Life and Death | 07.21.2026
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Life and Death | 07.21.2026
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There’s an alternate world out there where “brutal” has a positive connotation.
There’s an alternate world out there where Brutus never betrayed Caesar, and was the only one to stand at his side when the Senators attacked with knives.
There’s an alternate world out there where Brutus died with his Emperor, and was remembered by the people as a loyal and valiant hero.
There’s an alternate world out there where Caesar never said “Et tu, Brutus?” …or maybe he did, with a very different meaning; a whisper of appreciation and grim solidarity in the face of death.
There’s an alternate world out there in which “brutal” is a martyr’s honor.
I Tried To Logic BloodyMary
I think I’ve come up with a half-decent explanation for how BloodyMary could be a thing.
I've watched both PHM and Iron Lung now and have been...enraptured...by both (sorry). I think that the potential dynamic between protagonists is fascinating, especially as their stories and character arcs mirror each other so closely - two sacrificial lambs sent off to die in space attempting to save what's left of humanity. Lots of animal and religious symbology, stories of despair and dying stars and overwhelming odds and ultimately of hope.
[And also I really REALLY want to give Simon a break. Like seriously he deserves one and then some. So I wanted them to have a happy ending together, and this is kinda the only viable way that Simon would have a happy ending in ANY scenario in my eyes.]
Ok listen.
Human blood does not naturally mutate humans into horrifying Eldritch eel abominations. So the blood of the Blood Ocean has some essence of The Light and/or The Pinhole God in it, I imagine - the Light is very likely the pinhole (or a fragment of it, or a result of it) through which the God looks from its original dimension. And it’s been proven that the God’s essence/presence gives other creatures supernatural abilities - Elli is like its prophet, able to communicate telepathically with Simon, guarding the Light, trying to use the power it gave them them to “save” humanity in a twisted way (assimilating them all into their being).
Long story short: the Pinhole God’s essence/influence is what’s mutating Simon, and some of its power is transferred to him. So what if, as the sub implodes and Simon ostensibly dies, Simon pokes another pinhole through the fabric of reality and falls through it into Grace’s universe?? Perhaps that’s what the sprout does - it takes life and death (the blood, Elli’s life/lives) and uses that as “fuel” to break through the multiverse fabric of space-time. It seems as though the Pinhole God requires life and/or death to enter into Simon’s universe - killing all planets and moons in the Quiet Rapture and creating the blood oceans. (That, or it just…kills everyone because it wants to. Or it’s a side effect of its presence. Or something.) But Simon is a much smaller entity, and would require much less life-juice to go through - maybe the blood ocean and Elli is enough, and the sprout erupting is the catalyst - SIMON’S Quiet Rapture!!
Question is, though - where he comes through in the PHM universe, and when, chronologically. It could be on the Hail Mary, but the odds of that are slim to none. Maybe close to the Mary, and they detect the anomaly on their sensors? OOOHHH or maybe it gives a HUGE massive infrared/energy surge that can easily be picked up from like across star systems or something, and Simon is just barely able to survive the time for them to reach him and get him on board (still running off of Pinhole God power…maybe kinda permanently)
Another problem: Simon is ROYALLY cooked with the radiation and other forms of physical (and mental) trauma to which he is subjected. Not to mention being crushed by the imploding of the sub. Well maybe he got pinholed out before/right at the implosion, but still…radiation. So maybe the God’s power keeps him alive in a horrible, Deadpool-esque death-and-regeneration cycle until he’s able to mutate enough to adapt to the radiation and/or purge it from his body. I do think he would still lose the arm, though; it would be a symbol of his sacrifice, his scars (internal and external), and his ultimate persisting humanity.
He and Grace and Rocky would probably have to be separated for a WHILE due to the radiation thing when they first find him, until he mutates out of it. I like the headcanon that Armando is able to remove the malignant tissue from his body, so everything save the teeth on his cheek and maybe gill-like growths on his face, left ear and neck are cleaned up. I'm all for semi-Eldritch appearances, and the eel mutations have so much potential.
The nice thing too is that with this logic, data/information about the Light and dimensional rifts/travel would be successfully relayed to the COI; if they can crack it and somehow harness its power, humanity IS saved because they can escape that universe into another - perhaps PHM's like Simon...ooh there's potential there
Ok thank you for reading my TED Talk :)
(Someone else may have very well come up with this already but if so I'm not even mad. Like pop off you know what they say about great minds)
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Ink & Ichor | Twin Chimerism [06/22/2026]
Concept art/vibesetter piece for my newest written work, Ink and Ichor, which I am posting on AO3! If you notice that it is uncannily similar in premise to my first work…no you didn’t 😶
It’s been a WHILE since I’ve done a full ink traditional art project - I had so much fun!! Couldn’t decide on the background paper color, so have two variations. (That’s strange to say about traditional art wow) Lighting is better in the first one tho; my photography skills are…questionable 😭
Rough messy sketch idea for a semi-humanized Elli/the Blood Eel from Markiplier's Iron Lung (2026)!
I am in love with the psychological, auditory and cosmic horror of this film, and the tip-of-the-iceberg Eldritch existentialism that it taps into while still pushing a message of hope. So inspired by this movie and its testament that small creators can make it big through hard-earned popularity and sheer force of will. Congrats Mark!
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A goofy Janus doodle inspired by a picture of my bearded dragon looking VERY uncomfortable in the middle of a shedding phase 😭😭
I headcanon that Janus's serpentine skin sheds in fragments rather than in a larger connected piece because, since he has joints and lots of points of contact over the surface of his skin, different sections receive different amounts of wear and tear. Not sure about if he goes blind in his snake eye or not; he has an eyelid and hence no need for an eyecap, but who knows. All in all, I imagine the experience would be HORRENDOUS. (In the words of a very wise and capable fictional world leader: that's rough, buddy)
I spent way way WAY too much time on this. Please ignore the fact that I can't draw hair 😭
Chrysalis | 01.02.2026
Alternate concept/design of Angela/anxiety, inspired by all of the butterfly + anxiety comments made in WiDS. Angelic themes still carried through pretty easily, since some butterflies have eyespots and biblical descriptions of cherubim reference many eyes on their bodies: "There were eyes on their backs, on their arms, on their wings" (Ezekiel 10:12, ERV).
Bleed Blue (The Blind Sculptor)
09.23.2025
I bleed blue,
blue
like water in the sea.
It burns and it freezes,
strong and screaming and song.
I burn,
burn
my blood the wrong color.
It is freedom and a cage.
It is joy and a sorrow.
It is a blessing and a curse.
I chip at myself and flake away
Unknowing, not understanding
If I am pruning, honing, refining, or breaking.
I chip and scrape and chisel
and hope that I am Michelangelo.
I do not know what I am making, but
I hope it is good, whatever it is.
Not beautiful, maybe
and it certainly cannot be perfect
but good, somehow.
I hope it is a crude, misshapen symbol,
a waystone
that people can look back on, and feel compelled to smile—
a true, genuine smile, not forced or of pity.
I hope they can recognize that it was good, that it was healthy, that it was whole despite its brokenness,
that it was meant to be,
blue blood
and backward veins
and all.
I hope that I was meant to be.
A collection of sketches/doodles associated with Te Tueor, a Sanders Sides fanwork I've posted on AO3! [Close-ups below]
CWs/TWs: Blood, gore, injury, vomit (poorly drawn)
I may regret posting this later :’) Please be nice y'all I'm aware they are...not professional quality I just wanted to put them out there
And yes I am aware I have no consistent art style 😭
Roman's dragon, Persephone :)
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Old art from like 2024 aughhhh
This is an accompanying piece for a short fic I posted on AO3: "Post-Singularity | Lonely Space Cowboy." I've been obsessed with Alan Becker's Animator/Animation series on YouTube since elementary school and continue to follow it adamantly!! It has been such a joy to see how the series and the fanbase have grown and flourished over the years.
F E A R N O T [Angela] | 12.17.2025
Felt it right to provide context for my profile picture - here's the full image! I was inspired by Sanders Sides to make sketches/concept designs of Sides of my own; Angela represents my anxiety. Went for a corrupted guardian angel sort of aesthetic.
Behold Remus, my many-armed muse and cuddle buddy! Sometimes I give him hugs, sometimes I wear him like hat, sometimes I wear him like backpack, all times he gives me very very fun novel crazy goofy silly ideas. He is hand-crocheted by my amazing friend, roommate, GOD-TIER ARTIST and writing consultant 😊😊
For any who are interested: they used the Anchor the Octopus crochet pattern on Etsy + the preformer mustache crochet pattern from Rito.com! He is very cuddly and huggable and great; 10/10 would recommend :)
The bois are eepy
Lil doodle for Chapter 14 of Te Tueor, a Sanders Sides fanwork I am posting on AO3! This project has been my first time engaging with an online community pretty much at all; I am so glad to have found such a wonderful community and such amazing support here!! <3