Milan

[callese]

refseek.com

www.worldcat.org/

link.springer.com

http://bioline.org.br/

repec.org

science.gov

pdfdrive.com

[februarytrash]

dear diary, my grandma has always been a weird girl. she raised me. she forced me to call this tree in our neighborhood “姐姐(older sister)” when i was in preschool. she commanded me to hug this tree. i don’t want to upset her so i did.

3 days ago (20 years later from that) when i was very sad & freaking out, it’s rainy. i didn’t know where to go. i walked around and i remembered this tree (my sister). i went to her.under. she’s so big. she covered all the rain. i hugged the trunk. i told her sorry i didn’t visit you for so long. i told her idk what to do. i looked up. suddenly one drop of rain dripped on my cheek from her leaf. i felt shocked. so you know i am sad and you know i want to cry at this moment, right?

[caribbeanangel]

iron gate doors in new york.

[caribbeanangel]

[tracesofsandalwood]

Photographed by Laurence Jaugey-Paget in Making Out: The Book of Lesbian Sex and Sexuality,1995

[xanaxfarts]

Flyer for the Clit Club, NYC (1996)

[draconym]

I think it sucks that you have to go to so many different kinds of doctor to take care of yourself. It's the 21st century. I should be able to go to a single office where they scan me with a big xerox machine and tell me what I'm allergic to and why my tummy hurts and if I have any cancer or cavities or if my glasses prescription has changed. And then I should get a sticker.

[bideogaymes]

i wonder what different ethnic group’s philosophies on control are and how that shows up in how they choose to organize or structure their societies & see themselves.

bc im thinking about AI and robotics rn bc of a video i just watched that was thought provoking, but of course did the white academic thing of never naming whiteness, orientalism, & antiblackness as a factor in why throughout the documented history of robotics/automatons in Europe that they take the shapes they do. or even exploring that and its implications on the shaping & philosophy of modern day attempts at building fully autonomous ones. and no mention of animism. that’s one gripe i have about the video. everything else makes me question & feel curious more than anything.

like the topic of AI hallucinations getting worse bc AI doesn’t have a physical context for the things it’s being tasked to replicate and synthesize. that makes so much sense to me lol. it has no concept of physical limitations or restraint on its being so how can it accurately reproduce any of that? none of the tech is there yet fr, especially not giving it form with a tactile response to outside stimuli. it wouldn’t necessarily need a human shaped form either, just a form that allows it to learn itself and its shape maybe? and it made me think about how i suffer from dissociation, dysmorphia, & depersonalization pretty much constantly and have difficulty connecting my reflection or pictures to the idea of my “self”. or like how i do have to consciously pilot my body at times bc i “forget” to breathe or see controlling my body as a series of silent commands and steps.

makes me wanna read more good science fiction again, preferably not steeped in a white, european, or european colonized/occupied academic perspective, either.

[greatgoosebumps]

what do you do with a broken heart? Not an injury you bring to the doctor or you remedy at home with an elixir or medication. Maybe when you look inside you’ll see that the fragments were mirrors pointing back to you. Maybe you broke it yourself, can you sew with your eyes closed? Mending a shirt just to stretch and tear it again the next day, another direction. Who can you blame but who wears the shirt?

At this time I’m reminded of my poetry I’ve neglected. The quiet feels nice. Some focus feels nice.

I don’t want to lie to myself though. I miss them tenderly. This was the best relationship I ever had. I’m disgusted in disgusted. I’m not mad at them though. I’m scared. I wanna do better with my friendships I wanna do better on myself. I wish to talk to them though. I at times felt sad that they were who I was the closest too. I’m sorry that I had that pressure on them. I’m glad they have close friendships they’ve had for years. I wish it was summer I wish I could be freeier. I wish to scream I wish to cry I don’t know how long it’ll truly take for me to get over our romance. I think what hurts more is where it could’ve gone. The hopes for tomorrow.

I feel content at the thought of taking a month alone I think I need that, I think it’ll be for the best.

I’m so sad we didn’t kiss goodbye

[achillesinhighheels]

Lovisa Lager by Rémi Lamandé, 2021

a tribute project to Namio Harukawa

[achillesinhighheels]

[thephotoregistry]

From Red Thistle, 2007-2011

Davide Monteleone

[wordpress-blaze-214022834]

What do you do to be involved in the community?

Personally, I shared my spirit startup, Divine Arts Bookstore's kid's offer for a free book among the 25 book Starseed Library planned with community directors of volunteer programs, autisitc children at Montessori, aspiring children book authors in Hawaii & middle-aged minority mothers in Chicago, shared Divine Arts Boutique products with fellow lightworkers and starseeds (5d garden banners and Akashic journals), and speak with everyday individuals and groups to inpsire folks with the good news of 5d Earth & humanity's ascension plan when doing daily errands whether it's waiting in lines in stores or chilling with my Froopy cat at the pet park as well as on social media through Divine Arts' platform. I've also recently cathartically enjoyed writing and sharing poems about healing from trauma and abuse in relationships as well as encouraged awakening of starseeds globally to catalyze humanity's 5d shift by doing the same when writing about my Lyran starseed roots recently discovered and corrected from an Akashic reading. There is a personal story about Akashic Records readings I'd like to warn folks about here for soul guidance. I was actually incorrectly* read as an Andromedan as the first individuation from Source bc this psychic was channeling false ascended masters from false light webbed matrx systems that only upon vigorous research did I understand to be the case 3 years later! You can rummage through the poems on the Divine Art's Poetry in Motion page to feel the authenticity of the Lyran starseed reading I received and was inspired instantly to compose as this reading was based on pure soul RESONANCE that is an undeniable and perceptible frequency* since all is energy! And so, as a helpful reminder for those interested in reading your own Akasha or soul memories file as avatars across this 15d universe, I'd like to emphasize that SOUL RESONANCE* is how this is accurately and properly done. Each individual possesses a distinct frequency where a particular "radio station" within your individual field of energy forms a signature that is UNIQUE to you and so may be accessed DIRECTLY by only the individual or those whom they've given consent to. Unfortunately, there have been many false light, negative shadow agenda, & ai "overlays" on the real records to divert souls away from this wisdom by providing false emotionally triggering information to recycle them back into a reincarnation matrix where that consciousness energy is harvested as "loosh" and where false ascended masters like Yeshua are used as well as loved ones, pets, etc. posing as imposter false light ai created souless artifacts to divert and redirect them back into the Controller's matrx. Of course this isn't anything anyone likes to hear though being inspired by this truth allows one to act with spiritual integrity and wisdom to seek, know and honor one's true unique soul calling and life path that the soul originally signed up for prior to water sliding into 🌍's orbit ; )

https://videopress.com/v/fLlid0ZV?resizeToParent=true&cover=true&preloadContent=metadata&useAverageColor=true Divine Arts Bookstore: Love and Light 1: Transmuting Karma for 5D

https://videopress.com/v/cMqRK8su?resizeToParent=true&cover=true&preloadContent=metadata&useAverageColor=true Divine Arts Bookstore: Love and Light 2: Liquid Memory: Three Tales of Water in the Making and Breaking of Civilizations

https://videopress.com/v/SIZGcUVS?resizeToParent=true&cover=true&preloadContent=metadata&useAverageColor=true Divine Arts Poetry in Motion #10: "Harmonizing Horns"; this is about harmonizing light and dark within one's inner kingdom toward ascension and liberation from the matrx. As Earth is now in a 5d frequency, it is up to humanity to now level up in vibration. This requires tremdous courage and strength as shadow work becomes necessary in this process where in order to ascend, one must first transmute weighty karma & face one's personal demns (mainly from fears and insecurities stemming from limiting beliefs and negative patterns of behavior) to dimensionally rise to freedom in tbe return to Source/God!

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Source: What do you do to be involved in the community?

[stuffaboutminneapolis]

The standoff with agents happened on Jan. 8, one day after an ICE agent shot and killed Renee Good in south Minneapolis. Wooten’s refusal to comply with ICE was captured on video and posted to Facebook. 

The agents tried everything to intimidate the guard.

 “You can’t come back here, bro,” Wooten can be heard in the video saying to an agent wearing a mask and sunglasses. “I’m talking to your manager,” the agent said. Wooten responded: “No, you’re talking to security, I’m in charge.”

ICE left empty-handed. Wooten said he just stood his ground, “10 toes down.”

“I was doing my job like I’m supposed to,’’ Wooten said. “If you don’t stand for something, you’ll fall for anything. I just want to make my family safe because I’ve been here three years.”

[coshayphinelove]

I know I haven't posted regularly on this blog in years but I'm not seeing a whole lot of posts on this site about what's happening in Minneapolis right now. And the posts I am seeing are not covering the scope of it. I'm genuinely surprised because tumblr is usually where I find out about things organically through my feed. So I'm making a post about it.

A brief summary of events, from someone who pays attention and also lives here, best taken with a grain of salt and some fact checking:

2020: George Floyd is murdered by Minneapolis police. There are weeks of protests about it. It makes national news. Protests happen in DC. The infamous Trump and his bible photo shoot happens.

2024: Gov. Tim Walz is Kamala Harris' running mate in the presidential election. He starts the "they're just weird" thing. Is folksy, Trump personally hates him.

November 2025: ICE starts showing up to "crack down" on "illegal immigrants" in our Somali community. I may remember the numbers wrong, but something like 90% of our Somali neighbors are either naturalized or were born here. People distribute ICE whistles and are on high alert. Localized to the twin cities.

December 2025: Nick Shirley is paid by a bunch of MN Republicans to do an exposé on daycare fraud. I didn't hear much about this. All I really know is this was an ongoing investigation that MN officials were already taking care of and some of the guilty parties have already gone to court from a COVID era food assistance program. Mostly, if not all, legal US citizens. He did a really bad job at doing journalism and just showed up to day cares with a camera crew and went "YUP nobody's here" as if they weren't in lock-down procedure because some fuck ass white men showed up with camera equipment that could easily be mistaken for guns. I believe. I will fact check all of this and will correct myself in a reblog if necessary. (source but not all the details that I remember hearing about but they said there was no recorded evidence of fraud)

Conservative internet explodes. Kristi Noem sends a mess of agents. I know it's more than a thousand more. They call it Operation Metro Surge. They are going everywhere. There are protests. People try to interrupt the arrests. It's a lot.

1/7/2026: Renee Nicole Good is shot by an ICE agent in the middle of a protest. A few blocks away from where George Floyd was killed. Broad daylight. In front of a crowd. While she was following instructions to turn her vehicle around. Jonathan Ross, the piece of shit Nazi who did it, was recording on his phone the whole time, switched his phone to his non dominant hand so he could more effectively shoot her in the face from 2 feet away. Claims self defense, several angles immediately disprove him. He releases his video, he calls her a "fucking bitch" as her corpse drives away. Does not help him at all. (source) He has not been seen since. Some photos/reports exist of a bunch of agents showing up to his house and taking some tubs and art away. His wife is an immigrant. (source but it's the daily mail so grain of salt.)

Not hours later they go raid a school and tear gas a bunch of kids. (source). Minneapolis has switched to distance learning. I'm not sure about St. Paul.

The last week: There are up to 3,000 ICE agents here. Keep in mind Minneapolis and St. Paul only have 600 or fewer police officers each. So these dudes are roaming in packs. It's 2-4 dudes to a car and 2-5 cars per pack. People are "commuting with" ICE agents to honk and alert people that they're there. People are going on patrols with their neighbors.

ICE is no longer asking "are you a citizen." They are simply walking up to you and taking you into custody. They are going door to door. They have started just breaking the door down if you don't comply. They are driving recklessly to just grab pedestrians and drivers alike (source). People are afraid to go get groceries. It's all over the state. I am learning names of cities in places I thought were just factory farm land and I've lived here my whole life because they're doing raids there. I had to text my family in the suburbs because I saw reports of my small little hometown an hour away getting door knocks today.

It's insane and I am not doing it justice. There are thousands of masked federal agents roaming around all of Minnesota with no warrant or specific goal. They are just trolling around looking for people. They are detaining anyone and everyone. They are beating people. They are pepper spraying people. They are kidnapping people. They are acting unconstitutionally, aggressively, and unpredictably. They are creating situations that are dangerous so that they can try to justify beating or shooting their way out. I will run an errand and then get fed a tiktok that was shot from the Cub Foods that I just left and there's 20+ ICE vehicles parked there now. They're taking people from work, from day care, from schools, from shopping centers.

Iceout.org tracks ice sightings. This is a screen shot with the date set to 12/1/2025.

And from today.

They have cut off SNAP and WIC benefits. Just for us. Not any other state, just Minnesota. They're saying it's because of fraud but I think it's because they hate that we use federal funds to give free breakfast and lunch to every public school student.

And this is breaking just now, 1/13/2026: the DOJ is trying to investigate Renee Good's widow. 4 people have resigned about it. (source). I don't even want to read the article to see what they're saying.

So that's a brief history.

Unicorn Riot is doing a lot of good reporting and they don't seem to have the spin that a lot of local news stations will have where they downplay everything. This article specifically goes into a lot of the specific instances of brutality.

It's also a rumor on TikTok that all of the videos of ICE and protests and the such and the like are being geo locked. So my feed is all footage of people being detained and talking about the "commuting" they're doing and what they're seeing but people outside of the state are not seeing it. So if you're also on that infernal app, try searching for Minneapolis or Minnesota and see what you see. I'm kind of curious if this is true. Because I've been living and breathing ICE and doomsday prepping content for a week. I'm sure those two topics aren't connected.

I don't really know what my goal with this post is. I'm tired. I'm in the first ring of suburbs, so it's been pretty quiet. But I have friends in south Minneapolis. And I'm worried for them. And I know it's a matter of time before my quiet pocket is affected. Because they're coming door to door.

Pay attention to Minnesota, I think an example is being made of us.

[theinternetarchive]

three decorative panels of lacquer with ivory and shell inlays; overall: 90.8 x 48.3 x 2.9 cm; japan, edo period to meiji period c. 1800s.

[santhique]