[guavasorbet]

about me

tw: ed blr

you can call me gwen (she/her)

age: in my twenties

height: 5'0

sw: 139lbs

cw: 134lbs

gw1: 110lbs

ugw: i'm not sure

been hesitant to make an account since a decade ago but i think now is the time. i need to hold myself accountable and i want to interact :)

[guavasorbet]

i have tomorrow off so i'm going to clean, get my nails done, get a haircut, and walk as much as i can

[4utumnbunn1]

i should never have quit ballet, i'll forever mourn it

[sunooprixia666]

[billytheh3ro]

i love how the 4n4 community is the sweetest collection of people out there. more sane ppl would definitely think we’re all evil to each other but it’s all internalized 💗

luv yall frrrr

[guavasorbet]

i'm so grateful to have this community <3

[theblqckpl4gue]

You’ll never be happy if you don’t lock in.

[dreamingawaymylife123]

law of supply and demand but the less of me there is the more people will love me

[guavasorbet]

omg a month later and i'm down almost 7lbs!

[guavasorbet]

i don't have a body measuring tape so a few weeks ago i cut up a piece of ribbon the size of my waist and i've been using that to track any progress

[guavasorbet]

as someone with sleeping issues, at least the change in routine and restriction have helped tire me out so much that i go to bed immediately

[cherry3l1t4]

need to stop buying food and save money for more shoes.

[h0n3ybvnny]

I fear knowing me means hating who I am.

[guavasorbet]

i can't wait for the new semester to start so i can just walk endlessly on campus

[guavasorbet]

my favorite sweet treat at the moment

peach herbal tea + stevia + 2 tbsp of zero sugar vanilla coffee creamer (20 cal)

iced or hot tea depending on the time of day

[guavasorbet]

my ex best friend and i used to talk about our struggles with food and i regret sharing as much because i know they will make it a huge negative thing if I lose the tiniest bit of w8 meanwhile i'm nowhere near being under

[guavasorbet]

i want to add exercise to my routine but even just the 15-20k steps a day makes me hungrier

[guavasorbet]

after years of being addicted to soda, i finally switched to the zero version so now i have no excuse but to lose weight