my unconscious counter-illumination

who's the liar? FREE 🇵🇸🇺🇦🇸🇩 || DO NOT FOLLOW ME FOR MY VENT POSTS || adrien || he/it (+neos) || transmasc (+xenos) || minor (17, 3/28) || scenemo trash || inbox trick or treating in october is welcome!!

[2-kamikou-1]

woag it's an intro post

hi I had my writing list as my pinned for so long but it didn't have the desired effect so I'm making an actual pinned

my inbox is open for trick or treating :3

( dividers & layout by yours truly ★ )

my shop! x

MY OCS ARE HERE GUYS THIS IS A POST WITH ALL OF THEM

hi m'name's adrien (+ aux names) I'm a minor I'm transmasc & autistic & suspected bpd & ocd I use he/it and some neos listed in the pronouns.page link below. I strictly do not use they/them. this is my main so you'll see just about everything here. I'm also anti-psych I didn't know where to put that but I feel like it matters. i am also alterhuman !! (catkin/vampirekin/jr. high rui fictionkin)

pronouns.page! :3

buddymeter! :3

decomytree! :3

my primary special interest is project sekai so you'll see a lot about that here. my favs are Rui, Ena & Shizuku, my favorite units are N25 & W×S, and I am a massive shizuruikasa & mizuena shipper (there are plenty others I like though) but some other non-media ones are etymology, entomology, alt fashion, psych/postapoc/urbex/disease horror, & drugs (yes you are reading that right, no i am not abusing substances i just like to research them), I have others but I can't think of them rn.

I'm not really very active in fandom spaces of medias other than prsk, so if you want to know what other stuff i'm into, you just have to get to know me! :3

stuff I like that you should tag me in (no pressure lol): shizuruikasa, pandemonium, jr high rui fanart (he makes me insane/pos) cicadas, frutiger metro, alt fashion (especially scenemo prsk edits if you come across them they make me SO happy), tokidoki

I post vents here sometimes. I try to tag them or put them under cuts but I don't always remember. feel free to shoot me an ask about it if it bothers you, and I'll go back and tag it. I also do my best to keep mental health crises off here but you will probably see it happen.

boundaries:

- I'm in a closed relationship, please don't make genuine romantic or sexual advances toward me. Jokes are fine

- please don't call me cute, it makes me really upset & uncomfortable. other compliments are fine, it's just this one.

- please don't likespam unless we're mutuals (rb spam is fine no matter who you are), I will softblock you

- please do not try and drag me into shipping discourse, i will not engage. I think both sides are inconsistent and the entire thing is stupid

- please don't send me chain asks, they make me anxious! (tag games are okay though! i might not respond depending on my energy levels)

- this one's kind of complicated sorry. so please do use tone tags with me I like them, but avoid using /lh pls- I was around so many people that misused it that it immediately reads as passive aggressive to me even though it's definitionally not

- i am aware i am named in a certain tumblr user's dni. you are welcome to dm me privately to hear what I have to say on it but otherwise do not send me asks or tag me in posts about our issues with each other because the beef is so tired and has been dragged out for too long.

- please do not recommend me therapy. I am antipsych, I have been before, there was a reason I stopped, and I cannot afford it right now.

- do not follow me for my vent posts. I suppose I don't care if you like them, if you're scrolling through tags that's your business. But this is not a vent blog, and I'd appreciate if you didn't follow me after just liking 5 of my vents.

- I am not always okay with jokes that are suggestive or sexual in nature - please ask first (just a simple "can I make a horny/sexual joke rn" is perfect)

- if you screenshot and repost a post of mine that has reblogs turned off, that's fine, just crop my username out please!

- I don't answer "any oc" asks for ask games. it may be a little silly but I have my reasons

- more tba if I remember

dni since I think it fits here:

queerphobic, racist, ableist, transandrophobia denier, "men dni" regardless about how you feel about trans men, anti-nontraumagenic, radfem at all, anti-palestine, trump supporter, antitheist, pro generative AI, exclusionist (anti good-faith & contradictory labels, anti mspec-mono, anti neos/xenos etc), anti self-diagnosis, demonize cluster b, if you actively believe in astrology, mbti, enneagrams etc beyond a little quirk, currently actively support shien/temu, in the harry potter fandom at all, transfem mizuki deniers, if you think shopping at hot topic or wearing baggy pants makes you a poser. also if you complain about palestinian fundraisers youre on thin ice.

if we're mutuals please tag;

pictures of crickets (or similar bugs that are dark colored with lots of spindly extremities, like whipscorpions)

sexual innuendos related to hospitals/doctors, medplay, sexy nurse type characters/artwork

hurricanes, tornadoes and other similar natural disasters (note: this doesn't count for things like fundraisers for people trying to come back from current-event disasters. just for things that are detailed accounts, or for things in fiction)

child death (same as above, you don't have to tag fundraisers or other causes for me, just for detailed accounts or things in fiction)

(list subject to change as I remember more things)

you can use #adrien no look as a catchall tag if you want but I do have the tags for all these things blocked separately as well. ty 💙

list of sideblogs

list of things I wish I could find (games, websites, etc)

list of rp blogs (mostly inactive)

list of writing (mostly inactive)

other places you can find me (tell me you came from here so I don't freak out!!):

discord: adrien9174

prsk id (en): [tba, new acc]

AO3: adrienxx

tiktok: @m0us0u_4sp4rt4m3

depop: night4ade_shop (you don't have to tell me you came from here for this one)

[asteronomical]

grace: i dont care what happens to me as long as you get to go home

rocky: nah if grace dies, rocky take himself out 0.01 seconds later and if erid doesn't agree to take care of grace then rocky will simply crash the hail mary into the planet

[the-haiku-bot]

grace: i dont care what

happens to me as long as

you get to go home

Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.

[cryptotheism]

[zentilde]

[pangur-and-grim]

I'm breaking character here, so don't tell anyone, but it was never actually in the book. the real sentence was "Claws the size of bananas shot toward me."

and then this was the edit note:

it's just that when I saw the edit note, my first impulse was to come up with an even worse banana sentence, and........ you all saw the bloodbath that followed.

here's the final line that made it into the book:

[pangur-and-grim]

SORRY! when I saw people getting mad, I had to double down 😭 there was no other option

[textmessagepolicy]

[twixie-forever]

an unexpected confession

[outofcontextdiscord]

[outofcontextdiscord]

#62

The 62nd most popular post!

[radicalgraff]

"Better a stray dog than a police dog"

[rickybabyboy]

a slug in exchange for tiger

glad we could come to a deals

[konoko]

[2-kamikou-1]

im so exhausted I feel sick I just want to take a nap why am I sorting out family drama rn

[nevermore-was-here]

Money is currently needed for food for Muhammed, Yaya, and Yankuba!! If you can send something through Remitly, Xoom, or Sendwave, (it will go through faster that way than the Chuffed) that will mean the world!!!!!

And if all you’re able to donate through is the Chuffed, that still helps so much!! The goal on the campaign hasn’t been updated yet, so while it looks full right now, they still need money to pay this month’s rent. Thank you so much for everything!!!

Support for Muhammed, Yaya, and Yankuba

Muhammed and his brothers have been orphaned, and are in desperate need of mutual aid. They need food, water, clothes, medical, and legal mo

Muhammed is a teenager looking after his two younger brothers in The Gambia. They have no shelter and urgently need money for food, clothes, and medicine. Please consider donating, even just $5 goes a long way. If you cannot donate, sharing this with others helps greatly!

Muhammed is accepting donations through SendWave and Remitly. All donations go to Muhammed.

His Discord Username: MUHAMMED_CAMARA_52623

His WhatsApp: [phone]

DONATE HERE

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Name: Muhammed 

Surname: Camara

Country: The Gambia

Number: [phone]

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Name: Ousman

Surname: Camara

Bank: Zenith Bank

Region: Western Region

City/Town: Brikama

Country: The Gambia

Number: [phone]

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[galaxywarp]

[homunculus-argument]

I've been fed, walked and watered and I've slept enough and been out of the internet and I'm doing crafts.

Why am I still angry.

[homunculus-argument]

I walked right into this one like a blind horse into a revolving door.

[odekirk]

[odekirk]

two sides of the same story

[valtsv]

AITA for realizing that my best friend is actually a ghost and not telling him because i'm worried that if he realizes he's dead he'll finally be able to accept it and fully pass on and i won't be able to hang out with him anymore?

[valtsv]

AITA if i've been dead for a while but haven't told my best friend yet because he doesn't seem to have realized i'm a ghost and if he does i'm worried that he'll finally be able to accept it and let me go and i can't bear the thought of losing him?

[mapswithoutwyoming]

AITA for killing that guy

[hylasregilla]

I'm inconsolable over this animation.