nature blessed , divine reject.

𝑐𝑢𝑟𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑒𝑥𝑖𝑠𝑡 [    ...    ]  𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑡𝑜 𝑎𝑠𝑐𝑒𝑛𝑑.

[gracelis]

an original character , ⊰ 𝒆𝒍𝒐𝒅𝒊𝒆 𝒅𝒆𝒍𝒘𝒚𝒏 ⊱ a fallen angel cursed with immortality so she can never return to heaven. themes include the concept of life vs. death, perseverance in loneliness &. abandonment , defying against wickedness , being divine within a human form , revenge , &. forgiveness.

#𝒈𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒔 · indie / sporadic activity / original character realized by spur. ( she / they , 25+ , est. ) my interactions will be limited to mutuals only. do not interact if you are under 20. unattached personal blogs will be soft blocked , personals reblogging original content will be hard blocked. standard rules apply ; no direct god - modding , trim your posts when you can , and please attempt to reblog from the source. multi - muse &. oc friendly.

note : i am iconless but that does not mean you have to be. i also rarely follow first.

blogroll. if i am not here , i am most likely here : afugue. inactive multi : eteing.

⊰ ⸻ i. carrd. ii. prompts. iii. headcanons. iv. verses. v. aesthe. ⸻ ⊱

[gracelis]

if anyone wants to hear about my horror verse let me know … i am brainrotting.

[mythshire]

⚔·˚ ༘ ⋆ 𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐒 & 𝐂𝐑𝐎𝐖𝐍𝐒 ⋆ ༘˚·⚔··· a collection of deadly bargains, court games, freedom & chains roleplay sentence starters. genre: fantasy, enemies to lovers, power struggles.

• You fight like someone who has nothing left to lose. • I didn't free you from that place so you could throw your life away. • The king wants you dead. I'm supposed to be the one to do it. • You're not a prisoner anymore, so why do you still act like one? • I've killed for less than what you just said to me. • You think these pretty clothes make me forget what I am? • I saw you training at dawn. Who taught you to move like that? • The competition starts tomorrow. Try not to die in the first trial. • You're one of the king's assassins. I'm supposed to fear you, not— • I know what you did to earn your freedom. Was it worth it? • You can't save everyone in this castle. Stop trying. • I found blood on your balcony. Whose was it? • The Prince wants to see you. And no, you can't say no. • You've got three kills to my one. Should I be impressed or concerned? • I didn't expect the world's most feared assassin to like books. • You're hiding something. I can always tell when you're lying. • The king's guards are asking questions. What did you do? • I heard you screaming last night. Nightmares again? • You bow to no one, do you? That's going to get you killed. • I'm not your enemy. Though I understand why you'd think otherwise. • You could run. Right now. I'd let you. • You're good with a blade, but you fight angry. That's a weakness. • The princess trusts you. I'm not sure that's wise. • I saw the scars. How long were you there? • You're different than the others. I can't figure out if that's dangerous. • The king's champion shouldn't be afraid of anything. So why do you flinch when he enters the room? • The court thinks you're just a pretty ornament. They have no idea. • I found the letters you've been hiding. Who are you writing to? • You saved my life in that trial. I won't forget it. • The rebellion needs someone like you. Someone ruthless. • You're the first person I've met who isn't afraid of what I can do. • You've been free for months now. When are you going to start acting like it? • I know the king's secret. And now so do you. • You could have anyone in this kingdom. Why do you keep choosing solitude? • The foreign dignitaries are here. Try not to kill any of them. • You're playing a dangerous game with the court. Do you even have a plan? • The captain of the guard is in love with you. You know that, right? • I didn't survive this long by trusting people. But I'm trying to trust you. • You fight like you're still in chains. You're not anymore. • The magical wards around the castle are failing. Something's coming. • You told me you were done killing. So whose body is that?

[salmon-n-hazel]

Forget me not

My print shop: INPRNT

[gracelis]

“You, me, kissing, now.” / in my head this is a joke but also … 👁️ from valora

      exhaustion traced the edges of her mind , a haze around her as she entered their shared room at the inn. the door shut with a creak &. a clack. she slowly disrobed to her night gown gazing over at her companion who who had been drawn to attention by the maiden. a smile formed upon her lips , fingertips trailed through her braided hair , letting it loose in lune colored waves. hands fluffing it as she pulled out her night time beauty routine. the stare remained on her &. she twirled around. bare feet padded on floor. ❛    if you're going to stare at least tell me i look beautiful.    ❜ her brush drew through her locks , a snort came forth but then the woman answered. elodie turned towards her , mouth agape but then grinned. oh ? with an invitation like that , she tossed the accessory aside hopping onto bed with the other drawing close.

      the maiden traversed over sheet to nestle beside her companion. bright blues falling into the deep scarlet of her irises. oh how she wished to mix the colors together to make an extraordinary violet. a sweet familiar aroma greeted her nose knowing it was valora's scent. it was one she had grown comfortable with , sought even. it was wonderful. her warm breath blew tiny gusts upon her freckled cheeks. it made her heart spin as if they were stars existing in the universe seeing each other's light for the first time. the woman was more stunning up close , her storm colored strands framing her pretty visage with striking features that made all who saw her stand in reverence.

      pinkette tiers pursed , fingertips tucking strands of silver behind the general's ear , leaning in. heart thumped against ribs as she took valora's face , cupped it in her hands as if it were the world. &. then , as if bursting with firecrackers in her gut .. lips touched. it felt sacred &. thrilling at the same time. deepening the kiss , she leaned in entangling digits in her hand pulling her close. she did not desire this to end ... the sweet taste , the fervent desperation to hold onto memory forever. breaths broke them apart , pressed foreheads together , dedicated focus upon each other. elodie smiled , cheeks blusing with a gasp , ❛    was that all that you imagined , valora ?     ❜ pad of thumb caressed her lip , so plush &. rose stained. strings tugged , she wavered before leaning in for another kiss. forget - me - not - blues locked , ❛    do you wish for more or for me to stop ?    ❜

unprompted - accepting.

[holyscorch]

as she helps elodie to the seat across from her's around the table, hikari makes her way over to her own seat -- beginning to pour them both a cup of tea that she personally prepared them for. ( much to the nervous interjections from some of the royal attendants; they tell her it would be improper for a princess to have to do these preparations. ) alas, the royal family is most known for their stubborn children -- hikari was no different. she had more of a preference to do a lot of the baking and tea prepping herself during little get - togethers like this. eating the pastries, knowing she made them herself, was always much more satisfying. knowing that elodie would have the opportunity to try them made it even better !

trailing thoughts aside, after hikari pours her a cup and offers it to her, she registers her polite inquiry and nods, smiling. " mm ! we've been doing pretty good. there's been a bit of trouble around the borders of our territory recently though ... taiyou joined the expedition team to check it out. they haven't come back yet ... so i'm a little worried. "

[gracelis]

      the garden of the tsukinos was truly a marvel to gaze at , as any royal garden would be. however there was a rustic quality that made it feel like home. maybe it was the tsukinos' presence themselves that brought comfort rather than the colorful flowers. easing into the plush pillows &. gazing at the treats upon the table she could not help but smile. how thoughtfully prepared , the pastries looked like jewels with fresh steam coming off of them &. the drinks smelled wonderfully delicious. it made her stomach to a leap of glee after such a long trip. ❛    well this looks absolutely delightful. did you prepare all of this just for me ? or we expecting another guest ?    ❜ it was quite a hearty helping to spoil just her with but princess hikari was one that gave out love in bountiful bunches.

      her face turned a shade pale at the mention of taiyou not having returned. if it is as she suspected ... they would meet troublesome forces. not that their kingdom's expedition team could not take care of it themselves but ... if they hadn't returned , it only led her to one conclusion : these opponents were tough. ❛    that is worrisome but with how skilled your brother is &. the expedition i am sure they will come home as soon as they possibly can.    ❜ swallowing down her worry , she drank some of the beverage &. was met with the perfect cup of tea. ❛    when we are finished here , i wish to speak to the king. it is matters of political importance.    ❜ she did not wish to trouble the girl with her matters but elodie knew asking for asylum from a disastrous broken engagement to someone who could possibly be wrecking havoc on their borders ... was not table conversation. hikari had enough on her plate. reaching out her hand , she squeezed the blonde girl's , hoping that a warmth would pass on to swaddle her worries. ❛    tell me more about these goodies.    ❜

[gracelis]

elodie is not sensitive about most of her scars , she will tell stories about them but two in particular are a sore subject that she will avoid the answer. the scar in the center of her chest which healed to a star esque shape ( this scar is permanent , she lost her first heart to a witch she loved. the witch convinced her that if she had her heart then they could be immortal together. the witch was just after her power. ) elodie has never truly recovered from this because she has a complex about not having her first heart like that day she lost the capability of loving someone or having someone love her.

her wing scars are the second one which never will heal fully. they are welts upon her back &. the best she can do is cover them with clothing. they do itch &. she has chronic pain. she will lay on her stomach to sleep or lay on her side. one thing that someone can do for her whether friend or partner is put a soothing ointment on her wing scars. it doesn’t take away all the pain but it will help.

if elodie talks about these scars then that means there is real trust there. that she truly trusts in who she confides in.

[gracelis]

the small dragon is currently arched in a mirroring way to apple, reptile and feline in a standoff not dissimilar to a street brawl. each hiss was met with a tiny ( but still ferocious ) roar. what were they fighting over ? probably apple slices or something.

      a hiss made its way to her ears. it perked her attention , tearing it away from the story she had been consumed by. that's strange ... apple was quite well behaved &. never hissed unless threatened. glancing over the edge of the page , eyes shifted to the sound. she saw a little dragon , a beautiful shade of green roaring at the cat. as soon as her brain registered what had occurred the maiden made her way across the room , picking up the dragon , cradling him in her arms. staring into his beady eyes , a frown came forth on her visage. petting the top of the scaly head , gentle &. soft , she spoke , ❛    ah , ah , ah ... there's no need to roar. i'll get you your own plate of apples if you want.    ❜ setting him upon the counter , the claws clacked against marble. she took out a shiny apple that smelled juicy , full of the familiar fruity fragrance. glancing over at her own cat , she saw that she had gone back to her own food.

      she chopped it up setting it in a bowl before the cat sized dragon. ❛    there , you are a curious one.    ❜ those eyes &. that distinct color only one person came to mind ... it couldn't be ? could it ... ? well , until she confirmed her suspicions there was no way to know. vocals let out a little laugh , ❛     i can't put my finger on it but you remind me of someone.    ❜ sunlight filtered through the window as she played around with the knife before setting it on the cutting board. it caught on her silver bracelet that had been decorated with star charms of pearl. digits unclasped the piece of jewelry to dangle it before him before setting it down with a chink against the surface. a new guest meant she had to give a gift of some sort. maybe it was an ancient custom but elodie was anything if polite. ❛    is it true that dragons like shiny things ? or is that ... crows ?    ❜ @cloudhymn.

unprompted - always accepting.

[gracelis]

‘ you serve a greater cause. your life is not yours to throw away. ’ ( from capitano uwu )

      the angel walked through the dark forest with fireflies to light her way. they flittered about around her , illuminating her pale hair &. the narrow strip of mossy path. the shadowy captain followed her. his words stopped her in her tracks making her turn on her heel. swaying side to side before grounding herself , ❛    what cause is that ?    ❜ forget - me - not azures gazed into the shadowed mask. head tilted as she bent down to gather more mushrooms &. herbs that grew at the base of great tree that outstretched its branches towards midnight sky. the bark glistened with dew. ❛    do i not even own my life when i have been discarded from the place i once i considered home ?    ❜ lips sealed together in a frown.

      eyes hardened a moment then she sighed closing her lids. hands fell to picking the lavender in neat bundles to lay them inside the basket next to her other goods. ❛    what do come to me for ? with words such as those you must think that you can own a piece of me for your great cause.    ❜ always being used. could she not live without the burden of a purpose than her own happiness ? no. hand swiped over her unruly hair. ❛    you didn't come to me for my company.    ❜ hopping over a step then two , she landed in front of him , she tucked a flower into his button hole , a small bramble floret before the maiden went back to her journey. it symbolized ... loneliness , envy &. remorse. he probably did not know the meaning , what she meant to convey was maybe a mixture of things. for she thought they had grown to be friends but now she grew confused. ❛    i must say i am a little disappointed but not surprised.    ❜ sing - song voice spoke over her shoulder , a sideways gaze upon capitano. @insurged.

lost prompt - accepting.

[gracelis]

thinking about how many nights &. days elodie spent in pain as her body reconstructed itself from the fall. how she wailed out for relief in the middle of her haven , how mother nature &. the moon wept for her trying to let her be comfortable as possible. how it snowed there defying natural weather to just give her relief from her ugly welts. how they made her beautiful … her burns becoming freckles. her hair grew in white as snow due to the moon.

how nightmares plagued her , the pain always there as a reminder. how all nature intervention could not fully heal her wing scars due to the holy sentence. she would stay up until exhaustion speaking to the moon &. nature. her body would give out &. that a dreamless sleep would be a gift , &. one where she would dream pleasant things would be a miracle. the animals being in tune to her sadness , her anger &. trying to make her happy. they adore her. how she forgot what happiness felt like so mother moon gave her a reminder that when her hair glows it meant it felt like that.

elodie's fall was ugly , was painful , &. it still is a common nightmare. she doesn't sleep when strangers are around. &. if she falls asleep next to someone it could be passing out due to sheer exhaustion of her body giving out or she trusts them. &. she sleeps usually with a window open , or a fan blowing to simulate a breeze because she took comfort in the many night when animals would curl around , guard her as a soft breeze blew to wipe the tears from her eyes , give her comfort that her mother were watching , that she was in their domain.

[holyscorch]

taiyou's smile retains itself in the face of elodie's amusement, but his gaze subtly remains focused on the man standing across the street ... still lingering about, like a rat attempting to steal for food. he was clearly eyeing elodie, anticipating when was a ' good moment ' to approach her once she stepped out from the cafe. it takes some willpower for him to not scoff at such a pathetic display, but again, he does nothing to try and prompt elodie to register that someone was watching her. ( she was having a good evening, he'd rather not have a man ruin it. ) when she hands him back the now empty plates, taiyou chuckles before sliding them into the respective opening that led to the kitchen for someone on duty to clean them up. " haha, c'mon, is it really so hard to believe i just want to do something out of the goodness of my heart ? "

he feigns an innocent smile, and begins to take off his apron. " besides, not like we had much chance to hang out with both of our schedules being so busy recently. let's take it as an opportunity to catch up. no need to pay me back or anything. the safety of my favorite guest is all the payment i need .... " taiyou beams, dramatically giving her a bow as if he were an actor on a stage. " now, be a dear and wait up for me ? gonna grab my coat, and then we'll head right on out. "

[gracelis]

      laughter spilled forth from her lips , how silly he was. ❛    hmm , i guess you can , for what was that ... your favorite guest ?    ❜ hand cupped to ear as she teased him. hand picked up her bag , lifting it to her shoulder. she straightened the display sign &. the assortment of sugars on the counter. it was true ... they did not have a lot of moments to spend together. practices were intensive &. taiyou was busy here &. out there. a little pang in her heart at the absence of whimsy &. joy that she had carved out for him ... his family &. of course , the kitties. playing with one of the cats , she was preoccupied for now. finger gave mango scritches underneath the cat's chin. ❛    go hurry up then ... i'll wait here.    ❜

      he left ... &. with him , a trail of happiness soon dissipated from the room. strange ... why did it feel wrong ? the tsukinos' cafe never felt this way. &. suddenly she felt a foreboding presence. glancing outside , she saw the figure staring right at her. ❛    taiyou , are you expecting someone this late ?    ❜ her voice grew slightly louder as she stepped around the counter , not tearing her eyes away from him. the cat scurried away to its own devices as she remained vigilant. not daring to move or even blink from this spot. ❛    is he why you wanted to walk me home ?    ❜ she spoke , turning her head slightly but keeping her focus. digits gripped onto her strap , trying to look at her peripheral vision for a weapon of some sort. there was no way she was going to get approached by a dangerous looking stranger without arming herself first. ❛    i truly thought this was a little date , how disappointing.    ❜

[gracelis]

𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑢𝑒𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑.

      casimir achim was all that they said he was : handsome , intelligent , &. a bit odd. an emphasis on that last part. there were rumors but being a socialite she knew they were usually greatly exaggerated. his fascination with unique art pieces was indeed admiral as any passion was. the pieces were not to her taste but who was she to judge art ? after all , she may know music &. dancing but anything to do with the medium of art she was terrible at. from drawings , paintings , clay , etc ... she could not manage to make anything beyond a sorry attempt. that was why she had a deep admiration for it although more conventional pieces caught her eye especially watercolor paintings. the chaos of blended colors made her heart swell. the mannequins before her ... there was something she could not quite put her finger on what bothered her.

      rubbing her arm , he leaned forward to reach out for the piece. his gloved hand drew towards her throat , her breath stopped eyes widening betraying her calm. he came closer than expected. the paranoia from earlier flared within. no ... stop letting your nerves get to you. shaking her head , she smiled up at him before gazing directly at him. ❛    yes , of course. examine them as much as you would like. i can also remove it if that is your preference.    ❜ vocals evened , her composure brought back to baseline. be charming or else you would never hear the end of it , how her coldness ended a potential deal. her chin rose to give him a better view. ❛    hand casted , perfect condition. it is from the early 1930's. preserved by my family's jewelers.    ❜ the suitcase she carried brought into view. ❛    if you are interested i have more jewelry that may perk your interest. from the same era. although , i believe it would be more appropriate to speak in a more private place due to the valuableness of these pieces.    ❜ no need to have prying eyes on her &. be made a target for theft even if her bodyguards were close by. @holyscorch.

[sigrika]

@gracelis s.c

"The   soliskin   are   quite   fond   of   you"   Sigrika   smiled   softly,   giving   the   one   in   her   arms   a   gentle   squeeze.   "hehe,   they   can   tell   when   a   person   has   a   kind   heart   and   tend   to   cling   closely   to   them.   I   think   by   the   time   you   leave   you'll   have   a   whole   lot   of   new   friends!"

[gracelis]

       the eye depicting a sun stared at her. long lashes blinked at the soliskin who seemed to be transfixed. listening to the girl who had fiery red tresses that exuded joy , a smile formed on her face. ❛    are they now ?    ❜ she leaned over to give the green creature a gentle headpat. it did a dance as it twirled. ❛    too bad i cannot take them with me. they are adorable.    ❜ the soliskin began to bounce beside her. crouching she got closer to the ground , smelling the grass &. the light perfume of flowers. ❛    are you their keeper ? they seem awfully fond of you.    ❜ she did seem like a shepherdess how they let her hug &. play with them to her heart's content.

[gracelis]

if you meet elodie very early on in her immortality she will be far more gracious &. sweet …also she will be absolutely amazed at good food. feed her delicious things she will be so shocked at taste &. adore your muse.

[gracelis]

elodie giving healing kisses is something on my mind. because she can heal others , it just exhausts her. but her giving a tiny kiss on a wound to accelerate its healing or kissing someone’s forehead when they have a headache … &. they feel a small relief. ahhh it’s so sweet &. small.

[ivynightshade]

fatima aamer bilal, excerpt from moony moonless sky’s ‘i am an observer, but not by choice.’

[text id: my fist has always been clenched around the handle of an invisible suitcase. / i am always ready to leave. / there is not a single room in this world where i belong.]

[mounchii]

The Moon✨🌕