patron saint and fierce protector of outwardly grandiose egotistical characters with a fucked sense of self and weird thought processes and doubtly so if the fandom either hates them for it or completely ignores that part of their characterization in order to make them more palatable to themselves no one gets them like I do its us against the world (doesn't always apply to pfp this was about Ranpo bsd originally but also a Lot of others too.. So.... Perhaps...... If we imagine..........)
We are the growlings please feed us . There was a link here which we deleted cause it's not up to our Standards. Also we now tag posts relating to us or generally more helpful with explaining stuff we have/are like (ex. disability-wise) that we either don't want to or can't fit in a pinned but still see as fairly important as "#growling tag". More silly stuff too cause like why not. I love convenience
-> alterhuman; plural collective/system, and physically nonhuman (fictionkind, holothere, complicated therian).
-> we use "I" very loosely.
-> Call us Growl, Growling or Clowder on here. Unless you're talking to a specific headmate
-> Pluralgender & intergender gnc transfem. Collectively
-> ona/jej, on/jego, ono/jego (PL), it/its or shi/hir (ENG), neutral/non-gendered terms. Mostly
-> we do headmate sign offs so occassionally you'll know if above don't apply. Maybe (edit: this was a falsehood)
-> I AM NOT AMERICAN. I AM NOT AMERICAN. I AM. NOT. AMERICAN!!!!!! NOT A NATIVE ENGLISH SPEAKER EITHERR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAA
Fandoms, fixations, and special interests include, in loose order of intensity: Master Detective Archives: Rain Code, Your Turn to Die, Umamusume: Pretty Derby, Tribe Nine, Ghost Trick, Warriors (cats), Breaking Bad & Better Call Saul, Bungou Stray Dogs, cat coat color genetics, Project: Eden's Garden, Akuma Kun, ZENO remake, My Little Pony, Danganronpa, Mouthwashing, Henry Stickmin.
I don't have a "DNI" (we find them ineffective and just stupid as a concept; especially "basic DNI criteria" which is not only virtue signalling but also does not even mean anything) and probably won't check yours either if it's not easily accessible, ex. I won't click on a carrd link or read your entire several-paragraph pinned post under a cut unless I'm REALLY interested in your blog.
I don't tag a lot of stuff (either I forget or don't know how, usually forget), but generally warnings are tagged in the "cw (thing)" format. Oh and "#alfie don't look" is intented for a mutual but it is also for everything transphobia related (if I don't forget to do that. I forget often) so you can also block that too.
I literally could never be mad at people for "spam liking/reblogging" my stuff tagging me on things or sending me too much asks It Is Fine I thrive on attention and I'm a very very friendly and chill cat please put your fingers through the bars of my inbox. And while I love receiving them I might take a long while to answer or will not know what to say other than a ":3". If my response sounds dry or cold or anything like that then it doesn't mean that I'm mad at you (I probably just had trouble with articulation or a bad case of Very Tired as is typical)
Neurodevelopmentally + physically disabled, stigmatized mental disorders Georg. My brain works differently than yours probably does, I am usually tired and disoriented/confused, very bad with articulating and will often write things in a kind of incomprehensible way, give you very short answers, take very long to do that, or not answer you at all (you can remind if you want) because of my semiverbality and disorganized thoughts also applying to written words, it doesn't mean I'm ignoring you.
I find it hard to talk about anything other than my special interests or hyperfixations, it doesn't mean that I don't care about anything else it's just difficult for me to talk about other topics. We got trouble with knowing when conversations are over, and also don't pick up on social cues or subtle signs (or, when we're trying to "compensate" for it, we end up inventing hidden signs or cues that simply are not there cause we just. Really genuinely don't get how any of this works unless a miracle happens), don't assume we're trying to be rude or offensive on purpose, we just communicate differently and will need you to state it explicitly if you are upset with me about anything or need me to do something, I wouldn't realize otherwise.
I get confused pretty easily and will probably not discuss more "complex" matters unrelated to my hyperfixations and/or special interests (like politics, some discourse, invitations to "debate" you on something etc.) with you so don't bother bringing those up. Similiarly, I may ask you to rephrase something if your wording was too complicated/difficult for me to understand, or to have something clarified or explained in very simple terms. If even then I won't understand and leave the discussion, it's nothing personal.
I will also probably not read your sarcasm or know if you're telling a lie/misinformation as a joke, unless I know you and already memorized all your speech patterns or something. Do not approach me with any sort of teasing, playful rudeness, or "joke" insults, I will not take it the way you intended, and I actually hate how normalized it is now to just "ironically" be mean to strangers on the internet.
I'm not that empathetic/sympathetic, and my tone may be off or I may come off as uncaring/tactless because I just don't really have an idea how to approach most sensitive stuff and because I can't find it in myself to really be able to care about most things that don't directly concern me, so I will usually just try not to talk about those kinds of subjects. If I said something out of pocket then literally just, again, tell me outright, otherwise I will likely not realize so and thus won't do anything about it.
Other (public) blogs:
director-yomi-hellsmile - yomi's main blog. active.
coffeebeancocoa - ashie's main blog. active on and off.
wisterintoxin - seweryn's and ashley's sideblog. active on and off.
wiewiorczy-lot - squirrelflight's sideblog. active on and off.
seth-burroughs - rain code side. active.
clowder-system - plurality-focused side. active.
amaterasu-corporation - rain code pride icons blog. active on and off.
yaoihellsmile - shitpost yomi rp side. on hiatus.
strophaia - akuma kun side. active on and off until season 2 comes out.
ichinose-kazuma - tribe nine side. active on and off.
palebird - warriors designs side. formerly abandoned, but may restart.
"Are you saying we should just allow people to have bad and scary thoughts and feelings??? And talk about them openly??" Yes. Yes I am. Your need to forcibly correct other people's thoughts and feelings into something more palatable and punishing them if they refuse to hide them is FAR more toxic than the hypothetical suicide joke you're getting mad about
"listen to intersex transfems" and it's only the intersex transfems that agree with you and/or fall into your standards of who counts as an intersex transfem
Are they a violent sex pest, experiment, alien/monster or a completely genderless androgynous character or just straight up bigenital fetish?
“haha, m’am they’re good intersex rep”
Looks inside
Character is either a violent sex pest, experiment, alien/monster or a completely genderless androgynous character or just straight up bigenital fetish
i hate hate hate hate the idea that being nonbinary is just a stepping stone to being binary trans. it's why so many trans people forget the word transneutral even exists. it's why so many trans people try to force transmasc/transfem language onto enbies. it's why everyone ACTS like they/them pronouns are an in-between buffer before someone realizes their Real True Gender and drops them because who would ACTUALLY want to use they/them amirite 🤣🤣🤣
no one actually thinks being nonbinary even exists. and god forbid you use neopronouns or you're xenogender. then they'll completely reject you from trans spaces entirely. it's what pisses me off about that one "the pipeline is real" image where they/them pronouns and androgynous presentation are just a means to an end (the end being a binary gender). stop treating enbies like eggs to crack into their Real True Gender. stop disrespecting they/them and it/its and neopronouns. seriously though stop disrespecting it/its users. genuinely. stop it. binary trans people (especially those who are not multigender because i have seen this shit almost exclusively from monogender people) need to stop treating the concept of transneutrality and being nonbinary as irrelevant or less important.
I hate that stupid meme on here that's like "remembers suicide jokes are bad for your mental health"
Actually policing my own thoughts is bad for my "mental health" and pretending that my chronic si isn't there, or that I have to be Serious about it all the time bc si is Bad and Scary and Evil are not gonna help or make it go away
I hope every mentally disabled person acts "incorrectly" in front of you forever in a way that inconveniences and annoys you tumblr user I hope your unimaginable suffering of having to interact with mentally disabled people with compassion which is what's causing the unimaginable suffering apparently never ends
