finally hope everyones ok and has had a good 10 years or whatever haha. i'm 27 now, life is really weird for that...? not that i think anyone is reading this or even cares LOL but i thought i'd let you know i'm still alive! i'm ok, life has been really weird (?) to me, i've been like 50 people since we last spoke. for better or worse. but i'm so happy that i'm still here and that i still just have so much hope in my heart. i live alone in a flat in newcastle that i own (like, what?) with my little cat called mary. i draw, i work for a website that some of you probably know, i love taylor swift so much. i am quite a lonely girl (not new) but i'm really truly ok with it (new) and i really just hope hard all the time and believe that good good things are coming, they're maybe even here already, i will let you know. i'm learning all the time, which is nice, it's one thing that never goes away. i gained loads of weight then dropped it then gained some of it back, LOL. its nice, i've got no hard edges. my hair grew really long, and it's back to being brunette. i haven't touched it like that in years. sure there's many tumblr girlies who went on a similar trajectory, bahahaha. but my passport still has the blue bob! i was just looking at it a few minutes ago, so funny. i remember an MC on my 18th birthday hyping me up on the decks at the club, and he was saying "give it up to the birthday girl in the blue wig!" at the time i was offended, how stupid is that! i'd love for my hair to look so gorgeous now that someone mistook it for a wig. right now its greasy and scraggly, i'm trying to follow a curly girl method and i love it but my biggest gripe is that my hair is always knotty without brushing it. beauty is pain! pain isn't beauty though, i learned that along the way. well, neither of those statements are true actually i was just being facetious. happiness is beauty, being stupid with your friends is beauty, falling asleep with a full tummy with the same sitcom you've seen 1000 times running in the background whilst someone you love has their hand in your hair is beauty. speaking of which, i'm watching doctor who from the beginning in time for the ncuti christmas special (OMG) so i have to go. good bye for now lovely people! bisous
