My Coping Mechanism

when did i get this old why has nothing changed

[just-skin-n-bones]

[naive-personality]

[be-artistic-deactivated20230306]

[sashaburns]

[tkkatherineblog]

[genterie]

[thebeiges]

[vogueistic]

[please-let-me-leave-you-behind]

[depresseddisneyprincess]

[sickenedbones]

finally have a thigh gap after craving one for my entire childhood

[mentallyillmemes]

[esoteric-entropy]

“you cannot change the world on an empty stomach.”

-Blythe Baird, If My Body Could Speak

[u-r--lovely]

“Eating disorders are NOT all about food and weight and body image. They are associated yes, but not exactly… I wish so desperately that people would stop blaming eating disorders on vanity, looks or insecurity. They are ever entrancing mental illnesses that often stem from an inability to communicate pain, discomfort or rejection. Eating disorders don’t just develop because you want to ‘lose a few pounds, or because you eat too much or you purge sometimes’, they develop because you are seeking a way in which to disappear, to numb, to disconnect. Recovery does not happen by fixating on this idea of loving yourself whole-heartedly, every day, 24/7; but by being able to live DESPITE not liking yourself. Living despite the obsessions and maladaptive coping mechanisms and decades of unlearning habits and behaviors. Eating disorders are the only disease in which the posion AND the cure are within the same person fighting the disease in the first place.”

— I Am My Own Cure (Gracie Mandel)

[grownuplulluby]

i let my friend talk me into doing whole 30 even though i knew it would be triggering. it is.

[anxii3-deactivated20200807]

I just wanna be skinny and pretty uhhhhhh😩

[vs-demons]

Recently became one of my favourite thinspos