There is a moment in time between Balekin's gleeful, sly smirk and the sharp inhale of breath himself takes in that Cardan wishes to scream that he is wrong; that Balekin ― albeit the one who raised him with an iron fist and a heart of stone for majority of his life ― does not know the first thing about him to make such accusations, that enough time has gone by where his hand has been forced to slain to protect those that he loves and that the eldest Greenbriar would be of no particular exception― and yet, the words seem to die upon his tongue, trapped by the walls of his throat in the all too familiar ( and quite frankly painful ) way of the Folk attempting a lie. Alas, he brushes such into the back of his head, upon the pile of thoughts meant to be avoided until he is four bottles into faerie wine, where his thoughts circle his head like a flock of irksome, angered sprites.
❛ Enough time has gone by, brother. Are you truly certain you wish to bargain your head on a mere assumption ? You, the coward, who has always operated through the hands of others ? I would have thought you would be more careful. Particularly now, when there is nought you can run to and no allies for you to deceive death yet again. ❜ Cardan states, with his voice being little more other than a hissing growl, an act similar to an animal ready to pounce. When the Prince's silver eyes fell upon the hilt of his blade held within his shaking grasp and upon witnessing the mild humour in his face, reminiscing him of a time when the other would scold and laugh upon all the ways with which the youngest Prince held the faux, wooden blade in his hand, Cardan's eyes narrow upon his thin figure and his gaze hardens.
There is half a thought in his head to command him to cease his aimless talking, to point out that he has the power now, and yet, all intent evaporates within an instance as his brother begins to sneer about how his own daughter calls him father, and of all the ways he has hurt her ― and though none was explicitly stated, considering the way himself was raised under Balekin's iron grip, it does not take much for the High King to imagine them all. One is worse than the other and as mental images flash before his eyes of how his flesh and blood, his most alike daughter, was abused, Cardan cannot help but flinch whilst his body shakes with pure, uncontained wrath.
How dared he lay a hand on her ? Who gave him the right to strip her from her youth and fill her with fear and uncertainty, as he had done to himself ? Cordelia was a child whose only fault was that she was born from the Greenbriar whom Balekin felt the most wronged for ― and breaking her must have certainly given the eldest a feeling of exhilaration, of divine justice. In a way, breaking Cordelia's spirit has been a means of revenge, and her suffering is no one's fault but the High King's.
He should have protected her more. He never should have looked away, not even for that split second, for it was nought but that split second that led down to this exact moment. Alas, Cardan shall have the remainder of his exceedingly long life to fault himself for the torn childhood that was granted to his youngest girl; for now, he merely has to take care of the thorny enemy that is standing before him, looking as certain and as arrogant as he has ever been.
He needs not look to know that Cordelia is watching this sparring with her breath hitched within her throat, torn between wishing that the monster before her died, and then being consumed by the guilt of such whim, given that he has been the one to care for her throughout those long years. He needs not see the desperation in her eyes to know it is there. He has felt it there ― It is the same desperation that coated his sharp features upon that fateful night when the crown was placed upon his head and he was declared High King, as well as the night that Jude supposedly ran her sword through his chest.
❛ She was in no need of molding for she was perfect. And you, are not her father. I am and you thieved me from all the moments of watching her grow. And for that, you shall pay. ❜ Growls Cardan. His lips are curled to reveal his sharp canines and his eyes ― filled to the brim with raw wrath ― are diluted in such a way that the gold seems to swallow all evidence of the blackness, shimming in a feverish exasperation. Indeed, his emotions rule him; and yet, he has found that it is reigning with those particular emotions that he has finally found peace. ❛ Pick up your sword brother and spar. Waste not my time. ❜