not a want...

independent sin of envy . written by becca .

[acediaus-blog]

    Rubbing his eyes and yawning, Shay stretched himself out, temporarily increasing the range of his sprawl with his long limbs. He was slow to sit up and scoot forward afterwards. His sleepy, placid expression showed no hint of urgency as his companion grew more and more upset.

      “Meh… True. 

   I’m sure whatever happened was a simple mistake; I doubt anyone stole it. 

       Where do you usually set it down?”

[greenwxthenvy-blog]

      His lack of urgency really caused her anxiety to spike. Perhaps she was worrying too much, over such a trivial object, yet it was not cheap to keep up the payment. How could she ever get him to understand her pain? Probably not. Shay never cared too much about what she babbled about.

      “Listen-- imagine something of yours was missing. I need to find it.”

[jxffrey-woods-deactivated201502]

fill out with muse info.

[greenwxthenvy-blog]

name: Estellise Arias-Graham alias: Estelle, Envy, Sin gender: Female

age: 22 date of birth: October 26th spoken languages: English and Spanish  romantic preference: Biromantic sexual preference: Bisexual occupation: Wished to be an actress-- now a full time sin criminal record: N/A

disorders: Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Panic Disorder, Social Anxiety Disorder  eye color: Brown hair color: Brown  height : 5′5″ scars: scratch marks upon her arms, legs, stomach-- anywhere her nails could dig due to her constant state of worry  burns: one on her neck, only from her child accidently burning her with a straightener  overweight: No underweight: No

favourite color: Green favourite food: Anything greasy yet any fruit favourite drink: A “green” smoothie . favourite candy: jolly ranchers 

had sex: Yes  had sex in public: No  gotten pregnant: Yes  kissed a boy: Yes kissed a girl: Yes  gotten tattoos: One upon her ribcage that says Forever and Always, with the intials of her husband and son . gotten piercings: Multiple upon ears  smoked / drank / done drugs: No had a broken heart: Yes been in love: Yes needed surgery: Yes stayed up for more than 24 hours: Yes

a virgin: No a cuddler: Yes a kisser: Yes scared easily: Yes jealous easily: Yes trustworthy: Depends  single: No  considered mean: No harmed themselves: Yes thought of suicide: No attempted suicide: No wanted to kill someone: No fears: Being forgotton, not good enough, being alone, crowded places, being put on the spot (lots of other things) siblings: No parents: A single dad children: Yes, a son named Atticus  pets: N/A

[hanarichinspiration-blog]

quirks my muse habitually has.

[sempiiterniity-deactivated20160]

Writers, bold all of your character’s regular truths.

1. Smoking: the action or habit of inhaling and exhaling the smoke of tobacco or a drug. 2. Binge drinking: the consumption of an excessive amount of alcohol in a short period of time. 3. Drug abuse: the habitual taking of illegal drugs. 4. Nail biting: a common body language sign of anxiety/tension. 5. Lip biting: a common body language sign of anxiety/tension. 6. Night Owl: a person who is habitually active or wakeful at night. 7. Early bird: a person who rises, arrives, or acts before the usual or expected time. 8. Negative attitudes: a philosophy of approaching life with criticism and pessimism. 9. Positive attitudes: a philosophy of approaching life with optimism and confidence. 10. Swearing: the use of offensive language. 11. Superstitious: an irrational belief that an object, action, or circumstance not logically related to a course of events influences its outcome. 12. Inspecting fingernails: a common body language sign of boredom. 13. Scratching your neck: a common body language sign of uncertainty. 14. Foot and finger tapping: a common body language sign of stress/impatience. 15. Nose touch: a subtle body language sign of deceit. 16. Flipping hair: a common body language sign of craving attention. 17. Twirling hair: a common body language sign of flirtation. 18. Cracking knuckles: a common body language sign of readiness. 19. Hands behind back: a common body language sign of confidence. 20. Finger pointing: a common body language sign of authority. 21. Hands on hips: a common body language sign of readiness. 22: Hands in pockets: a common body language sign of mistrust/reluctance. 23. Frequent touch: a common body language sign of warmth/familiarity.  24. Throat-clearing: a common body language sign of rejection/doubt. 25: Jaw-clenching: a common body language sign of hostility. 26: Eye-rolling: a common body language sign of irritation. 27: Head-tilt: a common body language sign of interest. 28. Whistling: to emit high-pitched sound by forcing breath through a small hole between one’s lips or teeth; usually to a tune. 29. Humming: make a low, steady continuous sound like that of a bee; usually to a tune. 30. Perfectionism: refusal to accept any standard short of perfection. 31. Photographic memory: the ability to remember information or visual images in great detail. 32. Paranoia: a mental condition characterized by delusions of persecution, unwarranted jealousy, or exaggerated self-importance, typically worked into an organized system. 33. Exaggeration: a statement that represents something as better or worse than it really is. 34: Intuitive: using or based on what one feels to be true even without conscious reasoning; instinctive. 35: Quick-witted: showing or characterized by an ability to think or respond quickly and effectively. 36: Interrupting: breaking the continuity of a conversation with one’s own statements. 37: Doodling: to scribble or make rough drawings, absent-mindedly. 38: Irritable: having or showing a tendency to be easily annoyed.  39: Gambling: to play games of chance for money; bet. 40: Travel-sick: suffering from nausea caused by the motion of a moving vehicle, boat, or aircraft. 41: Sensitive: having or displaying a quick and delicate appreciation of others’ feelings. 42: Melancholy: a feeling of pensive sadness, typically with no obvious cause. 43: Chewing gum: the exercise of chewing flavoured gum which is not intended for swallowing. 44: Fidgeting: to make small movements, especially of the hands and feet, through nervousness or impatience. 45: Skeptical: not easily convinced; having doubts or reservations. 46: Neat-freak: compulsively obsessed with cleanliness. 47: Gossiping: divulging personal information about others. 48: Prim: feeling or showing disapproval of anything regarded as improper; stiffly correct. 49: Abbreviating: Giving others nicknames/shortening names/giving pet names.  50: Having a catchphrase: having a sentence or phrase typically associated with a specific person.

[edhelernil-a-deactivated2018020]

fifteen associations.

[greenwxthenvy-blog]

animal: dog . colour(s): green . month: may . song: take me home -- jess glynne . number: 13 . day or night: night . plant: gypsophila (baby’s breath) . smell: mint . gemstone: emerald . season: spring . place: home . food: soup . astrological sign: scorpio . elements: water . drink: smoothie .

[dailyactress]

[acediaus-blog]

     He may have tuned into what she was saying about halfway through. Poor Shay was half-asleep and unprepared. He was able to figure out what she was talking about, though. He waits for the most subtle pause in her rambling, and manages to interject.

      “Last place I saw it was in your hands… Or was it here? 

         I don’t know…  What color is the case again?”

[greenwxthenvy-blog]

       With all his inquiries, she’d go right back to rambling once more. All she wanted was her dang phone and the questions were making her more riled up, as well as agitated. “Shay-- I had it in my hand, yes, like everyone with a phone. But the problem is I’ve lost it." A pause, “The case is green with a floral print. Did someone steal it? I really hope not. Dammit.” 

[greenwxthenvy-blog]

        “Sloth--... Shay, I lost my phone. Please tell me you have seen it somewhere. I cannot lose it. Did someone take it? I don’t know why they would. It was only a measly 5s and not a 6s Plus.” And so she rambled. 

[canalberona]

 Get to know me   [2/5] female characters: Misaki Ayuzawa                 “People yell at me a lot and tell me to act feminine, but I believe it’s best to be the way I am." 

[stydiaislove]

“Are you trying to frighten me?”