Welcome to my toxic hell

mod blog????? I have no idea. @Ranler's mod secret acc if you find this you're lucky i guess ☢ pfp by shimo btw ☢ there's lots of doodles and rants here ☢ he/him, neurodivergent and adult

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u birthday??? happy birthday??? !!!! also curious, are u alright with um oc fanart?? ur ocs are soso cool very good designs!!!!

thankies!! :D and yes, i'm totally fine with that ^^ (thank you!!!)

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He brought him to the future

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Redrawing the rabies yaoi for pride

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Swordtail looks like he could easily snap Hadeon in half

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Hadeon looks unhealthy skinny because he stores fat in his tail like a gecko/some breed of sheep. And that's why it's so big

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Damn, hadeon's gonna be 3 in five days, that's crazy

His canonical birthday is in January (cuz I like projecting) but I actually created him in February

Teehee

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You know, how cats purr when they are in pain

What if Hadeon found out he could purr when the accident (when he lost half of his tail) happened

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It's 5am and I had a thought.

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Hadeon tricking Swordtail into kissing him

Like

Ahah if you wanna come over to my place you need to kiss me cuz it'll make you immune against radiation for a bit.........

Then Swordtail stabs him/j

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It's 5am and I had a thought.

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Listened to rät a few days ago and it gave me so so many angst ideas

I wish I was good at writing

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Working on new Swordtail redesign:] idk how to draw side profiles

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Uh oh I might infodump

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I need to find a pretty dress for Hadeon uh

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Swordtail's blood would taste like hot sauce

Ask Hadeon, he would know

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Gmhh stupid things dump

I'm making it canon that Ran has a bunch of cats including big cats he rescued or something..

Hadeon Swordtail doodle dump too uwu

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I forgot about this blog oops

Anyway I find it funny how in that fandom, when I get too curious what they are up to and go check the tags, it's just absolute chaos. It's only pathetic copycats of my friend's ocs, shitpost, "I'm 13 and I think sh is cool and edgy" and low-key nsfw-ish stuff. What the hell, what happened since we all left, lol? Also it's always a shock when I look at the posts, and I think, yea, they are just a bunch of 13 yo. And then I look at their blog and they are fucking adults.. well I don't feel sorry anymore about being mean in their back 💀

I'm such a hater, I'm always here like wow I'm glad I left, this is hopeless. Also, I find it kinda creepy how this "fandom" has so much in common with a cult? A small community, where you feel safe at first and think everything is perfect, but then when you look beneath the surface you see how bad it gets, and if you leave/ DARE to say anything, you become enemy number 1 of the elite, you are seen as a traitor and get sent hate anons. The fact that nobody really knows about this blog but this anon still found it to send hate because I closed asks on my main? Lmao, chill.

Also I find it ironic AF how this 2022 wave I was in (technically I was here already in 2021 but I just wasn't that active), we were constantly getting ignored, seen as less than others, but now that we left, people are just blatantly copying our concepts.

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Enemies to lovers who?

Isn't it awesome how this is the first thing I draw in 2024... Gay peopl