Its All Just A Dream

24 // aries // sad

[grillagrip]

I’m only fun for a little while.

[htvpgenny]

I still remember the way my heart sank when you told me you no longer wanted to be with me. What’s funny is that I saw it coming, you were acting so different in the end. Yet, I still wasn’t prepared for that heartbreak. Genuinely the worst feeling ever, watching someone fall head over heels over you to wanting absolutely nothing with you. I just wish I could go back to the beginning, when I was all you ever wanted.

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[11-515]

[dumblr]

I Just Miss Who I Thought You Were.

[grillagrip]

I just hope you're doing well. I don't want to bring up the past, I don't want to open any doors. I want to leave things the way they are. Just let me know you're doing okay

I’m honestly not. But I’ll get there eventually. I have a slight idea of who this may be, thank you for asking.

[grillagrip]

Imagine spending 8 months with someone.

Getting dumped out of no where within a 12 hour period.

And now have been forgotten only a week later.

Ouch.

[thealfaguy]

...how the empty hole in my heart grew, and infected the whole heart.

-Forough Farrokhzad, from Sin: The Selected Poems of F.F.; "When Was the Rise?,"

[afagareis]

[softhe4rted]

the thing is by Ellen Bass

[lestatsdelioncort]

untitled // knuckle puck

[lsxy]

[grillagrip]

I’m sorry. I’ll do better.

[in-over-my-head]

Ever feel like your fading away and no one notices?

[suicideisthesolution]

Don't ask me how I am doing if you won't be there for me when I tell you that I am not okay.

-V. J. @suicideisthesolution

[whathashappenedtome]

[whathashappenedtome]

It is agony to only be loved in the dark. To know that you’re not worth being loved in the light.

It reinforces the shame you’ve grown to attach to anything you do and to anything you enjoy in this life.