hymns to fantasia

[greyhymn]

Because tumblr is a stupid addiction and I cannot bring myself to delete this blog, I am starting from scratch here. 

[greyhymn]

For the later evening crowd.

[greyhymn]

Because tumblr is a stupid addiction and I cannot bring myself to delete this blog, I am starting from scratch here. 

[greyhymn]

For the evening crowd.

[greyhymn]

Because tumblr is a stupid addiction and I cannot bring myself to delete this blog, I am starting from scratch here. 

[thequotejournals]

I couldn’t see the point of getting up. I had nothing to look forward to.

Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar (via thequotejournals)

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(via fleshcvlt)

[greyhymn]

I'm deactivating my tumblr accounts tonight. It's been real fun everyone. Good luck with all your endeavors. Cheers.

[greyhymn]

I am debating whether to delete this blog or not. Stay tuned I guess.

[spoonandfork]

Engraving of Human male skull collected from the Admiralty Islands in the South Western Pacific on the Challenger voyage, 1872–76. from the Natural History Museum - London, UK

[wnq-anonymous]

Comics by Colleen Butters Perfectly Describe What It Is Like to Deal with Depression

[greyhymn]

I wish I could just hit delete on myself.

[greyhymn]

If I disappear again it's because this stupid cycle isn't over.

[thelovejournals]

I think of you so often you have no idea.

James Joyce, Ulysses (via thelovejournals)

[greyhymn]

Don't give up on yourself. Your friends haven't given up on you.

Honestly I’m surprised I still have friends after all the shit I put them through.

[greyhymn]

I don't know if you're the hugging type, but here's a digital hug if you want it: *hug* One day everything will be better and you'll feel more in control.

Hopefully so. It’s hard to be optimistic.

[greyhymn]

I cannot stress how frustrating it is to not know if I am really starting to be in the clear of a recent depression cycle or if I'm just having a small manic spell before another crash. And then there's the irrational fear of feeling "off" when I finally have my mental health under control. I don't know what's happening in my head anymore.

[thefrizzkid-deactivated20220425]

Healing is not linear

[greyhymn]

Book recommendation for when you get a break between semesters! Have you ever read Alan Moore's "From Hell"? I think it would fit into your interests. Yes, it's a rather grim and bloody book to recommend (being about Jack the Ripper and all), but it's also extremely impressive in terms of both writing and art. It's also suffused with a Blakean mysticism. If you have read it, I'm sure you'll agree - and maybe you'll give it a reread now! If you haven't read it, I think you'll like it.

Oh man - you don’t know how much I want to read From Hell. It is definitely one of the titles I am looking for every time I go to a used bookstore. I always think about getting it for myself when I get a really good coupon from Barnes and Noble, only to discover that the store doesn’t have it (but that’s how I got Blankets though!). It definitely fits given my thesis interests but yes. That would be a great end-of-semester gift to myself.

[benjaminwarnitz]

A little animation of Eleven, based on an original drawing by my friend Julia !