybaby over this one thing happening. you don’t know what has been happening in the almost two years i have had this blog. you don’t know my life. and i do not have to explain shit to any of you.
this is the last time i will explain it or say anything about it. i will not post anything after this. i wanted to have a friendly departure from this blog when it was time, not to have something like this happen, but of course nothing for me goes as planned.
i am not asking for sympathy or pity so don’t give it to me.
goodbye you guys.. i have had a lot of fun on this blog and met people who have become such big parts of me and have given me things words can’t ever describe. i love you guys. maddie, roxy, rena, gunner, chloe, jaylah, mia, cam, grace, echo, sam, kaya.. the list goes on and on. i am thankful for this blog and i am glad i made it that one summer night at 2:14am. i will miss the positivity and happiness this blog once gave me but i will not revisit it.