you'll live without i'll live within
Read it on ao3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/85974631 By: Reddie2Run by Reddie2Run REDDIE SILENT RETREAT AU Richie Tozier is a closeted famous comedian who has raging panic attacks every night. Eddie Kaspbrak just went through a divorce from hell and he's never hated himself more. Maybe they both thought a silent retreat would fix them. They didn't expect the retreat to be a complete joke. They didn't expect moleskin journals and cloud therapy. Richie planned to leave. Eddie planned to sue. They didn't plan to swap journals. Eddie wasn't supposed to let his eyes stray during interior meditation. Richie wasn't supposed to smoke cigarettes out on their divided balcony, either. They had both noticed each other far before they swapped journals anyways. ... An arrow at the bottom of the page pointed to the left, Richie flipped back to his Haiku page. Only one thing was written. “Little red shorts. Just. Tempt me tempt me. What color– Are those eyes, Honey?" Right next to the word honey, ink smudged as if he’d tried to erase it, Eddie had written again: (Fuck me till it’s gone) Words: 44218, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: IT (Movies - Muschietti), IT - Stephen King Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: M/M Characters: Richie Tozier, Eddie Kaspbrak Relationships: Eddie Kaspbrak/Richie Tozier Additional Tags: Alternate Universe, Strangers to Lovers, silent retreat au, Adult Losers Club (IT), Heavy Angst, Angst and Fluff and Smut, Eventual Smut, Mental Health Issues, POV Eddie Kaspbrak, POV Richie Tozier, POV Alternating, Richie Tozier is a Mess, Eddie Kaspbrak is a Mess, Divorced Eddie Kaspbrak, Comedian Richie Tozier, Richie Tozier Has Panic Attacks, Closeted Character, Sonia Kaspbrak's A+ Parenting, Myra Kaspbrak Being Terrible, Implied/Referenced Cheating, Passive Suicidality, Diary/Journal, Bottom Eddie Kaspbrak/Top Richie Tozier, Mutual Pining, Mutual Masturbation, Semi-Public Sex, Sneaking Around, Depression, Angst and Humor, Comfort/Angst, Neighbors, Conjoined Balconies, Making Out, Dry Humping, Anal Sex, Blow Jobs, Rimming, Hypochondriac Eddie Kaspbrak, Suicidal Richie Tozier, Hiking, Swimming, Nature, Other Ships Not Mentioned in Tags, Background Poly, We love Polyamory, Sarcasm, Cynicism, Song: Florida!!! (Taylor Swift ft. Florence + the Machine), Song: Frightened Whispers in the Dark (Bears Den), Song: the cure (Olivia Rodrigo), Song: Everybody Breaks Up Anyway (Suki Waterhouse), Song: Apocalypse (Cigarettes After Sex)
