Taking A Deep Breath

[Vent blog for gentleAegis] [Will assume follows are ooc but tbh she's bad with computers so it's not password protected. Go nuts lol.]

[grumblingalways]

Actually maybe that’s why I want to+ mess with my hair.

Hm.

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I am very tired all o+f the time.

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As it turns o+ut asserting myself and my bo+undaries co+ntinues to+ be a Federal Fucking Issue.

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Aah I can’t breathe. (:

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That was no+t related to+ my current upset it is just hash tag relatable.

[iamthursdayschild]

[nineprotons]

I need this pattern.

[grumblingalways]

Very Serio+usly Do+ No+t.

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Did we no+t just agree that this info+rmatio+n was to+ remain private.

[sjukpojke]

survivors of abuse have limits that can change very frequently. sometimes we’re less sensitive to triggers, while other times we’re more sensitive.  i want to remind all of you: just because you’re feeling more sensitive today or any other day doesn’t mean you’re weak. it doesn’t mean you’re no longer making progress. it means that today your limits are just a little bit lower than usual.  if you panic about something that normally wouldn’t bother you at all, you’re not weak. there are ups and downs in recovery, good days and bad days.  you aren’t weak. you’ve made it this far, and just for that, you are so strong. i’m proud of you.

[grumblingalways]

Oh being the teaser is much mo+re fun.

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Erm!

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Fucking Hell.

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I’m no+t sure whether disclo+sing my ex-slave status wo+uld help o+r hinder Co+rvin, but this is me writing it do+wn so+ that I remember to+ reflect o+n it later.

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Ow.

[andlifemovesonn]

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Go+ds taking up the great grandmo+ther po+sitio+n really is so+mething.

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I can’t handle this.