[gummymiasma]

Well my little decided he doesn't want me anymore and wants to close the chapter of his life that involves me so I'm going to be shutting Tumblr down since he was the only reason I had it. I love you all. Thank you for all the help. Goodbye

[gummymiasma]

So I know I haven't posted in a while. I am sorry I have been off doing self healing so I could be as best a daddy to my little one @bigworldforlittlealex , while we ended up breaking up two days after I left. Which happened to be the same day I found out my grandpa died. I have been scrambling to come up with the money to get back up MN. I can stand being with out him. He probably has moved on or won't want to be with me when I get back. I don't care I just want him to know that I love him still even after everything. I wanted to go and come back better for him but this has been the worst decision ever, my depression had gotten worse and I don't have the shoulder of my little one to cry on. And there hasn't been a day that I haven't thought about him or cried. But I don't know if he feels the same. Please help me get this message to him. I want him back more than anything in the world. I just want my Smol Bean back.

[gummymiasma]

Do you have a paypal link I can donate to? You and Alex are so gosh darn cute!

We do but currently he is considering himself single and with that being said I'm not his daddy anymore :(

[gummymiasma]

You and you're little are so cute together! 😍

Thanks

[gummymiasma]

Well who ever has been telling my little one to not wait for me. May get their wish, things have been heading south real fast and it's only been three days. All I want to do is cry until I can't cry anymore. I love my little man more than life itself. Only reason I moved for the short time I planned to move is so that I can be the best daddy I can to @bigworldforlittlealex . Everyone please just give him support and help him know that everything will be okay between us. Because I know it will. If not I will just cry.

[gummymiasma]

Where did you and Alex go for your first date? :3

We went and cuddled by the river talking until it got late.

[gummymiasma]

You know it really hurts to hear that people have been telling my little one @bigworldforlittlealex to not promise me anything. As for staying with me while I'm away. It's not like I'm leaving forever. And do you think this is easy for me to do? Because if you thought that. Then you thought wrong. There has not been a night that I don't stay up crying because of my choice to leave the state for two months to do some self healing so that I can be the best daddy I possibly can be. I love my little bean more than anything in this planet and wouldn't give him up for anything. Yeah I know I haven't been the best but I'm working on it and when I get back I will prove that to him and everyone else. We need your support so that we can still be together when I get back. Not people telling him to not stay or promise me he will be here. I love you smol bean, daddy is sorry he is leaving for two months and I really hope I get to come home and give you all the snuggles and love I can give you.

Upset daddy post done.

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cat mistakes

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Awww (~^3^)~

[gummymiasma]

For you my love @bigworldforlittlealex

[gummymiasma]

My dergon @bigworldforlittlealex

[gummymiasma]

You guys are too cute together! Just had to say that 🙈

Why thank you. I think the smol bean will really appreciate the compliment after all the negative shit lately.

[sir-q]

No one wants to see your fucking digital coloring that's why they always have like 3 notes

Well, okay then. No need to be rude, but at least I’m posting something. There’s things going on in my life and I can’t pad up, so it’s something that keeps my little side going and I think they’re cute.

If you have a problem with that I can’t always be diapered or dislike what I’m posting, unfollow me. I can’t please everyone and I’m doing what I can, so be respectful or leave.

[gummymiasma]

Step up to the plate and quit hiding behind the anonymous posts. You have no right to be mean or rude to my little one. Especially not on our anniversary.

[sir-q]

❤️❤️ Happy 5 months Daddy! ❤️❤️

It’s been a bumpy ride since the first date, but even then I wouldn’t decide against it. When we first met over a year ago, I had no idea how significant you’d become in my life, especially with how I became more aware of myself. You embraced my little side with open arms and I can’t thank you enough for that. I could go on and one with all that cliché stuff, but you know that isn’t my style. I love you so much Gunnar! I can’t believe it’s been five months already, when I remember our first date like it was yesterday.

❤️ 4/19/17-9/19/17 ❤️

Sincerely,

Smol Bean

PS: I have opened a PayPal and will distribute the link shortly! As you guys should know, we don’t have much money, but I wanna get Gunnar a gift. I know that we should put money towards something else, but I also want to treat him with something that shows how much I love him. Any and all donations are immensely appreciated, once again thank you all for being wonderful!

@gummymiasma

[gummymiasma]

I love you so much little bean. I know things have been extremely bumpy lately. But we will get through this together like we always have. Happy 5th month my special little bean!

[gummymiasma]

hello; I am in Minnesota to. just wanted to say hi

Well hello there fellow Minnesotan.

[sir-q]

🎵 I’m a big kid now 🎵

[gummymiasma]

Look at my little bean being a big boy

@bigworldforlittlealex

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❤️  For those of you who sleep with Stuffed Animals  ❤️

Do you ever just wake up to find they’re not in your arms and they’re on the floor looking right into your soul saying “why mother why and you’re like no no no don’t be sad you are so cute and so smol i love you so much please forgive me no.”