𝑛𝑜 / 𝕕𝕠𝕦𝕓𝕥

lee changmin AKA. chainsaw, twenty-six year old mechanic the hermit reversed

[gswchainsaw]

hiaay everyone !! name's izzy ( they / them , please . )  n I am so excited to be here with my tol bean. below is some points about him :D hopefully u can give himb some love ( he needs it . . . desperately . ) also u can find me at d*scord ghostboy#7715 . 

u can read his stats n bio here, but basically to sum up changmin is: tol sad boi, no love, nobody cares about him and so he became angry at the world but now he is trying to reinvent himself and be less angry

changmin got issues, major issues, and he lashes out bad but would never hurt a fly  (  unless  .  .  .   ) 

when he was growing up he basically learned that doing bad things = attention and thus he began chasing adrenaline shit ; although he is doing a lot better trying to chill, maybe read a book or 48 

he likes old cars !  mainly old pontiacs, maserati, mazda u know, cars

his nickname chainsaw comes from when he used to get in trouble. it originates from leatherface because he used to have a completely unfazed and neutral expression, just like leatherface. #ConcealDoNotFeel

he gets anxious a lot and hates being alone, but is still very introverted ---- it is like a constant struggle inside of him. 

he has a real shitty relationship with his dad but at his age he does not really care anymore? it is like an empty void which has always been void so he just deals with it 

i have some wanted connections here, but they are heavily under construction. 

[alcoholicanarchist]

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[soulveaters]

i’m not a good person ask anyone who knows me i’m mean and bitter and a failure at everything that i say i believe

[preciousjonathanbyers]

[twinnedpeaks]

journal excerpt, july first

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[saoirseronan]

[gswchainsaw]

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[lisbon]

[bunlly]

i am afraid that if i open myself i will not stop pouring. (why do i fear becoming a river. what mountain gave me such shame.)

Jamie Oliveira (via lazypacific)