c o n t i n u e ;

[gtmotofthdrk]

Pati sa pag higa, hindi ko maramdaman ang pahinga. Nakakapagod na.

[gtmotofthdrk]

Don’t judge people about the decisions they make.

You don’t even know how much they have cried making that decisions.

[lovequotespost]

[theartidote]

"Some of the best advice I've ever received is to always remember that other people's urgency is not your emergency." —jennydeluxe

artwork by naniape

[gtmotofthdrk]

Lahat binigay ko,

Kasi mas may saya ako kapag masaya ka.

[gtmotofthdrk]

Mahirap magmahal ng taong hindi pa tapos magmahal ng iba.

[clearlysillysalad-deactivated20]

Naranasan mo na bang tanungin ng ibang tao habang umiiyak ka, at ang tanging alam mong sagot ay “Hindi ko alam. Hindi ko alam kung bakit niya ako iniwan. Hindi ko alam kung saan ako nagkulang at sumobra. Hindi ko alam.”

Clearly Silly Salad | Opinions and Rants 2018 (via clearlysillysalad)

[gtmotofthdrk]

Goodbye Doesn't Scare Me Anymore

Goodbye makes me look forward to what’s next, to a new start and to the next chapter I’ll start by myself.

Goodbye taught me that people don’t always stay and the things that belonged to you today can belong to someone else tomorrow.

Goodbye taught me that getting too attached to people will eventually hurt you.

Goodbye taught me to expect that anyone can leave but it also taught me that I can leave too.

It taught me that I can say goodbye too.

Because goodbye is not the challenge, the challenge is how you handle it and the challenge is in starting over.

And sometimes you have to say goodbye before even saying hello.

Goodbyes can sometimes be better for us and sometimes they’re exactly what we need.

But goodbyes also hold a little bit of hope, because goodbye is not farewell, goodbye means till we meet again, goodbye means maybe not now but later, goodbye means someday we’ll say hello again; at another place and another time and goodbye is not always the end.

And sometimes the happiest endings start with goodbyes. ✨

[gtmotofthdrk]

When Pain Changes People

Because no one gets out of pain the same person they used to be.

We don’t give life a change to surprise us because we don’t want to be disappointed again so we disappoint ourselves. We try to predict that life will let us down so when it does, we won’t be broken.

We still dream. But we don’t dream too big and we don’t try to chase our dreams because we don’t want to lose again, we don’t want to fail, we don’t want to feel like we’re worthless. We want to prove that we’re good enough, that we’re capable of depending on ourselves, that we’re responsible adults, so we dream within reach, we dream about what we know we can attain, we don’t look up, we don’t look too far away and we don’t believe in miracles. We dream, but we don’t follow our dreams, we don’t think they’ll happen to us, we don’t think we deserve that kind of happiness because we’re used to pain.

We stopped believing in miracles ever since our dreams became nightmares.

Pain changes people; mostly for the better, but when people suffer, they try to do everything they can to avoid it, they don’t want their hearts to sink into the ground again, they don’t want to cry uncontrollably again and they don’t want to feel weak again.

Sometimes I wish pain didn’t change us, I wish pain didn’t get so deeply to us so we can love, live, hope and dream like we used to. So we can believe in happiness and miracles the way we used to.

Sometimes I wish we could change pain instead of pain changing us, so we can find a way to be ourselves again, to be the people we used to be before we were broken.

[jeuz]

May dahilan pa para tumuloy.

[clearlysillysalad-deactivated20]

Naranasan mo na bang maiwan sa ere? Yung okay naman kayo kahapon, sabay kinabukasan hindi mo alam iniwan ka na niya.

[gtmotofthdrk]

Lahat binigay ko,

Kasi mas may saya ako kapag masaya ka.

[yoursummerdreamz]

[gtmotofthdrk]

Gusto kong bumalik sa dati. Sa dating hindi pa kita kailangan.

[gtmotofthdrk]

Mahirap, pero kakayanin.

[happysiggy-deactivated20200429]

S/o;

Bakit ganon? Ang daming epal sa love life ng iba? Ang nakakatawa pa, kung sinong di ko naman o ako kakilala, sila pang may lakas ng loob manghusga.

Kesyo ang bilis ko raw magka-love life (this one coming from a guy I used to text woops). Pinansin ko lang daw kami agad. Some even have the guts to call me names – pero siyempre anon lang. Hahahaha!

Unang una sa lahat, kasalanan ko bang madaming nanliligaw sakin? Madami akong choice eh, ikaw ba? Hahahaha! Kidding aside, I know there’s no need to explain myself at all but I just want to get this out because apparently still not everyone gets it: a girl can choose whoever she wants to date and on her own terms (all reasonable things considered, of course). That’s regardless whether you think she’s doing it “too fast“ or “too easy“. Fuck slut-shaming, fuck the patriarchy!

That said, it’s simply not true I “choose” just about anyone who comes my way (I mean really, I’ve got a lot coming my way – last na to promise!). It’s true I can be a little too hasty to judge on first impressions, but it’s just that I know exactly what I look for in a guy. Once I see or feel something is off, which apparently happens rather often, I tend to lose interest quickly or begin questioning their intentions. In the same vein, if all seems to be going well, I follow my gut and just go for it! I’m not one to beat around the bush or waste too much time.

My boyfriend isn’t perfect and neither am I, but we’re happy together and get along fine. So to the naysayers, you can shut the fuck up.

/rant over

PS: Today was the best. Thank you! :-)

[gtmotofthdrk]

Kung pagod ka na, hindi mo naman kailangan umalis. Kailangan mo lang mag pahinga.