but I got debts that no honest man can pay

regrettably, I am here. charlie, 30smthg dyke returning to the very worst of my roots. absolute bevy of self indulgence. (spn sideblog; follows from @bbutterguns; ao3 under heavy construction @absolutebearing).

[grim-work]

anyways the bunker is still dumb. Sam and Dean should have moved into an abandoned motel

THERE’S FIC NOW: The Motel

[seasononesam]

Do you know how full of crap you are?

[the-winchester-fangirl]

they should've had sam making more jokes about his and dean's negligible age gap "are your knees okay" after digging up a grave. "ask if they give out senior citizen discounts" at random motels/diners. "the first vic died in 1843. any chance you knew her?" during research. come on man younger sibling 101

[otheredsam]

outsider POV + calling Sam & Dean white trash

[strawlessandbraless]

i lied. put your clothes back on. we’re watching lazarus rising

[egipci-archive]

Gillian Rose, Love's Work.

[deadmegumi]

definitive amount of time that has to pass after witnessing your brother's brutal murder before it's ok to go to the movies: 3 weeks

[grim-work]

dean & john (& sam) in s1 + everydayhealth.com’s entry on “understanding battered woman syndrome”

[dean-interrupted]

supernatural // the abused and the abuser(s): attachment relationship in dissociative identity disorder, a. sachs

[destielgaysex]

supernatural season 4

sam: guys i think im the devil incarnate

cas and dean for the past thirty-three minutes:

[grim-work]

i don’t think i’ve even seen a more astroturfed show than this weird hockey one. zero to sixty and suddenly every post is about it. i literally do not care

[transthatmasc]

Supernatural is very quotable, but unfortunately the best lines are “you gotta go be gay for that poor dead intern” and “freedom is a length of rope. God wants you to hang yourself with it.”

They encompass the full spectrum of the show from a complex interrogation of religion and free will to satirical borderline homophobic comedy.

[i-make-fun-of-spn-characters]

I just think he might as well have.

[scarlettablack]

Canonically Dean is like... BAD at recognizing when someone isn’t who they say they are. He doesn’t consider that Sam might be possessed in s2 and absolutely takes at face value that he went darkside and killed someone in a fugue state. He also doesn’t recognize when Sam gets body swapped w some nerd kid in s5. Possessed!Bobby’s disowning of Sam (despite having yelled at Dean NOT to do that very thing literally one episode and probably only several hours prior in-universe) is disconcerting to Dean, but it doesn’t ring alarm bells. He confuses Meg for Ruby at first. He can’t recognize when Gadreel is playacting as Sam in s9. And even though he kinda gets the willies around Casifer and knows SOMETHING is up, he doesn’t think that he might not be Cas until it’s made absolutely clear. The only time he’s really ever correctly guessed that someone’s possessed is s1 with Azazel!John

[stickingupforsammy]

Sam, you seem like a good kid. It's not your fault Dean's your brother. We can't pick our family.

[vanglaggle]

me: wow im super sensitive and emotional right now. what the hell is going on

the notorious menstrual cycle:

[grim-work]

actually while we’re out here Knowing and Perceiving. sam did not “smoke pot” in college. he was passed 1 joint and panicked immediately that he’d start talking about banshees. he spent the rest of the night paranoid and wondering when it would Hit him

[grim-work]

he DID NOT inhale