* END / ME ! @griefthrived - Tumblr Blog

hi i know i don’t need to make this post but i’m really sorry i haven’t been around as much as i want / should be. i struggle with anxiety and depression and with everything going on lately, it can be really hard to focus. i want to write so badly and plot with everyone and sort connections and have a good time but that’s really difficult for me rn. i hope i’m able to get over this slump sooner rather than later but just know i feel really bad about not being around on all of my accounts and i miss you all and i love you all sm <3

#gave the dash a quick lil break before reblogging it on my last two accounts lmaooo

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all the bright places by jennifer niven self harm mention.

“i’m still feeling kind of under the weather.”

“let’s talk about you. i want to know how you’re feeling.”

“have you thought about hurting yourself?”

“it’s okay to laugh, you know. the earth’s not going to split open.”

“please call me back. i’m worried. i’m sorry. i love you.”

“i’m eating breakfast. the most important meal of the day.”

“how are you sleeping? any bad dreams?”

“i kept your secret; you keep mine.”

“where did you get that scar?”

“after that, everything went black. i woke up three hours later in the hospital.”

“my only concern is you.”

“let it out, all that stuff you’re carrying around.”

“i’m just tired. i think i’ll go to bed.”

“nothing that happened is your fault.”

“just be careful with that heart of yours.”

“you don’t need to check up on me.”

“words can be bullies.”

“listen, i’m the freak. i’m the weirdo. i’m the troublemaker.”

“it’s okay. we’re okay. we’re all okay.”

“i can’t promise you i’ll stay around, not because i don’t want to. it’s hard to explain. i’m a fuckup.”

“i get into these moods sometimes, and i can’t shake them.”

“but you’re better now?”

“i’m sorry you’ve had to deal with this in your life.”

“first of all, kiddo, you are good at many things, not just one.”

“everything okay with you?”

“the bad news: surviving this will be the second worst experience of your life. the good news: the worst is already over.”

“break something. smash something. throw something. or scream. just get it out of you.”

“better to keep the unhappy, mad, bad, unpleasant words separate, where you can watch them and make sure they don’t surprise you when you’re not expecting them.”

“a perfect day. start to finish. when nothing terrible or sad or ordinary happens. do you think it’s possible?”

“it’s like i’ve got this angry little person inside me, and i can feel him trying to get out. he’s running out of room because he’s growing bigger and bigger, and so he starts rising up, into my lungs, chest, throat, and i just push him right back down.”

#* memes.#let's get this gOIINNN

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alright, so the accounts i want to focus on while i have the time are: @quaevivit, @storymade, @tophct, @burglarie, @pathforged & @griefthrived and sometimes my multi @buiiltstrong. this doesn’t mean i’ll be constantly active on each one every single day but they’ll be the ones you’ll be able to find me on if i’m not here <3

#* ooc.#my info and such is up now :')

give me a hot sec to link theo’s info and shit y’all love u

#* ooc.

grieforged replied to your post: what if i just brought all my favourite characters...

ooooooooooooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH

;) ;) ;)

#grieforged #I LOVE THESE SIBLINGS!!!!

what if i just brought all my favourite characters back

#* ooc.#theo and wes and maddie and althea and evie #i mean technically i've been on althea and evie a bit but still #oh and beth who i was also on for a bit but need to be on more #ya Feel

i’ll be doing more things here asap !! just trying to survive the last few days of work

#* ooc.

@grieforged continued from here !!

you don’t have to follow. but theo couldn’t very well leave her to wander in on her O W N. who knows what they’d find within the walls at this point ?? she was C A P A B L E and he had seen that more and more lately. but so much could H A P P E N in the span of a few seconds and he wasn’t about to lose her because he allowed his own fear to take over. capable or not, they couldn’t split U P. not now, not ever.

not after everything.

“ no. ” he adjusts the strap of his backpack and straightens his back slightly; squaring his shoulders. the house looked creepy against the darkening of the sky. but they could D O this. they were brave. “ i’ll watch your back. but we don’t split up. ” theo tilted his head to glance at the younger girl; taking in her appearance. she needed a bath desperately. but they B O T H did at this point. “ alright ?? ”

#grieforged #* v. on the road.#this is trash i'm SORRY i have to find his voice again #but !!! i had to reply becaus ei lOVE THESE SIBLINGS SM #and ur tags !!!! yes